Pas mandi, siap-siap nak ke Jusco. Sampai round about dekat Shepital Rehab, JEM! Kalau dah dekat round about tu start jem, sejam agaknya aku nk sampai kat Jusco yang cuma 1 or 2 km je lagi. So, aku decide patah balik umah.

Last2, lepak kat kedai depan umah ni je. Aktuali takat lepak kat kedai depan tu pun dah cukup since suma jenis kedai pun ada. Da ketahuan aku ni pun jenis yang memang tak gemar nak bersosial ujung minggu, or bebila la. Ada once tu aku kena tanya ujung minggu selalunya buat apa. Aku bagitaw la mostly duk umah je. Pastu aku kena ceramah macamana nak dapat jodoh kalau tak menonjolkan diri. Aku? WedThurFri! Hahaha.

Ada betulnya tapi aku just tak willing nak ubah cara aku. I'll be alone or not, there is nothing to be afraid of. I didn't think too much. Loneliness is just feelings. No matter how many peoples surrounded us, we might still feel lonely and empty if we are not smart enough to deal with our own feelings. Frankly, aku tak pernah rasa bersendirian though I am alone. I am not the most logical person but I certainly is the most realistic. Being far away from family from the age of 12 taught me how to be responsible for my own act and how to carry myself. Mature before time, thanks to those difficult times. I believe I reacted well and positive at anything in life, no matter how worst it is because I believe everything happened for a reason. We are just ordinary human being. It is not so difficult to enjoy happiness, just go with the flow =) I am cO.0L.. Peace!!