Pinggang ku bagaikan ingin berpisah dari badan oh!

Pukul 7 pagi bertolak dari rumah. Singgah dekat Bahau minum & muntah jap, lebih kurang pukul 11 lebih sket sampai site yang nun dihujung dunia. First time aku muntah abang dreba ni bawak, before ni tak pernah pun. Nasib dia bawak best.. 100 to 140 km/hr. Taklah aku meroyan macam naik dengan pokcik hari tu. Walopun aku sangat amat terlalu terover benci memandu tapi aku suka orang bawak keta laju selaju-lajunya. Tapi tengok keta juga la.. kalo suspension angkang.. toksah la yer.

Meeting.. round site.. kol 5 habis. Singgah minum jap tepi pantai. Member la ni, dari bulan lepas mengidam nak makan lempeng kelapa. Dalam kol 5.47 bertolak dari KRompin.. sampai KL kol 8.47. 3 jam compare tu 4 jam setengah aku derita dalam kereta, kira oke la. Jalan dia sikit highway, sikit lak jalan kampung. Abang dreba tu bawak 100 km above kat corner.. maw cam tercabut gak pinggang.

Waaaahhh! Letih.

Ma room sudah dipenuhi strawberry.. Omo! sejak bila pula aku peminat strawberri ni?? Malas amat nak keluar.. so aku lek dekat rumah je. Lagipun besok nak jalan jaoh.. bukan jaoh tu yang aku kesah, jalan tu yang buat aku lemah.

Now dah end of May.. macam tak caya je 2011 da tinggak separuh lagi..

Mamat Sparrow g Mid Valley!!! Tipuuu jeee.. ahaha. Tadi before g site evaluation, aku ngan kembar unit sempat bergambar kat set Pirates of Carribean. Hari ni movie tu start tayang.. Besides kapal Queen Anne's Revenge a.k.a kapal si Blackbeard, reta karun pelsu pun ada. Sempat la aku ngan si kembar bergambar ala-ala saudagar amas.. wahahah

Passport da renew... yeayy!! Next step apply borang kuar negara.. tapi yang tu bule stat pk next month. Leceh giler nak kena g buat urusan kaunter nih. Da berkurun aku tak berurusan dgn kaunter.. dalam zaman semua pun ble access online ni, patutnya kaunter2 tu takat jadi backup jer. Nasib dua jam jek passport aku siap. Yang tak tahan tu time cari parking. Merasalah aku macamana perasaan kontraktor or konsultan yang datang ker midvali tuk berurusan dengan kitaorang. Tapi, yang tu aku tak yah kesah sebab dorang da di hire tu buat kerja. So, no offence kalo tak kasihan!

Emosi lak... hehe.. maybe sebab I miss someone kot. Someone who brighten my day lately ;p. Nasib gak la semua kaunter yang aku berurusan tu tadi berjiwa rakyat a.k.a friendly, ka bizi body? wahahaha. 1st kaunter tanya aku da brapa lama duk sini sebab slang da ilang, pastu next kaunter tanya kat kk banyak seeweed ker dan macam2 soklan lagi... next kaunter suh aku kuar duit bayar dia 100 tanpa banyak tanya... last kaunter tanya aku nak g mana renew pasport... see.. banyak kan kaunter aku kena g!

Akhirnya gps aku dah oke... yeayyyy! Tapi yang tak yeay yekla tang keta aku yang da "berkarat" sebab dah lama tak basuh. Aku nak salahkan kedai cuci keta, buleh? asyik2 full je kedai tu since new management amik alih. Sudahnya.. kecian lah si putih tu tak bercuci.

Tadi jenjalan cari hal dekat Care4, Jusco & area Bukit Bintang. Macam tak caya plak kitaorang cuma spent 12 hengget jek tuk barang. Mana taknya.. bulan ni kopak. Si putih tu je dah telan seribu lebih.. termasuk gps yang tak pasal2 la rosak.

Hari ni telepas nak attend meeting kat Putrajaya.. Wahahaha... seriously tak perasan sampailah konsultan tanya aku tak g miting ker. Then bos lak tanya soklan yang sama.. laaa.. rupanya surat tu sangkut kat dia. Nasib lerr!! Petang tadi lak ada discussion regarding gaji orang. Aku tensih betul pasal nih. Takat nak bayar gaji pun ble jadi hal!

Hari ni 10 Mei.. I hated this date because of a person. Actually I hated May tapi May is a sacred month... it's my birth month, can a like tat? ;p

Kronologi berada di servis centre proton

8.40 : pakcik guard ---> park sini dik
8.55 : budak kaunter --> ini quotation cik RM465 untuk 20k km servis + RM40 tuk rotate tayar.
11.30: baru nampak kereta aku move dari tempat pokcik guard suh aku park pagi tadi. WTHey!

So now ni masih la sangkut kat servis centre nih. Dah dua kali aku urut badan dengan kerusi urut yang ala2 tukang urut tak makan seminggu... lemah jer! Nasib nasik lemak makcik depan tu sedap. Nasik dia harummmm semerbak!

Hari ni aku hangen jer. Ada ker.. benda yang simple pun tak boleh nak differentiate. Takat tong pun nak sain bagai. Dalam pada marah tu, aku sain guna pen yang ala2 pen marker besarnya. Wahahaha.. Bila da cool tu baru terfikir... pasni kalo takut sangat.. meh la bagi aku jek sain semua, lagipun memang aku pun yang cek. Takper.. ko bule jadik pak pacak je. Aku tak kesah!

Lunch tadi aku tetiba teringin nak makan magi. Heran kann.. beratus kot jenis makanan aku ble dapat kat midvali tapi mee maggi juga yang aku idam2kan. Turun lunch kejap je sebab kena settle dokumen tuk boss nak tunjuk kat orang. Tapi kerajinan aku tu akhirnya tak berbaloi sebab kol 4 baru aku dapat jumpa bos. Taula bos aku.. kalo kol 4 lebih je dia da shut down. Tambah2 anak dia nak kawen ni kan. Sudahnya... next week je la.

Hari ni aktiviti aku full.. pagi g evaluation, tengahari ada lunch date dengan one of the officer yang akan tinggalkan our cawangan.. then petang ada discussion dengan kontraktor. Kebetulan mood bos tak elok petang ni.. dia agak hangen petang ni.. kesian giler nengok muka minah konsultan tu kena marah.

Sambung lagi.. sepanjang aku kerja ni, apa yang dapat aku tengok yeklah konsultan2 kat luar ni agak bule tahan hampehnya. Dorang ni di hire untuk bantu gomen, sebaliknya kitaorang pulak yang kena tolong buatkan kerja dorang. Geram tak geram lah! Instead of kita tanya dia, dorang plak tengok muka kita tanya macamana nak buat. Bukan kitaorang tak boleh buat sendiri. Kalau la kitaorang ni kena buat sendiri.. buat apa membazir duit gomen hire dorang kan!

...am gonna party like it's your Birthday!.. of course la coz today is my Birthday =) I am officially 30 people!

Tersengih aku bila dapat sms wish dari hero2 kat ofis. Terasa di ingati you! wahahah. Biasanya dak laki tak bother nak wish member pompuan beday2 ni kan! Kalo kat facebook tu len la citer. Budak2 ni sekor2 sms wish bday kat aku yang tengah cuti hari ni.. terharu ahkak. Walopun ahkak sorang je pompuan kat opis tu... ahkak survie oke ;p

Besok hari yang hectic! Belum esok aku dah tensih... apa kes. Banyak benda nak kena settle besok. Claim especially. Asal process claim je tekanan darah aku naik. Dan2 la pembuluh darah aku menyempit time tu kannn. Dah memang ketahuan aku anti dengan subjek kira2 sejak azali lagik..  apa lagi nak cadang berapa duit nak release dekat orang ni. Hesh!!!

kali ni stay at a nice chalet dekat Rompin Beach Resorttapi pantai kotor! Dan hari ini dalam sejarah juga aku dikejar monyet!! Hampeh punya monyet! Dalam perjalanan kembali ke bilik dengan hati yang tenang lagi girang selepas menikmati keindahan pantai yang telah sekian lama tidak aku hampiri, tiba-tiba seekor monyet menghampiri aku dari tepi. Aku pun terai lah halau cam halau anjing kununnya. Bukannya monyet tu takut, instead dia makin menghampiri. Aku pun apa lagi, mengorak langkah seribu lah! Nasib tak de orang kat situ, kalau tak mellu oh!

Dan hari ni aku tertekan sebab drebar bawak keta penuh berhemah, 80km/hr! Rasa cam nak jer aku cakap kat pokcik tu biar aku je la yang drive. Tak pernah-pernah aku duduk dalam keta dekat 5 jam untuk trip Rompin-KL.

Today aku pegi site di K.Rompin yang jaoh nun di hujung donia. Nexy year orang-orang dekat sana dapatlah guna fasiliti baru. Tapi yang dorang tak tahu, betapa gigihnya la kitaorang ni ulang alik ke sana. Bangun seawal 4 or 5 pagi., duduk dalam kereta lapan atau sembilan jam untuk pergi balik sehari. Manakala bagi para pegawai yang bergelar ibu, ada yang terpaksa meninggalkan bayi yang masih menyusu sehari dua semata-mata demi tugas. Dapat lak deba hampeh! hangennn je

First.. tiada yang lebih worst dari perempuan pemalas lagi pengotor.. ewwwweee!! tensih tol!!

Second.. hari ni hari aku berlalu dengan slow. All I do is bertenggek dekat bilik big boss the whole petang! proses material approval, cek drawing2 yang dah hampir 2 kaki tinggi & makan nasi ayam.. huhu.. Geng2 semua takder. Daus ngan ZH cuti, ZA g site. Adik, mrW ngan mrAN gi factory test. mrB ngan mrA pon xder.. yang tinggal aku ngan AF1 and bigboss.

Tadi time nak balik ofis pas lunch, tetiba sayup2 terdengar orang panggil-panggil nama aku. Ingatkan fan.. hahah..skali budak opis je. Sanggup dia bekejor kuar semata2 nak warning aku da kantoi. Cheh! Tapi apa yang aku buat sebenornya? nghheheh... yang pasti sebakul gak udang aku dah kerjakan hari ni. Yang bestnya, udang tu siap dah dibukakan kulit. Mana tak aku makan cam makan keropok. Dalam pada gembira & gila2...hampir juga air mata aku menitis gara2 salah pilih song.

