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| My sister thought me how to blow.. hahaha |
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| One for you |
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| Two for me |
Wednesday 31 December 2008
Those what remind me of my childhood
Tuesday 30 December 2008
Little Italy trip
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| Gree fetucinni |
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| Meli clismas |
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| Fetucinni with bolognese |
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| Marinara Pizza |
Monday 29 December 2008
Crazy Cat
As I remembered, Sunday is always enjoyable. Here at my hometown, a feeling of welcomed “forced” me to open my eyes as early as 6 in the morning. I ended up watching cartoons while my friend spent time away with my mom.
Later, I sent my friend to bus terminal around 11 am. My sister insisted for a trip to KK, what else I can say.
We left home at 2 pm and arrived at 1 Borneo almost two hour later. We reached home at tuaran around 6.30 pm only to find out the home was chaotic all over the place like someone has broken into it. Cats poop everywhere proved that our first impression was totally wrong.
I think this cat went crazy as it was unable to find the way out. It took my sister an hour of cleaning to realize a kitty was hiding under the fridge. It did not end there. After 30 minutes of hard work trying to get the kitty out of its hiding place, she realized it was not only one but two of them. Ha ha ha. Not to mention my sister was not a cat person and she was so damn afraid of it.
Later, I sent my friend to bus terminal around 11 am. My sister insisted for a trip to KK, what else I can say.
We left home at 2 pm and arrived at 1 Borneo almost two hour later. We reached home at tuaran around 6.30 pm only to find out the home was chaotic all over the place like someone has broken into it. Cats poop everywhere proved that our first impression was totally wrong.
I think this cat went crazy as it was unable to find the way out. It took my sister an hour of cleaning to realize a kitty was hiding under the fridge. It did not end there. After 30 minutes of hard work trying to get the kitty out of its hiding place, she realized it was not only one but two of them. Ha ha ha. Not to mention my sister was not a cat person and she was so damn afraid of it.
Sunday 28 December 2008
I blog from ferry
Before I drove to office this morning, I was thinking about sending my car for its next 5000 km service and ride a bus home. However, it was about 100 meter from the service center when I suddenly change my mind. I called the ferry service provider and asked for available ticket for today which I already knew there is none.
When speaking about luck, today is really one of my luckiest days. I visited site and unintentionally mention to one of my koncho about my plan. He asked why not I told him earlier, took his phone out straight afterward. I heard he asked his friend to check with the ferry provider it there was any ticket left. Few minutes later, his friend called back and informed that they can save a place for me for their 7 pm trip. I called my friend shortly to ask if she wants to come with me and confirm after she said yes. So, here I am. I think we will reach home around 9.30 pm.
Major credits to my koncho Mr Abdullah.
When speaking about luck, today is really one of my luckiest days. I visited site and unintentionally mention to one of my koncho about my plan. He asked why not I told him earlier, took his phone out straight afterward. I heard he asked his friend to check with the ferry provider it there was any ticket left. Few minutes later, his friend called back and informed that they can save a place for me for their 7 pm trip. I called my friend shortly to ask if she wants to come with me and confirm after she said yes. So, here I am. I think we will reach home around 9.30 pm.
Major credits to my koncho Mr Abdullah.
Saturday 27 December 2008
Agony
Today is Friday. Realizing year end synonym with holidays, I went to bank and settle my loan repayment. I am thinking about going home tomorrow. I need a break to think about the SPA offer. It is agonizing!
Thursday 25 December 2008
Christmas
Today is Christmas day. I woke up at 8 am this morning with dizzy head, probably caused by my eating out with my crime partners and good friend last night. My weight has increased due to changing in my eating habit lately.
My uncle once told me that I look “bloated” and accused broken heart as the main reason. Well, I could not agree with him. I simply view it like this, since I don’t have to budget for dating and wedding, I have lots to spend on myself. On these past few months, I spent on every thing that came across my mind freely without any worries unlike before. I am starting to like all this but I do save a little worries on my weight. Who doesn’t?
Wednesday 24 December 2008
The longest post
It is my habit to wake up early in the morning, up until few years ago. But this morning, I was up before the crack of dawn. It was all because of one letter.
