Kat LCCT tadi flight delay jap kat runaway sebab ada 4 or 5 flight bersusun nak tunggu giliran take off. Ahkak da agak da kompom jadi macam hari tu time ahkak balik raya last year. Bersusun sampai ke luar pintu tuk pass through imigresen. So, as expected inilah keadaannya. Ni pun da after few minutes so ada la reda sikit. Kat luar ahkak jenguk ada lagi orang ber pusu2 coming. Officer kat situ cakap ada 5 flight landed at the same time. Kunun flight dari taiwan, hong kong, Korea, kl ngan n penang. Apa yang ahkak nak cakap is, ada aku kesah?!! Yang aku taw kome da nyusahkan aku yang baru je 29 hari pas bersalin hari ni. Nasib la si hannah tak meraung. Spanjang flight pun dia rilek je tdo n just nangis2 ayam time nak susu. Alhamdulillah, syukur sangat dia tak banyak ragam. Dadde dia da risau, siap n terfikir nak bagi ubat tidur. Ada kaaa!
So.. da sampai Sabah bah. Yehuuuu!!! Hari ni aku mengalami keadaan yang tak menyenangkan. I knew the intention was good tapi for someone to simply judge your family base on their 'own standard' was too much for me to take. Simply saying that my family look like we were not close enough is extremely crossing the line. How you define love and relationship among families, esp with your parents and siblings? You cant! Every family has their own way, who are you to judge them.
In my family the words 'terasa' or ambil hati or terkilan dont exist at all. Because we are family, why should one have that kind of feeling? It was kind of weird for me to hear those words, especially among family. Real family just 'let it go' yet maintain the strong 'fence of support' among them. I find those kind of thinking was totally ridiculous. To even ask people to change and follow their way was totally crossing the line.
