I am still in house haunting mood. I called this girl on morning about her advertisement on the net. She sounds nice…
We went to Bandar Seri Permaisuri with my uncle’s friend. I accidentally laid my eyes on this condominium there. It was the one advertised on the net! The place was quite nice and totally facing the building that I will be living for the next few weeks I guess. I called the lady but we the reception was so poor till she cannot hear anything I said. I promised to call her back but since my aunt son already crying so loud and trying to push me out of the car, we went home. He was so mad at his dad for leaving him inside the car.
“I am a daughter, a wife, a mother, a full time housewife, a part time engineer and vacation is my life”
Saturday, 31 January 2009
Friday, 30 January 2009
Near the engine
Today is Friday already. Days passed by so quickly and we only noticed it at the end of the day. As for this morning, I woke up earlier than yesterday. I looked outside the window and it was very dark and differed from Labuan. At this time, I will still be sleeping and perhaps snoring.
Regardless of the fact that today is Friday, I wore shirts and slack. I was stationed at projects unit so hopefully I will be out of the office often. I was on the health work department, which is involved with health care projects. I find it quite interesting when my seniors talked about our involvement with “bilik mayat”. Eeriee…. They even joked that contractors sometimes will sleep inside the “peti mayat” during testing. Eeee..
Well, Cititel and midvalley used to be my favorite spot during my vacation to KL. Now that I will be in there 40 hours a week, I will have to have another favorite spot ;)
My friend and I had lunch with our senior. He was nice and he willingly taught us many things even though he knew that were still blur and trying to figure out things. I was working with contractor previously, now that I have to dig my engineering skill from deep under, I will have to work real hard to catch up with everything.
Regardless of the fact that today is Friday, I wore shirts and slack. I was stationed at projects unit so hopefully I will be out of the office often. I was on the health work department, which is involved with health care projects. I find it quite interesting when my seniors talked about our involvement with “bilik mayat”. Eeriee…. They even joked that contractors sometimes will sleep inside the “peti mayat” during testing. Eeee..
Well, Cititel and midvalley used to be my favorite spot during my vacation to KL. Now that I will be in there 40 hours a week, I will have to have another favorite spot ;)
My friend and I had lunch with our senior. He was nice and he willingly taught us many things even though he knew that were still blur and trying to figure out things. I was working with contractor previously, now that I have to dig my engineering skill from deep under, I will have to work real hard to catch up with everything.
Thursday, 29 January 2009
My 2nd day at floor 26...
I woke up at 5.25 am this morning, just like yesterday. It took me one hour to reach KL Sentral station from here. Our eating out last night caused me to end up with sleepy eyes at noon. We have meetings with all senior engineers. It was more to introduction to our job scope. If we were lucky enough, we will have a chance to visit manufacturer's factory overseas. Wow! Ha ha.. This must be included in my goal duh.Our boss asked us to present about fire fighting. I only knew about this yesterday. Ha ha.. This is our seniors time to show us why they were called seniors. I thought it was boring at first, but i have to admit that it is not after i heard about 'rumah mayat' and 'hospital berkulat'.. Eee.. Yeah..Welcome to engineers zone!
I woke up at 5.25 am this morning, just like yesterday. It took me one hour to reach KL Sentral station from here. Our eating out last night caused me to end up with sleepy eyes at noon. We have meetings with all senior engineers. It was more to introduction to our job scope. If we were lucky enough, we will have a chance to visit manufacturer's factory overseas. Wow! Ha ha.. This must be included in my goal duh.Our boss asked us to present about fire fighting. I only knew about this yesterday. Ha ha.. This is our seniors time to show us why they were called seniors. I thought it was boring at first, but i have to admit that it is not after i heard about 'rumah mayat' and 'hospital berkulat'.. Eee.. Yeah..Welcome to engineers zone!
Wednesday, 28 January 2009
My first train
Hari ni aku bangun seawal jam 5.22 pagi. Kalau di Labuan, aku akan kembali beradu beralaskan selimut tebal sesudah solat subuh. Berada di stesen komuter seawal jam 6.30 membuatkan aku terkenang kereta, rumah dan segala-galanya tentang Labuan. Tapi aku positif. Aku masih muda dan masih banyak yang belum aku lihat. Terkandas dalam kehidupan yang mudah membuatkan seseorang berhenti berusaha. Definisi kehidupan yang sukar ini juga amat sukar untuk di takrifkan.