I arrived at office around 10 am after visiting our work site. I pulled into the parking lot half expecting not to see my boss's car but it was already there indeed. Still have no idea how to tell him face to face about my resignation letter which I handed to management last week. With an empty mind and a heart that beats faster than usual, I climbed up the stairs, opened the door and headed to my table. I flashed an empty smile when my CrimePartner whispered the phrase “Boss dah tahu”.
I always knew that resigning from my current job would be the hardest thing for me.
There was a strange look on my boss face when I came in to report to him about the status of our current project. As I wanted to leave the room, he opened his mouth and said “Saya dengar you mau resign”. After a short conversation between us, I left the room. He told me it is hard for him if I were not here. I was afraid tears would come out for a second time in front of him. What he did not know, it is also hard for me after these four and a half years here.
We got a discussion with client on the afternoon, with presence of big boss. My boss asked me to be there, which I did attend only from outside the meeting room :) After the meeting ended, big boss called me to his room. I less expected that but he gave me advises and shared thoughts about the idea of working for the government.
I do aware about things that I might encounter as a government servant. I am not prejudice by any means but all I heard always reflect the negatives side. I worried about many things, the boss and the political environment that might exist at work place. I worried about the fact that I need to start over at a new place, alone. Maybe I worry too much, maybe there were good things awaited me ahead but I really don’t know what I should do right now
The situation might be different if my M-plan went throuh. Now I need to plan all over again and I do find it intricate this time. I already have all I ever asked for here, but somehow, I need to make the right decision for my future. Please help me God.
This morning, my boss called me to his room. Only today I have courage of asking him since when did he know and he told me he already knew since Monday actually. He did talk more than yesterday. He asked me do I have problems with my work or was there something that I was not satisfied with. I told him it was not that and that I have not decided to accept the offer up until now. I did fax my acceptance but the final decision will be on the day I report to duty.
Actually, I do not want to leave but I need to consider a lot of things which of course involve my future. I loved what I have here but would this be the right choice? If I choose to leave, would that be the best decision for me? My mind is in grey. I am having the time of my life and a lots had happened this year. I might looked happy and unaffected by my broken engagement but if truth be told, my heart was totally wrecked and was cut so deep, that I did not cry yet! I am not in denial as I was an optimist and did think carefully before I made my decision. Either one I choose, it still hurts me.
I arrived at office around 10 am after visiting our work site. I pulled into the parking lot half expecting not to see my boss's car but it was already there indeed. Still have no idea how to tell him face to face about my resignation letter which I handed to management last week. With an empty mind and a heart that beats faster than usual, I climbed up the stairs, opened the door and headed to my table. I flashed an empty smile when my CrimePartner whispered the phrase “Boss dah tahu”.
I always knew that resigning from my current job would be the hardest thing for me.
There was a strange look on my boss face when I came in to report to him about the status of our current project. As I wanted to leave the room, he opened his mouth and said “Saya dengar you mau resign”. After a short conversation between us, I left the room. He told me it is hard for him if I were not here. I was afraid tears would come out for a second time in front of him. What he did not know, it is also hard for me after these four and a half years here.
We got a discussion with client on the afternoon, with presence of big boss. My boss asked me to be there, which I did attend only from outside the meeting room :) After the meeting ended, big boss called me to his room. I less expected that but he gave me advises and shared thoughts about the idea of working for the government.
I do aware about things that I might encounter as a government servant. I am not prejudice by any means but all I heard always reflect the negatives side. I worried about many things, the boss and the political environment that might exist at work place. I worried about the fact that I need to start over at a new place, alone. Maybe I worry too much, maybe there were good things awaited me ahead but I really don’t know what I should do right now
The situation might be different if my M-plan went throuh. Now I need to plan all over again and I do find it intricate this time. I already have all I ever asked for here, but somehow, I need to make the right decision for my future. Please help me God.
This morning, my boss called me to his room. Only today I have courage of asking him since when did he know and he told me he already knew since Monday actually. He did talk more than yesterday. He asked me do I have problems with my work or was there something that I was not satisfied with. I told him it was not that and that I have not decided to accept the offer up until now. I did fax my acceptance but the final decision will be on the day I report to duty.
Actually, I do not want to leave but I need to consider a lot of things which of course involve my future. I loved what I have here but would this be the right choice? If I choose to leave, would that be the best decision for me? My mind is in grey. I am having the time of my life and a lots had happened this year. I might looked happy and unaffected by my broken engagement but if truth be told, my heart was totally wrecked and was cut so deep, that I did not cry yet! I am not in denial as I was an optimist and did think carefully before I made my decision. Either one I choose, it still hurts me.