Now tengah lepak kat bilik.. Ya Ampun! ngantuk amat. Every month.. there will be days yang aku akan rasa macam mengantuk amat & langsung tak bertenaga. Hesh! mungkin sebab aku dah tuha kot ;p. Tak lama lagi aku akan dapat anak buah. Wah! pantas je masa berlalu. Aku anak kucing pun takder.. hawhawhaw. Life macam nilah.. kita tak akan dapat semua yang kita harapkan.. So what? nak menjerit menangis or histeria sebab life doesnt happen the way we expected and blame people or God for what happen to us? Well... go figure yourself =)

Dokumen a.k.a kerja-kerja aku yang pending da almost 3 kaki tingginya! Imagine la.. Tu baru 3 hari aku tadak di ofis. So, apa yang aku buat cuma senyum. Tambah lebar la senyum aku bila boss tambah lagi paper2 yang dah sedia menggunung tu. Macam ni hidup bila jadi orang suruhan. Mula-mula rasa tensih.. tapi tensih itu satu perasaan yang menyusahkan lagi membuang masa aku je untuk dilayan.. kann!

Aku pun tak pasti mengapa tapi hari ni rasa sedih dan susah hati tanpa bersebab. Gangguan hormon? kitar aku lambat lagi rasanya. Mungkin disebabkan mimpi aku semalam.. agaknyala. Dalam mimpi tu aku dapat jawapan untuk persoalan yang tidak pernah aku utarakan pada empunya badan mahupun rakan-rakan. Aku tahu mimpi itu mainan tidur, tapi aku percaya mimpi juga adalah cara jiwa berkomunikasi.

Kenyataan memang adalah sesuatu yang perit untuk diterima sekiranya apa yang terjadi tidak berlaku seperti yang kita harapkan. Namun masa itu mampu membuatkan kita leka dan terlupa akan perkara-perkara sedih. Sememangnya masa itu akan berlalu dengan pantas, tapi aku rasakan masa aku seolah- olah statik..

Hari ni aku ada bengkel.. dekat kol 6 kot baru habis. Malam tu ada dinner dekat Cowboy Town. Konon BBQ, skali BBQ la sangat! Dalam imaginasi nih, dinner tu outdoor & mestilah ada sesi bakar membakar.. skali indoor & semua dorang dah siap bakar.. cuma kena panaskan jer. Cheh! Belum lagi bab makanan dia tak sedap. Food dekat resort ni is the worst la compare to tempat2 yang pernah aku pegi.

The area is so big. Aku ingat water park tu dekat, skali jauh daa. Nak masuk bawa keta kena bayar RM3.. tak berbaloi! Hari ni gak, someone yang aku harap ingat dekat aku ;p hantar sms tanya aku selamat sampai ke semalam.. Rupa-rupanya aku diingati oh! ngeheheh. Sukeerr!!

Walaupon boleh je bangun lewat, still, aku bangun awal. Rugi! Dalam pukul 11.30 dah keluar rumah. Singgah isi minyak dan pam tayar keta. Saspen juga tetiba tayar depan cam kurang angin semacam je tadi. Nasiblah ok.

GPS pula cari pasal lagi hari ni. Signal lembab sebab hari mendung. 2 kali kena pusing tol! Geram pun ada. Dahlah ketahuan aku sangatlah benci memandu. Aku psiko kalau kena drive 10 km.. imagine la macamana muka aku time kena drive 100 km. Asemm oke! Nasib la ada lagu2 best menemani sepanjang jalan. Nak cari A'Famosa resort tak lah susah. Dari tol simpang ampat tu, dekat je. Still, sakit hati sesat dekat KL!

Now aku dah ada tempat bersiar2 baru. Dalam dua minggu ni je aku da ke sana 4 kali! Selepas berjaya menghafal geografi kat area tu, makin galak ler aku g berkunjung. Yang nipis poket aku.

Next month aku 30.. azam aku nak stop beli belah.. ble ke tercapai?!! ;p Next week kena g Melaka. How I hated to be there. Demi tugas as sidang redaksi magazine, terpaksala aku merajinkan diri dan menabahkan diri untuk drive. Next month banyak benda nak kena settle. Passport, keta..

Gara-gara hamper nak kena marah bos semalam, aku tido pon tak lena. Lama dah tak rasa cam ni pasal kerja. Idaklah sampai stress tapi susah hati... waaa... tak suka bila rasa susah hati. All my life I've been ditching things and distance myself from peoples yang ada tendancy buat aku sampai susah hati. How can I ditch a job! howwwwww!!

Tadi dapat call dari kawan lama which I havent seen for 12 years. How I missed her. Sometimes, it is not because of the amount of time we spent with someone. Soal hati, as always it is hard to tell. Even just kawan, I am a very selective person. Kalau tak rasa connected with a person, I'd rather be alone. Peole often mistaken me as a friendly person because I am always smiling and talking. Truth is, I am not.

Tadi aku hampir gak la kena marah big boss. Kalau kena marah tu tadi, pecah rekod ler aku! nasib dia takder anak pompuan.. agaknya dia x tau camaner nak marah staff pompuan. Waaaaaaa... memang silap aku jugak la sebab x reject awal2.. pastu aku terlupa.. waaaaaa

Tadi aku kena attend ceramah integriti.. pastu petang ada miting.. aku tak tahu nak start dekat mana semua kerja2 aku yang pending tu.. waaaaa

Letih hero-hero kemas opis.. skali org audit tu tak lalu pon unit kitaorang. Tapi thanks to that, bersih da opis tu.

Tadi adik kutuk aku bila apa ntah tadi perbualan kitaorang sampai aku kater kat dia yang dia kenalah hormat orang tua cam aku. Dia balas balik ngan kater, elleh umur je tua tapi perangai cam budak. Cheh! Ader ke aku perangai cam budak.. kalo dia kater muka aku cam budak tak per jugak.. hahahahah.

Bos kasik aku acar buah ngan buah2an yang dia beli dari penang. Baik bos! Next week ble la kendurikan time wat makan2.

Da bulan 4.. kejap je!

Kekasih lama memang sukar dilupa! hari ni tiga orang kekasih lama telah mencuri semula hati aku. Jay Chou, Alan Luo & Lee Dong Wook.. I heart the three of U! Heart! Heart! Heart! semua gara2 tengok konsert mr Chou ngan mr Luo & pastu tertengok plak citer My Girl yang DongWook belakon. Still, sampai hari ni aku masih suka cerita My Girl ni. Tayanglah berapa kali, aku sure layan.

Hari ni sebok kemas ofis, last day da sebab sok audit. Pas kemas2 dan jual benda2 tak perlu, dapat gak la duit 185 hengget tadi. Bule la pakai buat tabung opis disamping mengosongkan opis. 2 tahun menghuni ofis tu, this week is the only days ofis aku berkemas! yang kemas tu bukan aku a.k.a the only aweks kat opis ... tapi the guys! so aku goyang2 kaki je.. ahahah. Bos tak der dua hari ni, mesti dia gumbira tengok ofis da lawa sok.

Ronda2 KL with the girls.. so tired! tadi terlayan af9.. been so long tak layan af. tadi pun sebab nak tengok the pengetua which rumoured to be a famous singer from our neighbour country. I dont have a clue why I waited until the last performance but I am glad that I did. The last contestant sang a Korean song, I'll be back by 2pm and he is good. JK pop lover? oh! really?? we are connected boy! the host even mentioned Super Junior.. SuJu.. wah! I believe the boy will connect to many JK pop lovers. You go boy!

what? kindness is killing you? you can't seem to put away a memory of a person because of that person's kind heart, the heart that you betrayed? you find it annoying before but it kept haunting you now? yeah! it happen. Sorry to hear that. But life is not like a computer, there were no button to hit to simply undo things.

Bekerja akan jadi sangat membosankan bila tukang sorak ramai dekat ofis. Bila hierarcy tiga segi terbalik, orang atas lebih ramai daripada orang bawah, 8 to 5 would be like hell to those who called themselves orang bawahan. Senario biasa yang sememangnya amat ketara dan selalunya tidak dikendalikan dengan professional dalam pejabat awam ni.. Bila ada orang rajin, secara direct or indirect this kind of person confirm kena tindas. Asyik nama dorang ni je kena pilih untuk buat itu ini while orang malas dan tak de motivasi kerja orang tak peduli, in fact dorang boleh tambah goyang kaki. Some tak kena tegur pun, apa lagi marah dan dikenakan tindakan disiplin. satu hal lagi, bila dapat bos yang konon very the bos, taunya cuma cakap.. Ko buat ni, ko call ni.. tambahla ofis jadi macam hell. Mentang2 ada orang bawah, semua pass ke bawah.. all of it! Pada golongan very-the-bos ni, dorang rasa buat kerja sendirian ni seolah2 la buat dorang jadi jabatan kebajikan masyarakat kononnya, sebab it is decided by them itu kerja orang bawah, that their function cuma monitor padahal they were not even at the top of the hierarcy. Whatdaa!

Besok kalau aku la sampai dekat level tu, minta simpang jejauh aku temasuk dalam golongan sangap ni. Sangap!

I am glad that I choosed to watch Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa with my brothers over my bed. Epp! Brother jek.. Brother sorang tu tak dapat ikot sebab ada gig kat Damansara. Nasib la sampai umah before secondary gate tutop. Tu la.. Ingat hostel jek ader time gate tutup.. Umah aku pon ada aper.

Movie tu nak kater best, memang best la. Worth every penny! Though jalan cerita dia biasa je, tapi aku suka sebab storyline dia ada kesinambungan, tak lah macam ada some babak tu happen tetiba2 je. I like that they paid attention to details which added up watching pleasure. Acted as a crazy and carefree soul, it can be said that they were trying to make Merong 'a pirate copy' of Jack Sparrow from pirates of the carribean. Overall, superb! I am not a fan of Malay movie but hey! This one is worth watching. How I wish all film makers in Malaysia produce a movie like Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa instead of Rempit, Gangster, KL Teghiak whatever! Kalo movie macam tu la orang mesia suke buat, kompem la aku tak tengok and support cerita melayu sampai bebila.

6.50 am sampai opis. Tak sempat simpan barang, duduk tu terus je proses claim orang. Sedar2 da pukul 8.. Tu pon sebab bos tanya aku wat aper. Dia nak ajak aku jadi eskot. Ah!! Tak pegi salah.. Kalo pegi kerja tak siap. Last2 aku ikut juga..

Aku aktuali suka g site dengan big boss ni.. Orang lama kan..pengalaman banyak. Seronok gak eskot bebudak main branch kitaorang visit site. Selama ni wat design.. Tak kenal ruper sebenor equipment tu. So tis time.. Ble la tengok.