6.35 pagi - Aku berada di dalam 'train'. Ramai insan-insan yg bangun seawal aku demi sesuap nasi. Bersyukurlah wahai kita kerana masih terbuka pintu rezeki.
6.35 pagi - Aku berada di dalam 'train'. Ramai insan-insan yg bangun seawal aku demi sesuap nasi. Bersyukurlah wahai kita kerana masih terbuka pintu rezeki.
Sunday, 25 January 2009
Friday, 23 January 2009
Hujan turun sangat lebat saat ini. Kilat juga sabung menyabung. Guruh ada masanya bagai menyentap jantung. Tatkala ini aku berada di tengah laut. Air hujan juga memenuhi lantai dek, malah kedengaran suara kanak-kanak riang menjerit banjir. Aku? Aku tidak sempat memikirkan keadaan sendiri. Sedih atau gembira tidak dapat lagi aku bezakan. Badan terasa amat letih, minda pula tidak mampu berfikir. Aku menanti bilakah hari hidup ku kembali semudah semalam. Aku seolah-olah kapal terapung tanpa kemudi. Walaupun enjin masih ada tapi motornya gagal berfungsi seperti biasanya.
Thursday, 22 January 2009
Tax day
I went to Kastam to pay my car tax. The procedure was so simple.
First, I have to go to “Bahagian Cukai Dalaman”to estimate the tax.
Second, I have to go to shipping agent to type a form for me and pay them 50 bucks.
Third, I have to go back to Kastam and bring along my original car card and letter to prove that I am moving from Labuan (The rate will be different if I pay the tax but still staying in Labuan) The officer will process the request and check my car. Once I pass the inspection, I can proceed with payment. I can request for discount also ;0
We went to Dorsett Regency Hotel for my farewell on Spanish night.
First, I have to go to “Bahagian Cukai Dalaman”to estimate the tax.
Second, I have to go to shipping agent to type a form for me and pay them 50 bucks.
Third, I have to go back to Kastam and bring along my original car card and letter to prove that I am moving from Labuan (The rate will be different if I pay the tax but still staying in Labuan) The officer will process the request and check my car. Once I pass the inspection, I can proceed with payment. I can request for discount also ;0
We went to Dorsett Regency Hotel for my farewell on Spanish night.
Wednesday, 21 January 2009
The Last Goodbye
I met my boss and told him that today will be my last day. I cannot believe it either!
I did not visit the site to say good bye to all my konchos. Sobs!
My boss handed me red envelope. Sobs! I used to give him empty envelope during Chinese New Years and I did it every year, except last year ;) I also did the same to all my Chinese co-workers at site.. ha ha. I always have extra money during CNY.. ha ha haaa
I did not visit the site to say good bye to all my konchos. Sobs!
My boss handed me red envelope. Sobs! I used to give him empty envelope during Chinese New Years and I did it every year, except last year ;) I also did the same to all my Chinese co-workers at site.. ha ha. I always have extra money during CNY.. ha ha haaa
Sunday, 18 January 2009
Sogo is a No No!
My mother and I arrived at the airport around 8.45 which gave me enough time to pursue my "McMuffin" dream. Ha ha.. I was informed by this ticketing officer our flight will be leaving earlier than scheduled. Wo hooo.. Yeah.. 12.30 arrival..
We stayed at Cititel Express at Jalan Chow Kit. I have no idea how far the PWD from here. The hotel located exactly on the main road and next to Kamdar. We went straight to SOGO after check in but ended up buying nothing and I personally think that I don't like it there.
At Jalan TAR, we entered this shop which offered a price that was totally cheaper then what we can get anywhere in Labuan or Sabah. I wonder how much is the mark up price.. It is not the price that matter, for me uniqueness and quality must come together. I dont want to wear or have something that almost every body have it. I am not the follower I guess...
We stayed at Cititel Express at Jalan Chow Kit. I have no idea how far the PWD from here. The hotel located exactly on the main road and next to Kamdar. We went straight to SOGO after check in but ended up buying nothing and I personally think that I don't like it there.