Wednesday 17 December 2008
Laksa night
Nyammmm! I am back from my trip from The Grill. Terasa-rasa lagi di tekak betapa kuatnya rempah laksa dia.. udah la udangnya pun banyak.. uii naa..
I was unable to think about anything else except Laksa since petang lagi ;)
I was unable to think about anything else except Laksa since petang lagi ;)
Tuesday 16 December 2008
I HATE THIS PART
What a bore...
I visited my koncho.. yay.. we managed to finished 10 nos of DRTB.
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I hate this part - Pussycat dolls
We're driving slow through the snow
On fifth avenue
And right now radio's
All that we can hear
Man we ain't talked since we left
It's so overdue
It's cold outside
But between us
The world slows down but my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here
Everyday seven takes of the same
Seems we're bound by the loss of the same team
Gotta talk to you now before we go to sleep
But well we sleep once I tell you
The world slows down but my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here
I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothings wrong
But there is no more time for lies
Cause I see in your eyes
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
But I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I hate this part
I gotta do it
I hate this part right here
And I just can't take these tears
I hate this part
I visited my koncho.. yay.. we managed to finished 10 nos of DRTB.
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I hate this part - Pussycat dolls
We're driving slow through the snow
On fifth avenue
And right now radio's
All that we can hear
Man we ain't talked since we left
It's so overdue
It's cold outside
But between us
The world slows down but my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here
Everyday seven takes of the same
Seems we're bound by the loss of the same team
Gotta talk to you now before we go to sleep
But well we sleep once I tell you
The world slows down but my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here
I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothings wrong
But there is no more time for lies
Cause I see in your eyes
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
But I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I hate this part
I gotta do it
I hate this part right here
And I just can't take these tears
I hate this part
Monday 15 December 2008
Sunday Morning
I woke up early this morning, considered 8 am as early la on Sunday morning.
Sappy pathetic little me
That was the girl I used to be
You had me on my knees
I'd trade you places any day
I'd never thought you could be that way
But you looked like me on Sunday
You came in with the breeze
On Sunday Morning
You sure have changed since yesterday
Without any warning
I thought I knew you
I thought I knew you
I thought I knew you well... so well
You're trying my shoes on for a change
They look so good but fit so strange
Out of fashion so I can complain
You came in with the breeze
On Sunday Morning
You sure have changed since yesterday
Without any warning
I thought I knew you
I thought I knew you
I thought I knew you well... so well
I know who I am, but who are you?
You're not looking like you used to
You're on the other side of the mirror
So nothing's looking quite as clear
Thank you, for turning on the light
Thank you, now you're the parasite
I didn't think you had it in you
And now, you're looking like I used to!
You came in with the breeze
On Sunday Morning
You sure have changed since yesterday
Without any warning
And you want me badly
You cannot have me
I thought I knew you
I've got a new view
I thought I knew you well...
No Doubt - Sunday Morning
IKLAN
Oh wellI felt like eating McMuffin la pula. Hah! There you go my calories.
I went to UK but it was still early. All the shops will only be open at 10 a.m but i took my time to observe what were peoples doing on the morning. I find it quite amazing to do that.. i could not explain :) What's that suppose to mean hah?
My crime partner called, she informed that her mother was overjoyed to know that her blood reading downed to 6. Thanks to KH KOPI i guess.. ha ha ha. Steamboat night will be in our next week plan..
Thanks to my stomach and mind that made me eat 2 McMuffin, 2 glasses of coffee, I container of ice cream, 2 pack of tapioca chips, 1 glass of milky carrot juice and nasi pataya... Thank you! Thank you!
Sappy pathetic little me
That was the girl I used to be
You had me on my knees
I'd trade you places any day
I'd never thought you could be that way
But you looked like me on Sunday
You came in with the breeze
On Sunday Morning
You sure have changed since yesterday
Without any warning
I thought I knew you
I thought I knew you
I thought I knew you well... so well
You're trying my shoes on for a change
They look so good but fit so strange
Out of fashion so I can complain
You came in with the breeze
On Sunday Morning
You sure have changed since yesterday
Without any warning
I thought I knew you
I thought I knew you
I thought I knew you well... so well
I know who I am, but who are you?