Petang aku terkejar2 settle keje. Call orang sana sini.. Proses claim.. Wat surat. Tapi aku bukanlah manusia yang merasakan kerja adalah segalanya, so, macam biasa.. 4.30 balekkkk! Sambung wat keje kat umah sudah! Gumbira amat bila lepak kat umah. Doing nothing pon takper as long kat umah. Tapi words doing nothing tu tak ble di apply dekat umah ni sebab banyak nor benda yang aku nak buat sampai tak sempat. Wah! Raser cam nak lawat rumah ku tak? Hahah

Can I directly tell a fren that i missed him? wanted to..but I cant! It would be 0.o

Hari ni heavennn! Balik dari putrajaya, singgah dekat the garden food court tuk lunch. Makan nasi ayam ngan abc. Pastu sambung lak dekat Starbuck. Wah! Mahvelles.. Makan kek, muffin and frappuchino. Perut cam nak meletupz gak gara2 melayan member yang tengah berkabung kononnya. Hahah.. Member tu dapat kupon banyak giler tadi.. Pas da tangkap gambar kupon2 tu dengan gembira, dia lupa yang dia patutnya tengah berkabung.. So tak ble post kat facebook sebab takot kedapatan yang dia tengah bergumbira. Hahaha.

Sudahnya.. now ni aku tengah merilexkan perut dengan minum air kelapa ngan air halia sambil2 layan dvd Super Show 2 yang baru beli semalam. Lebih kurang jek dengan SS3.. Nanti nak beli dvd SS3.. Wah! Tak sabar nak tunggu dvd tu kuar. Aku da ader 2 dvd konsert SuJu ni.. SS1 taknak beli sebab time tu rambut dorang spastik. Ntah haper2 time tu.. X comey langsung! Normal sudaaa cam skarang.

For the first time aku drive ke Sungei Wang. Ni kira satu pencapaian la sebab aku kan psiko kalau kena drive nih. Ahahah. Time pegi tu tak der hal, skali time balik aku sesat. Brapa kali gps tu recalculate. Nasib la pusing2 pun takat kat situ je.

Beli dvd konsert bro Jay Chou ngan SS2.. Now tengah layanz. Best giler konsert Jay Chou.. Kalau la aku attend. Nasib aku x sedar yang dia pon ada wat konsert kat Mesia 2 or 3 weeks prior to Ss3. Kalo tak sure his konsert became my very first concert instead of Super Show 3. Either way, I heart both!

Apa aku buat hari ni? Entah.. Da tak ingat! Ahahah.. Hari ni malas nak jalan2 cari hal jejauh, so aku lepak kat kedai kat depan umah je. Lepak bodo2 pon dekat 100 gak abes. Aku pon tak paham.. Asal jumpa kedai je, mula la terasa macam ada je barang tak cukup. Masalahnya, bila tak g kedai plak, lagi la teruk sebab macam banyak sangat plak stok kurang. Aaaahhhh!!

Then.. mengasah lagi bakat jadik barber. Says who I don't have the skill.. I am good.. yeah!  see

I lost my smile because I am adjusting.

Aku rasa macam hadir serahan projek hari ni.. Sungguh meriah bila rombongan para endu-useru lagi ramai dari kitaorang. Hahah.. Everybody were so excited. Well.. Sokati la as long as everybody happy yarr!!

Biasa aku yang menumpang kasih kat member, ari ni sebaliknya pula. Ahaha... Member aku tu tinggal senorang jek kat unit dia sebab yang lenlain outstation, termasuk boss dia. Wah! Seteruk2 kat unit aku, at least masih la ada big boss kann untuk aku menompang kasih.. Hahah.

So, untuk menghibur hati member tu.. Aku konon nak belanja la dia nasik lemak pevret aku kat MPH.. Skali La Cucur tu da close for renovation!! Tidaaaaakkkk!! Tambah lagi bila dapat tahu 2nd pevret eating spot aku kat Sweet Chat pon close gak for renovation. Whyyyyy!! Why at the same time.. Tertekan acik.

Bukanlah makanan dia sedap sangat tapi i loved the place for it's offering some peace of mind. As we know, MPH is a bookstore so there will be no chances for us to hear people laugh hysterically like langsuir oke!

..went to K.Rompin. It was raining all the way from KL. It took us 4 and a half hours to reach there.. another 3 and a half hours to reach home. It was a day trip dow! What do you think we, the goverment servant get for that? Nothing! A daily trip, 8 hours on the road for the sake of budget savings.. We didn't even claim for anything, no ot, no allowances, nil but we dont mind. To get the job done, that always been our goal. So, it was sad to hear bad things about government servant not doing the job, lazy and all those negatives talking =(

Dey! Why am I so emo eh!

I am demoralized!
I dislike a person!
I hated 8.00am-4.30pm!

I went to my very first concert last night and I still cant believe it!! Waaaaaa... Even thinking about it made my eyes sparkle.. Awww! I did scream Kim Heechul the loudest I could.. Ngeheheh. So next? Korea. So excited for my very first oversea travel! The time I lived at UK when I was little cannot be counted aaa.. because that was not my travel, that was my dad's ;) dont mind! Dont mind! I certainly will reach there, my own travel, within this two years. Just wait!! But my next mission is Korea where my HeeHee was born! =)

What's not to love about being me doww =p I recently hated my job again, but I sooo loved my life! Thank you God...

My SS3 Malaysia experience!

@ 4pm.. peoples actually started queuing from 10 am! The toughest Q were the Rock Pit'ians, the longest awarded to the Terrace'ians and the shortest of course the VIP. Ehemmm.. my Q ;p. I only Q like less than 5 minutes after they opened the gate.

I changed my on-line ticket to physical ticket since my sis and I need to Q separately. The actual price is not RM486 for VIP.. need to pay RM616 ++ management charges :(

My favorite boy, Heechul a.k.a HeeHee. I was a bit disappointed with him because he only participate in less than 10 songs and that he covered his face all night. If it were not the spectacles, he wore the masks. He never 'bared' his face even for a second. Dude! I purposely came just to have a close look at your face. So yes! I am disappointed. But still.. he is so white, so loveable! He did not have solo performance but he played drum for the Don't dont performance along with Trax Jung Mo. He made me laugh when he told us in english 'Dont worry, I don't sick!' on his last speech... Hahaha.. I heart U HeeHee!

KyuHyun a.k.a my favorite KyuKyu. He is so thin and I noticed his face is not that 'smooth'. Let say it as a man face yah :) but he is cute.

Tis dude is so cute!  Sungmin a.k.a my favorite MinMin. He looked exactly like what we saw on TV. He tried to look serious but failed due to his cuteness =)

The stage in front of me was his marked area! This Siwon a.k.a my favorite WonWon is soooo handsome. I didn't think he is that attractive before, but seeing him this close.. OMG. Like KyuKyu, his face was not that 'smooth' either and he is so thin compared to what we saw on TV. But he really is so handsome and his english pronounciation is good. I could see that he is a polite gentlemen, confirmed! ;p

Donghae a.k.a my favorite HaeHae. He is short, thin and cuteeee! He is cool too. so cute compared to what we saw on TV.

I managed to get a lot of good pictures of Yeesung because he did not move so fast like the other. He just stand there and buy us time for pictures moment.. and his voice amazing

He rarely reached the front stage. This is the only picture I have on Leeteuk. He played piano while sang Wang Lee Hom's 'Kiss Goodbye'.. I love his performance. I wondered wether he understand what he was singing.. Hahaha. And he kept asking ahpahkhahbar all night.. So funny for using the 'apa khabar' wrongly..haha

Ryewook.. he is so small and so thin, just like the other. But he surely has a nice voice

I did not manage to get Shindong's solo picture because he only reached the front stage after my camera's battery died!.. which is an hour before the show finished. So sad =( I also did not manage to get any good or solo photo of my favorite Eunhyuk a.k.a Ah Hyuk. He did stand right in front of me but he moved so fast. He has two solo.. and his body is so thin too! And Henry and Zhou Mi too because this two never reached the front stage. But both of them performed well. In fact, Henry's performance was one of my favorite besides Leeteuk. He sang Justin Bieber's famous 'Baby'. He sang, played piano and dance! Love him!

They were all so thin, except dong dong Shin Dong.. to say he is fat is not right too.. he is fit what! Overall.. I enjoyed the night but this will be my first and last concert I suppose. ELFs loud scream and the sound system caused my ear to ache. I have to wear mufflers a.k.a  head phone because I cant stand the noise =(

Pala saket.. Hati saket.. Tapi pala lagi saket. Macam nak demam pun ada ni. Sakit pala pasal tu da satu hal.. Sakit pala ngan konsultang pla satu hal lagi. A long discussion petang tadi over a long list of unresolved issues. Ahhh!

Dalam sebok miting sepanjang hari, sempat lagi singgah MPH dan bebelanja almost hundreds over a book! Yah! A BOOK! Just one. I am sorry purse.. Miannayo T_T

Aaarghhhhh gerammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ggrrrr!!! Geram amat! Geram gila! Gerammmmmmmmmmmm! God.. Bagilah aku semangat menempuh 4 hari yang macammm hell! Mengenangkan Saturday.. Hati ku berbungga kembali. Tapi bila hakikatnya ada 4 hari lagi.. Tensih!

I tried updating my ipad to ios 4.3 last night. An error occured and I needed to reboot. It took me like what, 20 minutes to complete the pocess before I finally managed to upgrade to ios 4.3. There were some new features like side button which previously used to control mute's mode now can be used as screen rotation control. Not much of changes actually.

Th second generation of Ipad will be available on the market starting nex month i guess. For me, I don't give a damn about how thinner it is or how fast the processor would be.. Or additional features like camera whatsoever if they did not do something about the battery. Claiming the battery's life would lasts 10 hours for the second generation, I actually hope it would be more than that like changable battery. I dont like the built-in battery as they could never be replaced!

Pas mandi, siap-siap nak ke Jusco. Sampai round about dekat Shepital Rehab, JEM! Kalau dah dekat round about tu start jem, sejam agaknya aku nk sampai kat Jusco yang cuma 1 or 2 km je lagi. So, aku decide patah balik umah.

