I have a father that I loved dearly but there were always an awkward moment between us since I was little. A fierce man, distance and cold.. I admit that I failed to understand him. Sometimes I feel like I am not being a good daughter enough.. There were times that I would cry when I think of him. Everytime I saw an old man, my tears would come out..

I was 29 when I first have the courage to say to him on the phone "I loved you dad". I love you dad..