You're not looking like you used to
You're on the other side of the mirror
So nothing's looking quite as clear
Thank you, for turning on the light
Thank you, now you're the parasite
I didn't think you had it in you
And now, you're looking like I used to!
You came in with the breeze
On Sunday Morning
You sure have changed since yesterday
Without any warning
And you want me badly
You cannot have me
I thought I knew you
I've got a new view
I thought I knew you well...
No Doubt - Sunday Morning
IKLAN
Oh wellI felt like eating McMuffin la pula. Hah! There you go my calories.
I went to UK but it was still early. All the shops will only be open at 10 a.m but i took my time to observe what were peoples doing on the morning. I find it quite amazing to do that.. i could not explain :) What's that suppose to mean hah?
My crime partner called, she informed that her mother was overjoyed to know that her blood reading downed to 6. Thanks to KH KOPI i guess.. ha ha ha. Steamboat night will be in our next week plan..
Thanks to my stomach and mind that made me eat 2 McMuffin, 2 glasses of coffee, I container of ice cream, 2 pack of tapioca chips, 1 glass of milky carrot juice and nasi pataya... Thank you! Thank you!
Saturday 13 December 2008
Next 5000 km
Saturday.. i loved Saturday as always. I felt so tired but I purak2 not to know why.. Ho ho ho!
I was thinking about going to my car nya' service center since my millage reached its next 5000. I was only 2 km to the center when the rain started pouring.. daaa.. it made me change my mind and imagined me on the bed. Whew!
I tried to bring my eyes to sleep, i just couldn't.. cheh.. i finally able to sleep after 6 p.m. Till morning la of course.... Luckily i was on my "vacation". I left my housemate wondering where i was till she sms me asking will i be home tonight. Ha ha.. of course la.. indeed, i was busy snoring maybe.. who knows!
I was thinking about going to my car nya' service center since my millage reached its next 5000. I was only 2 km to the center when the rain started pouring.. daaa.. it made me change my mind and imagined me on the bed. Whew!
I tried to bring my eyes to sleep, i just couldn't.. cheh.. i finally able to sleep after 6 p.m. Till morning la of course.... Luckily i was on my "vacation". I left my housemate wondering where i was till she sms me asking will i be home tonight. Ha ha.. of course la.. indeed, i was busy snoring maybe.. who knows!
Friday 12 December 2008
POST OFFICE
I went to UK to post my acceptance to SPA offer. Guess i will have to accept the offer, what else can it be.. but.. I will only make my final decision later. On the positive side, this might be my reward in exchange to something that I gave up. Let this be between me and God :)
I was supposed to be marxyzxx and moving will only be in my plan after July 2009. Guess i can only have one.. yet I always believe.. God knows what is best for us..
I went out with my crime partners family.. only the 5 of us.. ladies night out again.. ha ha. This time we went to Tomyam Island. Biasa2 lah..
I was supposed to be marxyzxx and moving will only be in my plan after July 2009. Guess i can only have one.. yet I always believe.. God knows what is best for us..
I went out with my crime partners family.. only the 5 of us.. ladies night out again.. ha ha. This time we went to Tomyam Island. Biasa2 lah..
Wednesday 10 December 2008
RETURN OF THE ....
I came back from my vacation today. What a bore to drive alone. The ferry arrived at LA 12 pm sharp, without a delay. I went to UJ and did some shopping.. he he. I visited my koncho2 at site before my office. My koncho informed me that we will be able to reach the target to deliver 10 to 15 DB to ASB.
I called our supplier and she informed that the pipes ETA on 15 Dec.. I estimated we will need a week for delivery to here. Luckily we have experts.. of korse lah.. ha ha
I called our supplier and she informed that the pipes ETA on 15 Dec.. I estimated we will need a week for delivery to here. Luckily we have experts.. of korse lah.. ha ha
Tuesday 9 December 2008
Hari Raya Qurban
What a wonderful day.. Siukk nya di kampung. Today is Hari Raya Qurban. Normally, we celebrate this day like our normal weekend, nothing special except for solat Raya la. We went to town for some shopping while my mother cooked nasi lemak at home.
We visited grannies at noon. Both of them are still well, except for my grandfather yang kena food poisoning pagi ni but he was okey then. Waa.. dapat rezeki daging qurban lagi.