Last2, lepak kat kedai depan umah ni je. Aktuali takat lepak kat kedai depan tu pun dah cukup since suma jenis kedai pun ada. Da ketahuan aku ni pun jenis yang memang tak gemar nak bersosial ujung minggu, or bebila la. Ada once tu aku kena tanya ujung minggu selalunya buat apa. Aku bagitaw la mostly duk umah je. Pastu aku kena ceramah macamana nak dapat jodoh kalau tak menonjolkan diri. Aku? WedThurFri! Hahaha.

Ada betulnya tapi aku just tak willing nak ubah cara aku. I'll be alone or not, there is nothing to be afraid of. I didn't think too much. Loneliness is just feelings. No matter how many peoples surrounded us, we might still feel lonely and empty if we are not smart enough to deal with our own feelings. Frankly, aku tak pernah rasa bersendirian though I am alone. I am not the most logical person but I certainly is the most realistic. Being far away from family from the age of 12 taught me how to be responsible for my own act and how to carry myself. Mature before time, thanks to those difficult times. I believe I reacted well and positive at anything in life, no matter how worst it is because I believe everything happened for a reason. We are just ordinary human being. It is not so difficult to enjoy happiness, just go with the flow =) I am cO.0L.. Peace!!

Bila para bos bertenggek kat meja, rules dia.. kenalah stick to kerusi ofis instead of kerusi kereta! Aku balek lewat setengah jam hari ni.. Huhu. Aku tak hangen kat bos2, tapi kat orang yang sebok gak nak naik lift yang menyebabkan aku kena berhenti kat tiap- tiap floor. Pastu terhegeh- hegeh nak masuk. Nak je aku kata.. Nak masuk masuk, tanak sudah! Ahahahah.. Kalau la aku sehebat tu kan. Seumur hidup, aku belum pernah sembur orang eh! Perlu tak aku masukkan aktiviti 'sembur orang' ni as one of 1001 list ai must do before ai die? Hahaha

Tadi g makan mcD dengan daus. Beli minimum 5 hengget, free dua set big breakfast. Alkisahnya semalam time lunch dekat DBKL ada orang tnggalkan 2 keping kupon mcD kat meja yang kitaorang duduk. Dengan 2 kupon tu, belanja 10 hengget je da ble dapat 4 set big breakfast tuh! Isnin ni kitaorang nak pegi lagi.. Hehehe..

I got my VIP ticket!!!!! HeeHee.. wait for me!! MinMin.. wait for Noona!! KyuKyu.. wait for me!!

 HaeHae..WonWon.. Ah Hyuk.. wait foooooor meee toooooo!!!

Hari ni aku attend executive talk.. Hari yang bikin panas tapi aku dah cool down now. Today proved that as always, I have bad tempers yet fail to "deliver" my anger, but that doesnt mean that I could never be angry. I am just human being and I have limit too. I know I am being secretive, even to you my dear diary. I shared the "I am angry" part but leave the "why I am angry" part for myself. I am that type of person. For me, to talk to someone about things that upset me is like i am forcing myself to recall them, so I hate it. Besides, it makes me even more depressed. Here is where "sharing is caring" part not applicable. I know, wierd rite!

Borak dengan our supplier, a chinese guy. Tiba2 terstory pasal korea. Aku ingat aku sorang je yang dah tuha tapi lopa diri minat SuJu. Ropa2nya aku ada geng! Hahahah.. Dia lagi hebatz. Since zaman2 HOT, SES.. Sapa lagi ntah. Aku tahu nama je, kenalnya idak.

Aktuali aku minat artis ni bukanlah because of the person, what i love is their work.. the song. Except for SuJu.. Which aku pun konfius why aku suka dorang. Cute? ;p ramai lagi what yang cute tapi kenapa SuJu eh? Kenapa heechul? Well.. There is exception for everything, rite =)

Tadi ingat nak join DrM launch book dia dekat depan MPH.. Skali bigboss suh aku ikut dia masuk miting. Ah! Makcik tensih! Kena pulak buat paperwork.. Lagi la tensih. AN tanya aku.. Bule ke kalau aku yang jaga projek kitaorang yang kat Rompin tu. Buleee bosss! Waaaa... Jaohhhhhh. Tak bley naik flight.. Waaaaaa

Apa kebaikannya ada dairy yang kita tulis daily?

Naaa.. Tadi aku cek punch card aku tuk bulan Disember. Tiba2 ader dua lobang kat kad tu yang tak berpunch. Aku pon tak ingat kenapa aku tak punch card 2 hari. Bukak blog a.k.a diary.. Teruss taw rupa-rupanya aku cuti time tu. See! How convenience eh.

To someone who tainted my heart with bad memories, for whatever reason you have trying to reappear in my life.. STOP! I wont waste my time to hate you for the rest of my short life. Neither do I want to waste my limited memory to remember whatever memories of us. For good or bad.. You dont deserve to be spared any room in my mind or my heart for me to quietly remember you, even for a second. For whatever it is, do know that I dont hate you. No! Because that will waste my time too. We are just two strangers who has nothing to do with each other. I shoud thank you for making me a wiser person.

I cant believe my self! I even bought Super Junior's balloon.. really???!!

The balloon is free lah.. hehehe. But I really love the umbrella.. ella.. ella.. Trust me you will like it if you see how small and light weight it is. I think it is about a half size "thinner".. so cute. The stick? Don't ask me!

OMG! Did my heart just beat faster than it should? Oh! No. Did it? Really?

Even thinking about it make it beat even faster. Owahhhhhhh!!

Hari ni ada evaluation. Site banjir.. lift pit plak dah jadi akuarium gara-gara ujan. Before turun tadi, my boss pesan lagi pasal safety. Risau benor dia staf dia jatuh dalam lobang kat site. Hehehe.. Tapi ada one day tu, kalau tak R.E sound balik2, memang ada possibility gak aku jatuh dalam lubang riser yang tak di barricade.

 There is someone who brightened my day simply by his presence. Sometimes it was not love, but you loved a person. You don't love them in a romantic way, but you loved them. You don't love them as a special someone, but the person is special to you. And I, I have that person.

Hari ni hari mari mendengar tazkirah projek saket! Punyala bosan! Dari kol 8.30 sampai pukul 3 tak lepak langsung kat 'bilik termenung' a.k.a tolet, mana tak hamper meletop perut aku. Aku ni mana bule berpisah dengan bilik termenung lebih 2 or 3 jam.

Bos baru aku berapa kali sound pasal safety. Kalau aku masuk site sorang, dia kata jangan harap dia akan kasi aku pergi. Ahahaha.. Dia tak tahu site kitaorang jauh la lebih selamat dari site2 aku jaga dulu. Aku pernah kena sorak macam tengok bola, site meletop, pernah kena ambush time sorang2, naik tangga turun tangga bebelas tingkat without lift ari2 time puasa, hampir jatuh dalam laut.. apa lagi! Belum baju belobang & gatal2 kena chemical or possibility mandul gara2 X-ray pipe. Rindu pula zaman-zaman tu. Time tu rasa alive je.. now ni rasa cam lemauuu!!

9 pm and I am alone. Where is everyone in this house eh?!

Ribut kot tadi. Biasa kalau angin kuat pun, just tutup pintu bilik aku je tapi tadi angin tak kasik aku tutup pintu lak! Bukan angin direct plak tu. Osmate aku tak tutup tingkap bilik dia, so angin tu cuma ble lalu bawah pintu. Imagine sikit punya kuat la.. Tu pun nasib ada pintu as obstacle. Tak tahu la apa jadi dalam bilik osmate aku dek angin tu.

Hai ni hari balut buku sedunia. Lebih 20 buku gak aku balut tadi. Tu pun masih ada banyak lagi yang tak berbalut. Salah MPH la ni jual buku2 yang menggoda aku suh beli..esp buku belajar bahasa. Try pegi dekat MPH midvalley, kat portion buku bahasa cina. Aku rasa dari banyak2 buku kat rak tu, ader beberapa buah je yang aku tak der. Elok la.. Pasni aku bule buka mini MPH!

Sunny Sunday.. Lapaq la. My diet day-2 plan was ruined by instant noodles yesterday, and nasi lemak ayam rendang the day before. Warghhh!

I am so excited for SuJu concert. Last Friday I told my lil bro about the event. After giving me lecture on how clever I was when comes to wasting money, he said just call him if I need a lift after concert. Good brother worry big sister could't find a way home eh! Hahaha. Later big sister will introduce her lil sister ok ;p

Languages-learning as a hobby, so this is all I do on my day of rest =) Learning Korean is so-ooo hard, especially when involving sound changes. Just like reading Al-Quran when you need to change the way you pronounce the words due to alphabet like م MIM meet the ﻥ NUN and KAF that it becomes MIN'g.. they have it too in certain cases like when T meet the M alphabet in moT Meok kko (can't eat) , the T will become N that change the sentence to moN Meok kko.

Besides, they also have this polite (honorific) and plain kind of speech. In Bahasa Melayu, we change the noun AKU  as for speaking with friend to SAYA to show respect to someone older or for formality. In Korean, they kinda change the whole words instead of just changing the way they speak of them self. They also use different words for conveying the tense, statement, question and command. As for Mandarin, the hardest part is just the tone and remembering the writing.. yet not as tough as Korean.. waaaaaa

Hari ni MPH berjaya lagi membuatkan aku ilang 50 hengget untuk membeli sebuah buku! Waaaaaaa.. Jahatttt!!! Hari yang bosan dan aku kurang suka hari ni. Kenapa? Biarlah rahsia. I am also kinda trying to figure out my own feelings.. Suka ka tak suka nih!

Terbaca tentang ANDARTU atau dikenali juga sebagai ANDALUSIA. Tidak dinafikan ia sememangnya perkataan singkat yang sangat ditakuti oleh anak-anak gadis. Bila merujuk kepada anak dara yang masih belum berkhawin walaupun usia sudah agak lanjut seperti aku, masyarakat pasti tidak lari dari mengatakan ah! Mungkin dia tak laku kot, ala.. Sebab dia tak lawa, sebab dia gemok, siapa suruh dia terlalu memilih dan bermacam- macam lagi yang boleh dikatakan hampir semuanya menyalahkan si gadis tadi. Sekiranya si gadis tadi memang tidak pernah bercadang mahu berkhawin, maka layaklah salah jatuh ke atas dirinya namun sekiranya dia mahu tetapi tidak bertemu pasangan yang sesuai, wajarkah dia disalahkan? Apakah dia tidak punya hak memilih? Berkhawin semata- mata takut akan mulut masyarakat adalah sesuatu yang sangat pathetic. Apa yang pasti, cabaran menjadi seorang wanita akan semakin bertambah dalam dunia yang semakin dipenuhi dengan golongan jantan berbanding lelaki ni. Ditambah pula dengan kewujudan lelaki patah yang semakin hari semakin bertambah bilangannya.