At Jalan TAR, we entered this shop which offered a price that was totally cheaper then what we can get anywhere in Labuan or Sabah. I wonder how much is the mark up price.. It is not the price that matter, for me uniqueness and quality must come together. I dont want to wear or have something that almost every body have it. I am not the follower I guess...
Friday, 16 January 2009
Masih Mood Laksa Sagahwa
* Rebus udang & ayam + serbuk perisa ayam, cili dan asam keping.
* Goreng telur + daun parsley kering.
* Goreng ikan bilis.
*Rebus perencah laksa Sarawak & tapiskan sesudah masak.
* Masukkan santan serta air rebusan udang /ayam dan kerang.
* Tambah garam & serbuk perisa ayam serta sambal tumis.
* Masukkan lagi 2 sudu perencah laksa Sarawak.
* "Missing"- Taugeh
Kuah Siap!
Bahan segera - Santan, sambal tumis & perencah laksa Sarawak.
* Goreng ikan bilis.
*Rebus perencah laksa Sarawak & tapiskan sesudah masak.
* Masukkan santan serta air rebusan udang /ayam dan kerang.
* Tambah garam & serbuk perisa ayam serta sambal tumis.
* Masukkan lagi 2 sudu perencah laksa Sarawak.
* "Missing"- Taugeh
Kuah Siap!
Bahan segera - Santan, sambal tumis & perencah laksa Sarawak.
Thursday, 15 January 2009
Hikayat Bihun
Mahu dikatakan perut ini lapar, tidak juga. Namun aku tidak tahu mengapa minda dan hati seolah-olah sehati mengatakan bahawa ia perlu makan. Aku jenguk ke dalam peti ais, hanya ada bebola daging dan sayur di sana. Lalu aku terkenang tengahari tadi aku ada membeli rempah laksa sarawak dan bihun, sayangnya santan dan bahan-bahan lain pula tiada.
Minda mula berfikir, pati ayam pasti membantu. Ku rebus bihun dan mula memotong bebola daging, cili dan batang sayur. Aku toskan bihun sesudah ia masak. Ku rebuskan air di dalam kuali lalu aku campakkan bahan yang sudah aku potong bersama asam keping. Aku tambahkan pati ayam namun hati masih belum puas. Ku koyakkan plastik rempah laksa lalu ku picitkan isinya kedalam kuali yang sedang mendidih airnya. Sedap juga rasanya, aku mengomel sendiri. Ku masukkan sayur dan sedikit tepung jagung.
Minda mula berfikir, pati ayam pasti membantu. Ku rebus bihun dan mula memotong bebola daging, cili dan batang sayur. Aku toskan bihun sesudah ia masak. Ku rebuskan air di dalam kuali lalu aku campakkan bahan yang sudah aku potong bersama asam keping. Aku tambahkan pati ayam namun hati masih belum puas. Ku koyakkan plastik rempah laksa lalu ku picitkan isinya kedalam kuali yang sedang mendidih airnya. Sedap juga rasanya, aku mengomel sendiri. Ku masukkan sayur dan sedikit tepung jagung.
Monday, 12 January 2009
X-chestray
X-ray adalah antara yang ko kena buat kalau mo masuk kerja gomen. Alhamdulillah, urusan aku selesai hari ni. Kenapa aku publish gambar x-ray ni? entah laaaa
Sunday, 11 January 2009
Friday, 9 January 2009
Nice doctor
I decided to go home to settle my medical check-up. I already get verbal permission from my boss yesterday. At 7.50 am, i arrived at the ferry terminal. Notes - speedboat passengers will have to wait for Kk express to depart at 8.30.
I arrived at Beu Fot Hospital around 9.45. The nurse at the counter told us that i need an appointment before i can see the doctor. To be told that all slots for appointment were no longer available until 21 January adding more disappointment to me. They suggested i try my luck at KP. My dad tried his by asking the doctor personally. Left with no choice when all the nurses were ok with it,he agreed. I have my appointment after lunch. I came back around 2 pm and my number was 7018. The doctor was nice and steady,not like the other doctor i met at klinik kesihatan Labuan yesterday whom very good at talking but fail miserably at listening. I wonder how he communicate with senior citizens with such attitude. It was almost 4 pm when i finished. I looked outside, it was very dark. The rain started pouring heavily on the way home. With weather like this, i don't think i can make it to Labuan.