We visited grannies at noon. Both of them are still well, except for my grandfather yang kena food poisoning pagi ni but he was okey then. Waa.. dapat rezeki daging qurban lagi.
Monday 8 December 2008
KK lagi
I left home at 9 something and it took almost 2 hours to reach KK, nasiblah.. school holiday kan. Consider I have my mother and my friends mother, kalau idak.. 120 - 140 of course! Karang my mother panicked plak.
Our first destination at CP la of course. We went to Sinsuran for some shopping.. my mother la ni. Rain rain go away.. wallla.. hujan lagi tu. I stopped at this shop, waaa.. we have mydin alike shop in KK now ha! I bought 3 4 papan jugakla brooch.Our next station at Segama. I nearly wanted to xxx this kerek driver during parking. This is what happen when kerek meets kerek la.. ha ha. I went to McD while my mother busy with her kain langsir and bla bla bla.. and my two sisters already gone with the wind. I got myself McFlurry + the famous Famous Amos pecan biscuits.. ui naaa. sadappp!
Next station at 1 Borneo. This is a must la since my sister agreed to pay for car oil kan.. so i have to bring her wherever she wanted to go. My mother complained that she cannot walk any more. Ooo... lepas puas uda si kawan to shopping barang dia.. lupa anak2 gadis ni pun pandai shopping. Ho ho ho.. my mother.
We reached home at 8 pm. My father called several times to check on our location.. he he.
Our first destination at CP la of course. We went to Sinsuran for some shopping.. my mother la ni. Rain rain go away.. wallla.. hujan lagi tu. I stopped at this shop, waaa.. we have mydin alike shop in KK now ha! I bought 3 4 papan jugakla brooch.Our next station at Segama. I nearly wanted to xxx this kerek driver during parking. This is what happen when kerek meets kerek la.. ha ha. I went to McD while my mother busy with her kain langsir and bla bla bla.. and my two sisters already gone with the wind. I got myself McFlurry + the famous Famous Amos pecan biscuits.. ui naaa. sadappp!
Next station at 1 Borneo. This is a must la since my sister agreed to pay for car oil kan.. so i have to bring her wherever she wanted to go. My mother complained that she cannot walk any more. Ooo... lepas puas uda si kawan to shopping barang dia.. lupa anak2 gadis ni pun pandai shopping. Ho ho ho.. my mother.
We reached home at 8 pm. My father called several times to check on our location.. he he.
Sunday 7 December 2008
My Third Trip
My mother arrived today with my 'lil sis to accompany me during my trip home. Ha ha.. Jangan ba.. Malam ba itu.. my ticket scheduled at 7.00 p.m but we left LA around 8 something. School holiday maa..
I parked my car at the terminal and we went to this mamak stall to eat roti canai la of course. It was sooo cold inside the ferry that night.. gigil2 kaimurang ni. Luckily I managed to get myself a strategic place on the ferry so that i can turun2 ambil barang at anytime i like without worries that i might bang onto someone car.. ha ha.
I parked my car at the terminal and we went to this mamak stall to eat roti canai la of course. It was sooo cold inside the ferry that night.. gigil2 kaimurang ni. Luckily I managed to get myself a strategic place on the ferry so that i can turun2 ambil barang at anytime i like without worries that i might bang onto someone car.. ha ha.
Saturday 6 December 2008
Whatt??
I tried to bring my eyes to sleep during my lunch hour, but my mind couldn't rest la pulak. I reached my phone a started googling for SPA website. My heart started beating faster when i saw the link to my interview result. I clicked on it but.. well.. error in communication daa. I sat at my table and entered the website through my laptop.
I typed my ic number and it said,
Tahniah ! Anda telah berjaya dan surat tawaran akan dikeluarkan oleh Kementerian/Jabatan berkenaan.
Kementerian/Jabatan : KEMENTERIAN KERJA RAYA MALAYSIA, BHG PENGURUSAN SUMBER MANUSIA, TKT 13 BLOK B, KOMPLEKS KERJA RAYA, JALAN SULTAN SALAHUDDIN,
Kementerian/Jabatan : KEMENTERIAN KERJA RAYA MALAYSIA, BHG PENGURUSAN SUMBER MANUSIA, TKT 13 BLOK B, KOMPLEKS KERJA RAYA, JALAN SULTAN SALAHUDDIN,
Really? What should i feel nih? Waaaaaa?
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