Mari belajar bahasa Sabah

Huruf A dan U dihujung perkataan -> disebut A'/ uU' ; dibunyikan seperti ada hamzah, kecuali SAYA/ KA
Huruf K -> disebut menghampiri sebutan Q tapi lebih lembut

Suka -> sukA'
Kitaorang -> Kamiurang
Korang -> Kamurang
Saya -> Sayaa ; Sebutan baku yang disebut dengan lebih lembut.
Tidak, tak -> inda', nda'
KE (pertanyaan) -> KA ; Dah makan KE? -> sudah makan KA?
Kau -> Ka-uU'
Hendak/ Nak -> ma-uU', maW
Buat -> bikin/ buat
Beri -> kasi/ bagi
Lah -> la
Cakap/ kata -> cakap/ kata/ bilang

Pengunaan BAH :
Kebiasaan diguna pada awal atau penghujung ayat sebagai emphasizer.
-> Bah! Bukan salah saya.
-> Mari la bah!

Boleh digunakan pada pertengahan ayat sebagai emphasizer semasa mengajak seseorang
-> Marila bah kita pigi! sebagai ganti kepada Marila kita pigi bah!

Digunakan beberapa kali pada satu ayat.
-> Bah! Pigi la bah ambil!

Tidak boleh digunakan pada penghujung ayat apabila bertanyakan soalan.
-> SALAH : Kau sudah makan ka bah?!
-> BETUL : Kau sudah makan?/ Sudah kau makan/ Makan sudah kau?

Kalau ditanya.. Warna apa yang paling aku suka.. Sure aku akan jawab Itam! Ijau! Pinky! Whitey! Redy! Oranje! Gray! Pepel! Cekelat! Teal! Kunin! Tapi never BIRU!

Aku pun tak paham kenapa aku anti sangat kaler ni. Tapi hakikat sebenar.. Bilik aku nun dipenuhi dengan kaler biru. Now, baju-baju biru ni mula memenuhi lemari pakaian aku pula. Pasal bilik aku jadik kaler biru tu gara-gara aku tersalah beli lemari. Start dari tu, aku kena match sumer benda jadik kaler biru. Kes baju ni plak, gara-gara Super Junior! Hahahah.

Mak aku bawak pegi kedai baju tadi.. Aku pon apa lagi.. Sebok la memilih baju biru yang menjadi theme elf SuJu. Tapinya aku tak tahu apakah rupanya Sapphire Blue yang menjadik warna kebangsaan peminat depa ni. Last2 aku hangkut 3 skali! Hahahah. Pas beli baru la sebok nak tanya mr google macamana ghopernya biru sapphire nih. Nasib la ader salah satu baju tu sangkut! Yeaaa..

Tiga hari ni aku dijadualkan mengikuti rawatan. Aku sakit? Entah! Dorang ni kata aku sakit, aku kata aku tak sakit! Hahahah.

Empat hari la aku jadi anak tunggal mom and dad. Well, seronok juga tapi bosan sikit sebab tak der saper aku nak buli suh masak and buatkan aku air. Hehehe.. Bukan buli, manja-manja ;p. My sis yang paling kecik tu now duduk asrama.

I got the ticket for Super Junior SS3 concert next month!!!

HeeHee my love.. Wait for me. MiMin and kyuKyu.. Also WonWon, HaeHae and Ah Hyuk.. Wait for me too. Eventhough I did not manage to get the best ticket and could only see them from distance after paying the price of good seat, I dont really mind. This is once in a life time experience for me, especially when there were rumours about the boy spliting.

I have never been to any concert before, never once in my life. I never thought one day I would want to do something stupid like paying for a concert! (used to think that way before, and yes, I still think that way now ;p) So, next month will be my 1st time and I am so excited to be there. After 30 years baby! 1001 things you must do before you die, you know that list, dont u? And this is one of mine. Hahaha.. This will be my first and last i guess ;)

Besides concert by my favorite aritst, attending a theathre performance, ochestra, opera, soprano concert and football game were also listed on that 1001 things I must do before I die list of mine. Soon my dear! I am going to make all my wishes come true upon hitting 30. live long! Banzai!

6.30 i woke up for Suboh prayer.. Yet to decide whether to go to Sungei Wang for SuJu SS3 ticket...tried hard to bring myself to sleep again and managed to take an hour nap. Soon after, I decided that I should just joint the ELF queue today considering no matter how convenience-not it is, I still have to leave my house at 12 pm.

I arrived an hour earlier before the counter open. Oh! My god. It would not be wrong if i said a thousand of peoples came! They were already there before me and there were also so many queuing at the back.  Here..

I line up, played push yet gave up five minutes after the counter opened ;)  If it were not for my evening flight.. I might fight till the end. Hahaha. I think the organizer kinda being ridiculous for selling the ticket at the-sixth-super-cramp-floor. Since I left earlier, I kinda missed to see whether the shops there were able to operate at normal hour due to peoples queuing infront of their shop and leave no spaces to pass through, except for those who already mastered the pushing's skill.

Fans kept pushing each other and some hysterically screamed "STOP PUSHING"  like people care la! Although RELA was there, for me, they did not function at all. I saw old aunts and uncles, childrens.. But of course girls dominated the queue, yet, the emotionl one were the guys. So not cool!
And, officially, for someone who hates to be around peoples.. I think I am kinda crazy for making myself doing what I did today!

I am currently watching American Idol audition and get swayed away by an amazing performance by one of th contestant. What a talent!

Ling ding dong!

Ling ding dong! Ling ding dong!
Di giding digiding ding ding
Ling ding dong! Ling ding dong!
Di giding digiding ding ding....

This song by Shinee been ringing in my head for these past few days. Now I knew why my friend kinda fell in like with the song. It kinda grow on you! Like listening to Super Junior Sorry-Sorry & Bonamana, and Shinee Lucifier. When I first heard those songs, I kinda hated it but they kinda grew on me.

I used to wonder what is there about TVXQ or DBSK that people praised them so much even after their break-up. Then only I realized they really live up to expectation after hearing only one song! Doshite kimi o suki ni natte shimattandaro.. Such a nice song. I admit their vocal were amazing. Translated in english as "why did i fall in love with you".. the melody was so beautiful and the girl on the mv soo kawaiii.. That is all i care about.. Hahaha.

And.. There is Neyo, my all time favorite with his song "one in a million".. So beautiful! Everytime I listened to Neyo, Sarah McLachlan and Jay Chou.. My heart is touched! Although I am also a fan of other artists but those three were in a class of their own as if they came from a different star ;p wow!!! I sounded like oooo-verrr!

Hari ni aku menggoda ZA. Bukanlah menggoda dia dengan tergedik-gedik.. Hahah.. Tapi aku menggoda dia dengan menyuroh dia tengok mv gadis-gadis Korea yang cumil. MrB pon jadik mangsa aku jugak.. Wahahaha

And today, for the 3rd days berturut- turut muka aku ni muncol kat area Buki Bintang tuh. Tadi aku sempat buat tour dekat kelas bahasa jipun ibu. Both of us ni shared the same passion for foreign languages. She learned Japanese while I took Mandarin, yet I always laughed at her for not being able to speak Brunei when she is one. It is known that most Sabahan knew and understand Bahasa Brunei, including me but perhaps not ibu.. Hahahaah.

Tadi aku dapat Valentine's wish dari unknown number. Oitt! Aku tak sambut Valentines laa. Pulak tu, who needs 14 February while I have 365 days to show my love. Apa daaaa!!

Tengah minum petang dekat VIVO.. I am glad I tried their Oreo cheese cake and cappuccino charm. I wanted to try their meal tapi perut ni masih kenyang lagi.

Their website http://www.vivopizza.com/

As said yesterday.. Hari ni pon hari outing. Memandangakan tuesday ni cuti, so, ok lah. Next week pon aku cuti panjang.. Yehuuuuu!!

I was out all day and felt like I didnt wanna go home at all.. Hahaha. There were times that I just want to hide fom the sun and peoples but, not today!

I am so tired yet I still have this thought of wanting to spend my day outside. Where to aa tomorrow?

Apa aku buat hari ni? Merapu & kacau orang! Hari yang kelam kabut sebenarnya..tapi aku buat boddo sajje.

Aku study hard hari ni. Bersungguh-sunggoh aku membuka buku yang telah membuatkan poket ku nipis semlam. Sambil-sambil tu aku dengar cara nak pronounce kat google translate, sambil-sambil gak ikut komputer tu pronounce. Sah sure orang ingat aku dah gila bercakap sorang-sorang. Ahahah...

Now dah start berkenalan dengan bahasa korea ni, punyalah sengsara nak sebut. Bebelit lidah makcik! Kalo mandarin, belajar guna buku is easier than listening to orang bercakap..kantonese pula sebaliknya while Korea, dua-dua pon susah! Kalo bab tulisan plak, korea punya lebey senang. Woaahhh!! Kenapalah aku menyusahkan diri tuk minat belajar bahasa orang padahal B.M aku pon alang-alang jek. Nak buat macamana.. Kan aku ni berpenyakit, suferring form a 4-dimensional persoalities! Daa

Hari ni MPH berjaya lagi mengopak duit aku. Arghhhhh!!! Smalam habis 25 hengget.. Hari ni seratus. Semua gara-gara buku!! Aku rasa baru lagi aku beli buku dua tiga minggu lepas. Kenapakah aku mudah sunggoh digoda oleh buku- buku nih. Tensih tul. Handbag sale pon aku tak heran, kasut ngan baju pandang sebla mata je. Tapi buku!!! Jangan bagi aku stat citer pasal dvd!

Beli buku yeklah hobi aku, bukannya baca buku oke! Aku beli dan ble konfem la memang aku tak baca pun buku tu. Beli dvd pon hobi aku jugak.. Ada lagi yang bekurun aku tak tengok2 sampai la ni. Bila la aku nak insaf ni..

First, I want to share my thought about the cutest boy in the world. FT Island Lee Hong Ki deserved it. As a boy, or a girl.. He is the cutest! Especially his eyes.. Bu I hated when he coloured his hair blonde.

2nd, I dont know how to spill this but I think there is a person who matters to me, lately. I am always looking to meet that person and happy when the person is around. Whoopsss!