I arrived at Beu Fot Hospital around 9.45. The nurse at the counter told us that i need an appointment before i can see the doctor. To be told that all slots for appointment were no longer available until 21 January adding more disappointment to me. They suggested i try my luck at KP. My dad tried his by asking the doctor personally. Left with no choice when all the nurses were ok with it,he agreed. I have my appointment after lunch. I came back around 2 pm and my number was 7018. The doctor was nice and steady,not like the other doctor i met at klinik kesihatan Labuan yesterday whom very good at talking but fail miserably at listening. I wonder how he communicate with senior citizens with such attitude. It was almost 4 pm when i finished. I looked outside, it was very dark. The rain started pouring heavily on the way home. With weather like this, i don't think i can make it to Labuan.
Thursday, 8 January 2009
Cerita aku dan Che DeT
Aku ingin bercerita tentang seseorang. Tentang seorang lelaki yang aku kagumi bernama Mahathir.
Tun Mahathir menjadi perdana menteri pada tahun yang sama aku di lahirkan. Aku membesar dalam kepimpinan dan ideologi beliau. Bila ditanya tentang tokoh yang aku hormati, dari sekadar seorang kanak-kanak kecil yang belum mengerti apa itu politik, sehinggalah usia aku sekarang, aku pasti menyebut nama beliau walaupun sehingga saat ini aku masih belum sepenuhnya mengerti erti politik itu melainkan membayangkan ia suatu yang kotor.
Bagi aku Tun Mahathir adalah seorang pemikir yang memimpin, beliau bukan hanya sekadar seorang pemimpin. Menjadi pemimpin sesuatu yang boleh dipelajari dan diwarisi dari seseorang namun kepimpinan ada sesuatu ciri yang dimiliki oleh satu-satu individu itu sendiri.
Beliau juga adalah contoh seorang manusia yang punya keazaman dan keinginan yang sangat tinggi, yang tahu apa yang beliau mahu dalam hidup. Banyak yang kita dengar tentang beliau, malah adakalanya kisah negatif menutup segala yang beliau lakukan untuk Negara selama beliau memimpin. Beliau bukan sahaja seorang ketua Negara, jangan kita lupa yang beliau juga adalah seorang ketua keluarga. Amat sukar bagi beliau memuaskan hati semua pihak kerana beliau perlu lakukan apa yang beliau perlu lakukan. Walau tiada kamus dewan untuk aku rujuk di saat ini, membayangakn maksud perdana itu sahaja sudah memadai kita merujuk sesuatu yang amat besar.
Untuk aku, apa yang kita perlukan bukanlah seorang pemimpin yang 'baik'. Bagi aku juga, sesebuah Negara tidak memerlukan pemimpin yang sempurna kerana tidak pernah ada kesempurnaan dalam seorang manusia. Membandingkan sikap pemimpin di zaman para Nabi bezanya seolah beza di antara kedudukan huruf A dan Z, bukan huruf di antaranya.
Tun Mahathir menjadi perdana menteri pada tahun yang sama aku di lahirkan. Aku membesar dalam kepimpinan dan ideologi beliau. Bila ditanya tentang tokoh yang aku hormati, dari sekadar seorang kanak-kanak kecil yang belum mengerti apa itu politik, sehinggalah usia aku sekarang, aku pasti menyebut nama beliau walaupun sehingga saat ini aku masih belum sepenuhnya mengerti erti politik itu melainkan membayangkan ia suatu yang kotor.
Bagi aku Tun Mahathir adalah seorang pemikir yang memimpin, beliau bukan hanya sekadar seorang pemimpin. Menjadi pemimpin sesuatu yang boleh dipelajari dan diwarisi dari seseorang namun kepimpinan ada sesuatu ciri yang dimiliki oleh satu-satu individu itu sendiri.
Beliau juga adalah contoh seorang manusia yang punya keazaman dan keinginan yang sangat tinggi, yang tahu apa yang beliau mahu dalam hidup. Banyak yang kita dengar tentang beliau, malah adakalanya kisah negatif menutup segala yang beliau lakukan untuk Negara selama beliau memimpin. Beliau bukan sahaja seorang ketua Negara, jangan kita lupa yang beliau juga adalah seorang ketua keluarga. Amat sukar bagi beliau memuaskan hati semua pihak kerana beliau perlu lakukan apa yang beliau perlu lakukan. Walau tiada kamus dewan untuk aku rujuk di saat ini, membayangakn maksud perdana itu sahaja sudah memadai kita merujuk sesuatu yang amat besar.