Bila semua orang ada dekat ofis.. Aku suka! Suka sebab ada bebudak yang boleh aku kacau kalau boring. Since aku sorang jek pompuan, sure la aku paksa dorang layan aku kan.. Hahah..

Harga tiket tuk konset suju dah keluar! 480.. Waaaaa.. Mahalll! Tapi bila mengenangkan 480 untuk tengok 10 orang, ok la. Kira 50 hengget sorang.. Tuk heechul mahal sket pon tak pe. Tapi problem dia now ni, the day tiket start jual.. Aku balik kampong lak.. Aishhhh! Tapi aku memang nak pegi jugak konsert tu. Tak pernah2 ni aku p konsert.. So, ni aku nak pernahkan diri la ni =)

Tahun ni tahun aku enjoy. Kalo la orang bedah otak aku, sure menyesal sebab tak de apa2 penemuan since otak aku definetely memang kosong, NULL, ZERO! Hahahaha.. Tak der portion stress, unhappy or yang seangkatan. Overflow hormon gembira je yang ada. Tahun ni aku ble banyak kali balik kampong, ble p korea.. Hampir lagi beli tiket p australia ;p Projek dah ongoing.. Induksi dah lulus.. Tinggal tunggu nak confirm and tukar skim. Then pastu da bule start fikir beli umah and op kos p melancong banyak2. What's not to happy about yarr!

Woah! Over excited sampai susah nak tidur. Apa yang aku excited sangant? Entah la.. Haha

Tetiba aku terfikir, kalo la aku ni celebriti. Gara2 adik IU la ni. Wahahaha.. Bukan celeb kat mesia la tapi. Berangann! Pegang mike sikit pun gagar, ada hati nak jadi celebriti. Dengki dengan sungmin SuJu, dia kater hobi dia belajar main alat-alat muzik. Mamat tu reti main banyak gak alat muzik. Aku apa alat muzik pon tak pandai. Reti la main keyboard, piano, blow accordian, xylophone, bonang, gitar, flute.. Dengar yo yo oh cam banyak kan tapi retinya tu setakat surface jek pon. Cam keyboard, as long aku reti nyanyi lagu tu.. Easily aku boleh main part right hands tapi part left hand, merangkak! Bila lagu susah sket, aku mulala g mudahkan code g C. Dan ketahun yang aku tak pandai baca code muzik.. Wahahah. Aku paling pandai main flute type jek.

Masalah aku, aku malas! Tak de kesungguhan nak belajar. Same goes tu langauages. Blajar languages adalah one of my favorite selain musical instruments tapi aku tak gak terror2 sebab malas. Waaaaaaaaa. Tapi aku rasalah, being an engineer ni totally a wrong profession for me. Aku patut amik aliran art dulu2. Aku seswai jadik language translator, dancer or musician ;p maw itamm muka my dad dengar kenyataan ni. Hahaha. Peace dad!

Tengah layan Korean 25th Golden Disk Award bertemankan bunyi mercun kat luar tu. Da bebulan dah award ni sebenornya. Baru perasan yang sora BoA ni sedap.. Tak le macam most girl groups yang overrated.. exploit muka ngan body jek lebih. Sebab tu aku tak layan sangat girl groups. Some sound 'horror' esp bila nyanyi life. Some tu ada la juga yang ok macam one of the girl dalam SISTAR.

Kalo award kat malaysia ni, bertahun da aku tak tengok. Artis- artis malaysia pun ramai yang tak kenal..even US entertainment pon dah tak layan sangat. Maybe sebab lagu-lagu yang dihasilkan nowdays dah kurang sengat. Lagu-lagu korea ni pon bukan la semua ngam dengan telinga aku tapi better la compare tu yang lain-lain. Lagu dorang ni memang colourful!

Besok Sunday.. Berakhirlah day of rest selama 4 hari. Pas tu aku cuti lagi seminggu.. Yeayyy!!

Perbualan sengal kol 7 pagi
Mr : Si xxx cuti ke?
Ms : Tak sure. Saya tak dok serumah dengan dia
Mr : Eh! Apsal Tak taw plak. Bukan korang dating ke?
Ms : Aaa

Hari ni ofis kosong.. tinggal la aku dengan AF2, ZH and para bos2 jek. Bos2 pun bolayan kitaorang sebab ketahuan semua pun mood holiday. Sunyi je ofis.. biasa sarapan ramai-ramai, tadi aku berdua je dengan AF2. Gara-gara bosan gila, aku mula la p mengganggu ketenangan si ZH dengan soalan "Ko sebok ker, pura2 sebok?" Ahahaha..

After melepak ngan ZH dengan agak lama la jugak, aku ngan my sis lunch dekat The Garden Lifestyle Store and Cafe yang lokasinya terletak betul-betul kat depan lobi ofis aku. Nasik lemak set (Appetizer + Soup + Ice Lemon Tea) @ RM15.90, Char Kway Teow @RM12.90, Apple Juice @RM9.90. 16% tax @RM6.19!

For those yang tak tahu kat mana ofis aku.. just carik Chillies, opis aku betul2 atas Chillies. There are door betul-betul in front of Chillies tu, sila la naik escalator. Lobi kat 1st Floor. Kalau access dari dalam midvalley, p centre court dekat 1st Floor, as long nampak restoran yang ala2 taman as named kat atas tu or sign board yang tunjuk to The Garden punya link bridge..ngam la tu. Opis aku belah kanan.

I went to Sogo.. Today happened to be Dato' Siti Nurhaliza fan meeting day. Reaching 32 yet so cute =)

Watching Super Junior premium live In Japan.. made me HEART them even more! can't wait for their concert. Why HEART them so much eh? First and foremost, all of them have an impressive resume. They were super talented, super cute, super entertaining and super serious. It is not just for their pretty face or the glamor, they were all properly educated and super super super lovely!

As we are getting older, I mean they and I ;p.. There is a possibility for no more Super Junior in future. After Kangin, HeeChul and LeeTeuk will be leaving for their two years military service. Each of the members will be gone alternately. To be fully reunited 6 or 7 years from now, when Heechul will be what, 35 years OLD? Wahahaha.. But for now, I just want to HEART them =)

Heechul. Heart him the most.
Kinda crazy, twisted, noisy and over! He is unique, like me ;p
Graduated in computer information? Geek? Oh! Really?

Kyuhun
Cool + cute dude. Lovely voice & personality

Sungmin
Recently felt in like with him. Soo cute. Killer smile.
Pink boy!

Eunhyuk's dance. Super attractive, magnetic and polite Siwon
Cool, down to earth and cute DongHae

Little boy Ryewook. Lovely voice and piano skill
Artistic voice and sensitive Yesung

Polite, super smiley & good leader LeeTeuk.
Cute-pie dancing Shindong

Jasa Kepada Rakyat Ke?

Hari tu I asked ahkak dekat ofis tu prosidur nak ke luar negara. Then dia korek2 la pasai apa aku dok tanya. Aku brief la dia sket pasal plan aku nak ke korea. Skali dia p bukak citer kat boss! Chett!

Tadi my boss tetiba tanya aku, eh! Kater pegi korea? Aku*blur* Eh! Lama lagi la ncik. Then story2 la dengan bos pasal korea.. Suddenly dia kater dekat aku. Nanti ang p sana ang singgah la hospital dorang. Tengok how dorang nyer hospital compare to ours. Taw la kitaorang keje bina shepital and health care facities! Kome tengok contoh betapa dedikasinya orang gomen ni pada kerja and jase kepade rakyat sampai p cuti2 pun kena gak pk what best for the country.

Try listen to this Japanese movie sound track ; Bandage. If you do not like it, definitely there is something wrong with your ears or head. Hahahaha.... The movie is BORING but the ost is superb! I am not just saying this for the sake of my favorite Japanese guy Mr Jin akanishi, but the ost are really good. I recommend 'genki', both ska & original version.. Olympus and all lah!

Garghh.. Idung sumbat & paler berat. Harap- harap tak menjadi la demam..

Tiket balik kampung dah beli. Dengan rega 56 hengget je aku da bule pegi balik sabah..yeah! Thanks air asia. Kalau zaman skola dulu, koman-koman kena ada RM848 baru bole g balik ke sabah oke! Of course la aku ingat the exact amount sebab MAHAL!! Tu belum kira dad kena bayar fare business class sebab lewat book flight or tertinggal flight. So aku tak paham bila dengar some people yang mengomel servis air asia tak bagus la, tak itu tak ini lah. Kome nak yang standard, kome bayar la lebih & p nek MAS. Toksah la nak kecoh kome tertindas sebab yang kome bayar tu dah kira murah la compare to yang bapak aku bayar 15 taon dulu oke. Kalo tu rega 15 tahun DAHULU, sila-sila la calculate sendirik! Walo pun tak paham tapi aku tak la heran pun sebab rata- rata yang aku tengok orang kita ni memang ader satu attitude yang sinonim dengan dorang, which is nak barang bagus punya tapi tak sanggup nak kuar modal lebey sikit, plus kecoh lebih!

Aku dah pandai baca tulisan korea! Yeeeehhh

Antara jipun, cina & korea, tulisan korea yang paling senang sebab tulisan dia guna alphabet macam abc, while tulisan jipun guna suku kata or gambar and tulisan cina pula solely guna gambar. Actually all the tulisan based on tulisan cina & korea pun still ader yang guna tulisan gambar. Tapi yang ni valid untuk tulisan je sebab kalau sebutan, aku surrender. Memang la sebutan korea ni yang paling payah.

Tapi tak pe. Now we are talking about tulisan jek, bukan sebutan okek! See la how dorang write in hangul

사랑해 = saranghae, which is I Love U
ㅅ=s
ㅏ=a
ㄹ=r
ㅏ=a
ㅇ=ng
ㅎ=h
ㅐ=ae

Kalau pandai baca tapi tak tahu makna, tak de maknanya kan. Aku tak susah pon, pas baca.. Suh la inchik google translate. Tek yu mr google =)

Hari ni ofis kosong! AF1 ke Terengganu, ZA ke Batu Pahat, MrW & ZH ke Belaga, Dauz ke Batu Gajah.. Sunyi!!!!

Time aku dalam lift, nak turun g bekfas ngan AF2. Terbertembung dengan geng pokcik 3 orang. Lepas dorang 'berdebat' pasal how nice I looked today and commented on my clothes from up to toe, one of the geng mention yang dia ni selalu la susah nak cam aku sebab aku ni everytime 'berubah-ubah'... referring to the way I dressed. I have to admit that he is totally right. My clothing sense are like, TWISTED =)

Tetiba aku terasa macam nak highlight pasal one of the gang yang suka guna words like, "jumpa besok" or "jumpa next week". I think my friend is kinda, polite, for always using such words to say goodbye to a friend whom he used to see everyday, even used it on sms too. Parents raised you well my friend =)

Pancet

Malang memang tak berbau ke??.. Whyyyyyy!!!