Untuk aku, apa yang kita perlukan bukanlah seorang pemimpin yang 'baik'. Bagi aku juga, sesebuah Negara tidak memerlukan pemimpin yang sempurna kerana tidak pernah ada kesempurnaan dalam seorang manusia. Membandingkan sikap pemimpin di zaman para Nabi bezanya seolah beza di antara kedudukan huruf A dan Z, bukan huruf di antaranya.
Wednesday, 7 January 2009
Rehab
Baby, baby
When we first met
I never felt
something so strong
You were like my lover
And my best friend
All wrapped into one
With a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden
You went and left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shot
That spun me around
And now my heart left
I feel so empty and hollow
And I'll never give
myself to another
The way I gave it to you
Don't even recognize
The ways you hurt me
Do you?
It's gonna take a
miracle to bring
me back
And you're the one to blame
And now I feel like, oh
You're the reason
Why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on
These cigarettes no more
I guess this is what I get
For wishful thinking
Should've never let
you enter my door
Next time you wanna
go on and leave
I should just let you
go on and do it
'Cause now I'm using
like I please
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
Damn,
Ain't it crazy
When your love slams?
You'll do anything
For the one you love
'Cause anytime
That you needed me
I'd be there
It's like
You were my favorite drug
The only problem is
That you was using me
In a different way
That I was using you
But now that I know
That it's not meant to be
You gotta go
I gotta wean myself off of you
Rihanna - Rehab
Tuesday, 6 January 2009
Monday, 5 January 2009
Sunday, 4 January 2009
Floating Restaurant Manja Rasa
Hari ni sesi menumpang kasih keluarga my Crime Partner, si kaka ai. Kali ni kitaorang p serang restoran terapun, Manja Rasa dekat Labuan Sport Complex. Oke ka food dia? oke laaa. Yang penting ngap perut kenyang...
Manja Rasa Restaurant
Labuan Sea Sport Complex
Call 087424935 for reservation
Adult - RM 20 nett
Children ( 8 to 3) - RM 10 nett
Labuan Sea Sport Complex
Call 087424935 for reservation
Adult - RM 20 nett
Children ( 8 to 3) - RM 10 nett
Friday, 2 January 2009
NEW YEAR
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
It is 2009 and i am still here. Thank god for giving me the opportunity to be alive and for everything that came with it. As for this year, my new resolution will be not to have one at all. Every year I told myself that i want to be better,yet i am not the one judging it. I am not hoping for miracles. All i want is a simple peaceful life.
For those i was unable to forgive, it is only god who have the rights. For those i was unable to forget,it is only god who have my hearts.
It is 2009 and i am still here. Thank god for giving me the opportunity to be alive and for everything that came with it. As for this year, my new resolution will be not to have one at all. Every year I told myself that i want to be better,yet i am not the one judging it. I am not hoping for miracles. All i want is a simple peaceful life.
For those i was unable to forgive, it is only god who have the rights. For those i was unable to forget,it is only god who have my hearts.
Wednesday, 31 December 2008
Tuesday, 30 December 2008
Monday, 29 December 2008
Crazy Cat
As I remembered, Sunday is always enjoyable. Here at my hometown, a feeling of welcomed “forced” me to open my eyes as early as 6 in the morning. I ended up watching cartoons while my friend spent time away with my mom.
Later, I sent my friend to bus terminal around 11 am. My sister insisted for a trip to KK, what else I can say.
We left home at 2 pm and arrived at 1 Borneo almost two hour later. We reached home at tuaran around 6.30 pm only to find out the home was chaotic all over the place like someone has broken into it. Cats poop everywhere proved that our first impression was totally wrong.
I think this cat went crazy as it was unable to find the way out. It took my sister an hour of cleaning to realize a kitty was hiding under the fridge. It did not end there. After 30 minutes of hard work trying to get the kitty out of its hiding place, she realized it was not only one but two of them. Ha ha ha. Not to mention my sister was not a cat person and she was so damn afraid of it.