Tadi lepas kursus qhatam, aku dengan gembira memecut ke kereta. Sampai-sampai dekat kereta, nightmare yang aku terbayang-bayang telah menjadik realiti. Walaupon sekadar tayar pancit, still, a nightmare sebab aku tak pernah lagi le tukar tayar sendirik! Nasib ada hero bole tolong. Dalam demam, dak adik gagah juga la tolong tukarkan tayar. Luckily tayar spare aku ader angin.

So, ari ni aku baru taw SuJu akan datang kat Mesia lagi bulan Mac ni tuk konsert. Walaopun tak confirm lagi date nya, apa pon terjadik aku sure akan mengattendkan diri dan beratur panjang lagi membayar ratusan hengget. Sanggup!!

Hari ni sampai besok aku kena attend kursus sistem akon kat main branch. Macam jauh jek aku story cengini padahal main branch aku tu kat bawah opis jek. Matilah aku.. banyak kerja aku tak settle lagi. Alaaa.. ni yang aku nak start cemas nih.

Tadi yang ajar time aku kursus tu suh kitaorang semua perkenalkan diri. Sampai part aku, belum sempat aku bukak mulut.. inchik tu

Inchik cikgu : Eh! ko ni macam kenal kan. Bukan yang selalu jumpa dekat DBKLz tu ker? Hahaha (DBKLz tu tempat berlibur kitaorang time sarapan ngan lunch)
Aku : Haha

Memang kitaorang kenal pun sebab aku pernah la attend kursus yang dia ajar & ofis dia bawah opis aku je. Selang stengah jam pastu, tengah-tengah dia mengajar, tetiba dia tanya aku.

Inchik cikgu : Ha! Apsal aku tak nampak ko kat DBKLz pagi tadi?
Aku : Hahah

Dipanjangkan story mory lagi, time tea break lepak borak ngan member yanga attend kursus tu. Tetiba dia tanya aku

Member : Encik tu kater slalu jumpa dekat DBKLz tu kenapa?
Aku : Haha.

Rupa-rupanya ader gak orang wonder moral of the story about aku, inchik cikgu dan DBKLz.

Going Seoul

Although I said the decision would only be made final next month, I can't no longer wait. It is final, already, that I am definitely going to the land of Mr Heechul and Super Junior a.k.a South Korea this year! So lazy to do passport renewal and not to mention about government servant need to apply a permission for going outside Malaysia.

The thing i worry about going there is the language barrier! If it were China, i might understand few words and a lil' bit of their writing but, Korea, I am clueless! i did watch their dramas, A LOT to be exact, and listened to their songs, most, but.. I cant even pronounce a single word of their language correctly!! I dont even know how to translate YOU and I to their language.

But. Slowly. I have lots of thing to proceed now such as apply for salary adjustment which is a priority of course!

Tomorrow is my off day!! Yaaaayyy

I am planning for a short trip to the land of my favorite boy a.k.a Heechul middle of this year. As to celebrate my 30th year alive. Yaaayyy!!! The decision could only be made final within next month because there will be a possibility my dad will be off to Hajj. The first thing i need to do now is renew my passport!

08.30 : Let's Go Travel - Thailand
09.00 : Miss No Good
11.13 : Mary me Mary (final)
14.50 : Oh! My School
20.40 : Jungle Fish

You can call me on Sunday on Monday on tuesday,
on wednesday, on thursday
And friday is best

Never never on a Saturday, on Saturday
Coz it's my Television day

While i was waiting at the Kwsp, a guy approached me and said

G : Excuse me. Is what you're holding now a digital frame?
M : Nop. This is an i-pad.
G : Can it function like a real laptop?
M : bla bla bla
G : ???? ????
M : bla bla blas blas

There goes a question and answer session between both of us. I guess he was satisfied with all my answers. Yeah.. I became an ambassador for Apple i-pad without contract and paycheck today.

Tengah aku rilek2 sempena Thaipusam, aku dapat sms dari my mother. Tanya khabar bla bla bla.. then she mentioned about a PTPTN letter I received. She told me this..

" Jangan lupa bayar ok sayang.. jangan jadi kacang lupakan kulit"

Whatttt!! Mommmm!!!!...

Aku p seminar regarding sterilizer dengan ZA, dekat Cititel jek pun. Si ZA ni boleh tak perasan hotel tu kat mana padahal hotel tu ari-ari dia tengok sebab betul2 mengadap cubicle dia. Mula-mula the talk quite boring tapi bila da sampai part yang interesting, nak kena balik opis la pulak tuk discussion dengan kontraktor. Janji kol 10, last2 11.30 baru aku sampai ofis. Projek yang ni memang sengal! Aku pun tak faham macamana la dorang manage. One thing yang aku nampak, there is a different between bumi & x-bumi kontraktur in terms of project managment. Which, amat menghampakan pada aku yang listed as bumi ni.

Apa ni? Ni gambar pemandangan kat Bulkit Broga, somewhere kat Semenyih. Aku belum sampai lagi pon, ni preview jek.. hehe.. member aku ajak p panjat ujung minggu ni. InsyaAllah kalau tak der aral akan ku sampai. Kalo tak sampai, akan ku mintak gambar dari kamera korang yerr =D

Lepas membuang masa ZA hampir sejam bertenggek depan dia & suh dia layan aku kill the time before balik, aku sambung lagi kegilaan aku untuk hari isnin dengan tengok Channel 391. Sudahnya, sejam aku ketawa terbahak-bahak tengok oh! My school Christmas Edition gara-gara my favorite boy, budak HeeChul datang melawat member dia HongKi. Sampai cramp urat2 muka nih.. punya lawak la tengok aksi dorang. 

Aku dapat bos baru hari ni.. wah! makin bertambah la golongan kumbang di ofis aku. Kesian aku! Nasib gak tak tambah pompuan ;p Ngeheheh

Hari ni aku berdua-duaan dengan inchik big boss. Ngehehe.. kitaorang berdua-duaan p ronda site la! First time bos datang lawat site kitaorang yang ini. Nasib pengurusan & workmanship untuk projek ni kira the best la among projek yang team aku handle, so bos pun tak banyak komen. Tapi yang aku tak paham tu, bos aku yang lagi 2 or 3 tahun lagi nak pencen tu rilek je naik sampai tingkat 6 padahal aku half way dah mengah.Siap stop lagi kat tangga. Bila aku story rasa kagum aku kat big boss.. taw apa dia jawap? Aku pun mengah jugak, tapi depan staf perempuan kan.. kena la tunjuk gagah.. hahahaha..

Luckily semua in order. Baknya kalau aku bawak p rojek belah pantai timur.. mau bos aku pening kepala.

Super Heechul Super Fun

Super Junior-Miss Intimate (English Subtitled)

Ari ni aku nak update list sport anime & drama/ movie (jipun sajork) yang da pernah aku tengok to date:

ANIME :
1. Slamdunk - Basketball
2. Dear boys - Basketball
3. Giant Killing - Soccer
4. Kickers - Soccer
5. Fly High - Gymnastic
6. Whistle - Soccer
7. Eyeshield 21 - American football
8. Major - Baseball
9. Big wind up! - Baseball
10.Prince of Tennis - Tennis
11.Ring Ni Kakeru - Boxing
12.Shion No Ou - Shogi
13.Cross game - Baseball
14.Beck - Basketball

DRAMA/ MOVIE
1.Rookies - Baseball
2.Buzzer beat - Basketball
3.Tumbling - Gymnastic
4.Change - Racing
5.Water boys - Synchronized swimming
6.Prince of Tennis - Tennis

See.. I am a die hard fan! mmmm.. Even so, I don't like real sport!

Is Miley Cyrus trying to be Lady Gaga junior?!! Sis! You got other thing to do, don't you? But, I will praise you a 'lil. Your voice kinda suitable for Gaga's type of song. But, please. Do something else okay.

I was testing my driving & direction-searching skill today. The destination is set to be the Head Quarters at Jalan Sultan Salahuddin. Here is the chronologies of the test.

2.05 :  Circling Mid-Valley. Find an exit to Jalan Loke Yew
          Confidence level high. Check!
          Drive drive drive. Straight
 
2.10 :  It's a round about! Think. Left or right?
          Right!
          Nooooo... It should be left. The ramp baby!

          Lost at last!

          Still, confidence level locked at 90%

          Think. Think. Ahhh.. U-turn.
          None of the thing the so-called U-turn along the
          direction.

          So.. back to Mid-valley.
          Start all over again.

2.30   And succeed...

Super Junior Heechul

One of my favorite member of Super Junior, who look like a girl sometimes =) Brother Kim HeeChul. Thiese two videos from YouTube is him showing his talent besides dancing and sang catchy songs. He played piano while sang Winter Sonata ost..

I am having a fever at the moment. Please do not worry because I am only having a K-pop fever, especially for Super Junior and CN Blue ;p. Pstt! I watched super junior's No other video clip a xxx times over and over. Love the triangle dance boys!

It is undeniable that Korean's music wave is 'attacking' listeners all over the world now days. For me, i loved the fact that they created a 'beyond beautiful' melody..weather it is catchy, or a love song. Although i could not understand a single words, but that doesn't matter. Their music is like a magnet to my ears. Multi-talented entertainers.. dancing boys and girls.. One thing for sure, they has more to offer than just a pretty face.

From what i read.. The road to became an entertainers in Korea were never one easy path. I read they needed to undergo a training for a period of time. But, here is a thing.. for an above 30 boys and girls.. I think it is not cool anymore to be in a singing band, i am right, right? :p

Friday has come to an end.. This quote is valid for current week only..meaning of course there will be another Friday =)

Big girl is so tired.. So sleepy.. So lazy. All she ever think about is bed! Bed! Bed!