Later, I sent my friend to bus terminal around 11 am. My sister insisted for a trip to KK, what else I can say.
We left home at 2 pm and arrived at 1 Borneo almost two hour later. We reached home at tuaran around 6.30 pm only to find out the home was chaotic all over the place like someone has broken into it. Cats poop everywhere proved that our first impression was totally wrong.
I think this cat went crazy as it was unable to find the way out. It took my sister an hour of cleaning to realize a kitty was hiding under the fridge. It did not end there. After 30 minutes of hard work trying to get the kitty out of its hiding place, she realized it was not only one but two of them. Ha ha ha. Not to mention my sister was not a cat person and she was so damn afraid of it.
Sunday, 28 December 2008
I blog from ferry
Before I drove to office this morning, I was thinking about sending my car for its next 5000 km service and ride a bus home. However, it was about 100 meter from the service center when I suddenly change my mind. I called the ferry service provider and asked for available ticket for today which I already knew there is none.
When speaking about luck, today is really one of my luckiest days. I visited site and unintentionally mention to one of my koncho about my plan. He asked why not I told him earlier, took his phone out straight afterward. I heard he asked his friend to check with the ferry provider it there was any ticket left. Few minutes later, his friend called back and informed that they can save a place for me for their 7 pm trip. I called my friend shortly to ask if she wants to come with me and confirm after she said yes. So, here I am. I think we will reach home around 9.30 pm.
Major credits to my koncho Mr Abdullah.
When speaking about luck, today is really one of my luckiest days. I visited site and unintentionally mention to one of my koncho about my plan. He asked why not I told him earlier, took his phone out straight afterward. I heard he asked his friend to check with the ferry provider it there was any ticket left. Few minutes later, his friend called back and informed that they can save a place for me for their 7 pm trip. I called my friend shortly to ask if she wants to come with me and confirm after she said yes. So, here I am. I think we will reach home around 9.30 pm.
Major credits to my koncho Mr Abdullah.
Saturday, 27 December 2008
Thursday, 25 December 2008
Christmas
Today is Christmas day. I woke up at 8 am this morning with dizzy head, probably caused by my eating out with my crime partners and good friend last night. My weight has increased due to changing in my eating habit lately.
My uncle once told me that I look “bloated” and accused broken heart as the main reason. Well, I could not agree with him. I simply view it like this, since I don’t have to budget for dating and wedding, I have lots to spend on myself. On these past few months, I spent on every thing that came across my mind freely without any worries unlike before. I am starting to like all this but I do save a little worries on my weight. Who doesn’t?
Wednesday, 24 December 2008
The longest post
It is my habit to wake up early in the morning, up until few years ago. But this morning, I was up before the crack of dawn. It was all because of one letter.
I arrived at office around 10 am after visiting our work site. I pulled into the parking lot half expecting not to see my boss's car but it was already there indeed. Still have no idea how to tell him face to face about my resignation letter which I handed to management last week. With an empty mind and a heart that beats faster than usual, I climbed up the stairs, opened the door and headed to my table. I flashed an empty smile when my CrimePartner whispered the phrase “Boss dah tahu”.
I always knew that resigning from my current job would be the hardest thing for me.
There was a strange look on my boss face when I came in to report to him about the status of our current project. As I wanted to leave the room, he opened his mouth and said “Saya dengar you mau resign”. After a short conversation between us, I left the room. He told me it is hard for him if I were not here. I was afraid tears would come out for a second time in front of him. What he did not know, it is also hard for me after these four and a half years here.
We got a discussion with client on the afternoon, with presence of big boss. My boss asked me to be there, which I did attend only from outside the meeting room :) After the meeting ended, big boss called me to his room. I less expected that but he gave me advises and shared thoughts about the idea of working for the government.
I do aware about things that I might encounter as a government servant. I am not prejudice by any means but all I heard always reflect the negatives side. I worried about many things, the boss and the political environment that might exist at work place. I worried about the fact that I need to start over at a new place, alone. Maybe I worry too much, maybe there were good things awaited me ahead but I really don’t know what I should do right now
The situation might be different if my M-plan went throuh. Now I need to plan all over again and I do find it intricate this time. I already have all I ever asked for here, but somehow, I need to make the right decision for my future. Please help me God.