Hari ni ader miting sidang redaksi majalah skola.. Ett! Majalah jabatan. Silap lak..tu cerita 13 taon dulu. Dulu aku pernah jadi wartawan.. Wartawan majalah skola je.. Haha. Tapi walopun takat wartawan majalah skola jek, kitaorang perna la wat liputan our current pm tem dia datang melawat skola dulu. Skola cemerlang la katakan.. Hahaha.. buekkk. Time tu memang dia emsem lagi.. ;p

Tapi one thing yang aku tak paham.. Aku ni near da engine yang jaga projek, membazir taw kepakaran aku yang tak pakar ni tuk involve wat magazin! Masuk kali ni da 3 kali aku terlibat wat benda alah nu. Nasib last year ader terpampang gambar aku besar dalam majalah tu..haha. Saper kat jabatan kerja tak rajin ni tak kenal aku, sila la rujuk majalah kitaorang. Kekeke

Setelah sekian lama mengintai, akhirnya terkeluarlah juga duit dari poket aku yang nipis ni tuk membeli buku berega 75.80! Waaaaa... Pokaiiii! Jahat la MPH ni!

Lama dah aku tak beli buku rupanya. Silap2 sok kalau habit aku ni berterusan, aku ble buka small library. Walaupun aku tak baca buku-buku yang aku beli, aku suka beli buku. Beli buku tu bagi aku kepuasan. As usual handbag or kasut tak mampu la nak menggoda iman aku, tapi kalau buku dan dvd.. Lemah!

Tadi time aku nak turun lunch.. terbertembung dengan my friend si botak dekat lobi lift. Lepas dah lebih kurang 3 or 4m berselisih, maka berlakulah konversasi berikut antara si botak dan si tak botak sambil membelakangi antara satu sama lain.

Si botak : Eii.. Na
Si X botak : aaa
Si botak : Ko da 3 kan!
Si X botak : aaa??
Si botak : 30 taon! wahahaha
Si X botak : cheh! wahahah

Hampeh budak ini. Bukan nak tanya khabar aku yang jarang2 dia jumpa ni. Umur aku yang diingatnya! Aku taw la aku cumil.. wahaha. Last week ada kakak kat opis aku tanya.. "Awak 26 yer?" Aku "wahahahahah.. 26 la sangat kak". And tadi tengah aku kat kedai beg, amoi kat kedai tu tetiba bagitaw aku "beg skola ada dekat belakang!" Apakah maksud amoi tu.. dia suh aku beli beg skola tuk 'anak2' or suh beli untuk diri ku sendiris... wahahaha. Kesimpulannya.. apa ada pada umur kalau yang bertambah cuma kelimumur! Daaa

今天是1月2日.. 我希望我能说华语. 真的！

Thanks to Goku Dou High School and Mr Dean Fujioka for making me came out with such wish! I am currently watching the drama, which, I am addicted to it, but, the drama were only subbed until episode 11th.Well, despite the 'missing' translation, I still want to continue watching it until the 30th episode... Chaiyo!

I so looooved his eyes! He is a Japanese, fluent in English and able to speak Mandarin and Cantonese as well. What's not to like, rite?!  Yeayy..I tend to favour guy who could speak different languages eh? hehe. Geun Suk can converse in Japanese =), and... wode Jin Akanishi speak Engrish whatt! Carshrimp!

But this...

..this is not Dean Fujioka. This one is Kamenashi Kazuya from Japanese group KATTUN. Looking at him kinda remind me of Dean and vice versa. I don't know.. something somewhere that made me thought that way. They were both Japanese, only Dean is older and hotter ;p 

Though I loved Geun Suk's smile and Jin's appealing face, I am more mesmerized by Dean Fujioka's eyes.. And yes, this is my first 2011's entry and I am talking about his eyes!

So.. Happy New Year 新年快了! May this new year bring a new meaning to life.

Thank you Allah for letting me breath until this moment..
Thank you Allah for everything you gave me..

Thank you mom and dad for being born and met in this world..
Thank you mom and dad for having me as a daughther..

Thank you friends for always being my friends..

Goodbye 2010

Hari ni hari terakhir 2010. Rasa macam sekejap je masa berlalu. Sedar-sedar dah nak menjejak tahun baru. Berlainan dengan tahun lepas,aku memasuki tahun baru 2010 dengan perasaan bercelaru, untuk tahun 2011 ni aku dapat rasa perasaan yang positif. Tambah-tambah bila the one thing yang mengambil masa bertahun untuk aku resolve dah selesai, which buat aku rasa amat amat lega.

Lots of things happened in 2010.. In Life..work.. Dengan berakhirnya hari ni, maka rasmilah aku telah berjaya melalui satu tahun dengan jayanya. Azam untuk tahun 2011 rasanya belum ada. Aku cuma harap hidup aku simple dan aku masih aku, cuma lebih baik dari versi sebelum. InsyaAllah...

As of today, hari yang indah indeed.. Mula la nak melodrama ;) blame KBS sebab siarkan 2010 song festival semalam & drama awards malam ni. Especially now ni adik geun suk standing on the stage winning something i am unable to figure out due to tak de translation. Daaa?!!

Ibu.. mummmii.. nenekkk.. daaddii.. aku mengantukkkk!!!

Apa hal la dengan aku ni. Makan aper la agaknya sampai ngantuk je memanjang. Nasib ngantuk, kalau lapar jek memanjang lagi naya. Kang banyak lak kerusi opis patah gara-gara aku over weight. So.. misuk cuti.. yeaaayyy. Apa lagi... layan hobi la ni.

Tadi g Sushi Zanmae.. wah! sedapppp! Memang berbaloi-baloi & jaoh lagi best dari Sushi King. Alkisahnya.. Aku baru nak belek drawing, tetiba dapat call suh turun tuk discussion. Naik2 opis je nampak ada post-it note kat screen komputer. Note tu tulis "Jung oppa.... Aku tak yah baca habis. 2 patah perkataan tu je da cukup wat aku taw saper la pengirim post-it tu. Wahaha..

Layan KBS song festival.. Daaa

Tak faham kenapa aku asyik mengantuk jek dua tiga hari ni.. aishhh!!

Claim si kawan tu aku da berjaya settle. Yeayyy.. Tadi aku lepak miting. Yer... miting tu pun di kira lepak gak. Ada la one of this doctor, pompuan.. a pengarah which is a Datuk. Tapi kalao tengok muka, nampak muda lagi. Wah! Jeles I dengan kemudaan beliau. Hahaha.

Besok aku nak wat aper ye? Cheee.. macam tak de kerja jek padahal drawing banyak je aku tak belek lagi & SKT aku pon tak settle gara-gara aku punya status kat Hrmizz now is PUTUS SANDANG! Unbelievable kan. Sapo la yang kejam kat aku ni. Now tengah layan Bandage.. kalo aku buleh ader pet macam Sumire Chan dalam kimi wa petto, aku tamow adik Geun Suk kali ni. Aku nak wat budak Akanishi Jin ni pet aku. Wahaha.. Even though dia tak le masuk kategori emsem di mata aku tapi his face look 'expensive' dow! So wanna have!

Marah!

Seumur hidup aku, aku belum pernah benci orang walau macamana pun orang tu buat pada aku. Walaupun aku pemarah, aku tak mampu pun untuk simpan rasa marah apa lagi mendendami seseorang. Bila aku menolak untuk berada disekeliling orang yang menyakiti aku, aku cuma menjaga hati aku agar tidak dipengaruhi oleh perasaan negatif. Pada aku, aku cuma anggap semua yang berlaku tak pernah berlaku, dan aku tak pernah langsung kenal orang tu.

Pemikiran aku memang semudah itu.

Tapi bila ada orang yang tak faham bahasa, memang membencikan! Apalah susahnya sekadar untuk menghormati perasaan seseorang? Apalah sukarnya sekadar memenuhi permintaan kecil berbanding layanan buruk kamu pada seseorang yang tak layak pun untuk kamu sakiti?

Pagi tadi aku jaga kol 6.19 am.. so tak jadik lah tak cuti. Aku da berjaya akhirnya abiskan Hi My Sweetheart. Now tengan layan Yukan Club. Tetiba jek aku bekenan kat Akanishi Jin ni.. dari ari tu lagi aku raser dia cam cumil. Thanks la to line tenet yang behave hari ni.

And at the end.. claim si kawan yang aku konon-konon nak proses tu tak bersentuh jugak le jawabnya. Besok je lah aku tengok ye. Memandangkan KPI korang pun da tercapai kan.. so..kita sama-sama rilek la yek. Stat besok aku kerja sungguh-sungguh balik. Woops! SKT aku tak settle lagi. Mati lerr..

Ari ni lepak dekat rumah. Tengah fikir2.. besok nak guna ke tak cuti yang aku da apply last week, since my sis pon da balik. Betuah adik aku ni, aku apply cuti nak bawak dia jalan..dia balik U plak. Then, bila toleh claim kuntraktur setebal 1/2 inci kat sebla ni, aku tetiba jek cemas. Ari tu time aku bawak balik, berkobar-kobar nak semak konon during weekend. Sudahnya.. duk jadi perhiasan jek kat atas meja tu.

Ada orang brain-damaged cari aku dari last week lagi. Dia ni memang dari dulu otak dia ada short sikit..emm. bukan sikit, banyak kot! Aku pun tak paham. Malas nak layan.

Nak keluar jalan-jalan dekat luar tu rasa malas sebab panas amat. Jemur kasut, 2 jam je dah kering. Tu laa.. ingat budak skola je ke yang kena basuh kasut. Aku yang tua-tua ni pun kena basuh kasut oke! Saper suh aku beli kasut kanvas. Orang suh pakai kasut pvc or kulit g kerja, aku g pakai kasut kanvas & getah. This type of kasut, sport shoe tapi tumit tinggi.. aku memang gemar gila kasut cengini. Aku rasa ader la 5 pasang kot kat rak tu. Takder ke servis basuh kasut eak??

Lepak kat rumah je hari ni. Semalam my sis sungguh2 masak spaghetti. So ari ni kitaorang makan tido jek la. Heavenn...

Actually plan nak g umah my aunt dekat Klang tapi macam malas plak. Taw la time2 monthly cycle ni kan. Badan pun rasa macam tak sehat. Rasa macam nak demam pun ada.

Seingat aku ari ni krismas..tapi rancangan dekat tv malam ni semuanya tak menarik. Tak faham le aku. Now tengok tv3, pasal korea. Wah! Negara adik Geun Suk. Jeles sebab negara dia ada salji. Takpe, one day insya-Allah aku sampai gak.

Hari ni gak aku rasa lega gila! Macam ada satu beban terlepas.. Woooshhhh

Ari ni aku cuti..yeayyyy.. Nak tercabut gak la kaki aku ni sebab letih bejalan cari pokok krismas. Ronda-ronda dekat pavillion tadi. Saja nak pegi tengok krismas deco. Last year ada white deers yang memang chantek. This year takder. Tak best ah!