This morning, my boss called me to his room. Only today I have courage of asking him since when did he know and he told me he already knew since Monday actually. He did talk more than yesterday. He asked me do I have problems with my work or was there something that I was not satisfied with. I told him it was not that and that I have not decided to accept the offer up until now. I did fax my acceptance but the final decision will be on the day I report to duty.
Actually, I do not want to leave but I need to consider a lot of things which of course involve my future. I loved what I have here but would this be the right choice? If I choose to leave, would that be the best decision for me? My mind is in grey. I am having the time of my life and a lots had happened this year. I might looked happy and unaffected by my broken engagement but if truth be told, my heart was totally wrecked and was cut so deep, that I did not cry yet! I am not in denial as I was an optimist and did think carefully before I made my decision. Either one I choose, it still hurts me.
I arrived at office around 10 am after visiting our work site. I pulled into the parking lot half expecting not to see my boss's car but it was already there indeed. Still have no idea how to tell him face to face about my resignation letter which I handed to management last week. With an empty mind and a heart that beats faster than usual, I climbed up the stairs, opened the door and headed to my table. I flashed an empty smile when my CrimePartner whispered the phrase “Boss dah tahu”.
I always knew that resigning from my current job would be the hardest thing for me.
There was a strange look on my boss face when I came in to report to him about the status of our current project. As I wanted to leave the room, he opened his mouth and said “Saya dengar you mau resign”. After a short conversation between us, I left the room. He told me it is hard for him if I were not here. I was afraid tears would come out for a second time in front of him. What he did not know, it is also hard for me after these four and a half years here.
We got a discussion with client on the afternoon, with presence of big boss. My boss asked me to be there, which I did attend only from outside the meeting room :) After the meeting ended, big boss called me to his room. I less expected that but he gave me advises and shared thoughts about the idea of working for the government.
I do aware about things that I might encounter as a government servant. I am not prejudice by any means but all I heard always reflect the negatives side. I worried about many things, the boss and the political environment that might exist at work place. I worried about the fact that I need to start over at a new place, alone. Maybe I worry too much, maybe there were good things awaited me ahead but I really don’t know what I should do right now
The situation might be different if my M-plan went throuh. Now I need to plan all over again and I do find it intricate this time. I already have all I ever asked for here, but somehow, I need to make the right decision for my future. Please help me God.
This morning, my boss called me to his room. Only today I have courage of asking him since when did he know and he told me he already knew since Monday actually. He did talk more than yesterday. He asked me do I have problems with my work or was there something that I was not satisfied with. I told him it was not that and that I have not decided to accept the offer up until now. I did fax my acceptance but the final decision will be on the day I report to duty.
Actually, I do not want to leave but I need to consider a lot of things which of course involve my future. I loved what I have here but would this be the right choice? If I choose to leave, would that be the best decision for me? My mind is in grey. I am having the time of my life and a lots had happened this year. I might looked happy and unaffected by my broken engagement but if truth be told, my heart was totally wrecked and was cut so deep, that I did not cry yet! I am not in denial as I was an optimist and did think carefully before I made my decision. Either one I choose, it still hurts me.
Wednesday, 17 December 2008
Laksa night
Nyammmm! I am back from my trip from The Grill. Terasa-rasa lagi di tekak betapa kuatnya rempah laksa dia.. udah la udangnya pun banyak.. uii naa..
I was unable to think about anything else except Laksa since petang lagi ;)
I was unable to think about anything else except Laksa since petang lagi ;)
Tuesday, 16 December 2008
I HATE THIS PART
What a bore...
I visited my koncho.. yay.. we managed to finished 10 nos of DRTB.
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I hate this part - Pussycat dolls
We're driving slow through the snow
On fifth avenue
And right now radio's
All that we can hear
Man we ain't talked since we left
It's so overdue
It's cold outside
But between us
The world slows down but my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here
Everyday seven takes of the same
Seems we're bound by the loss of the same team
Gotta talk to you now before we go to sleep
But well we sleep once I tell you
The world slows down but my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here
I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothings wrong
But there is no more time for lies
Cause I see in your eyes
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
But I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I hate this part
I gotta do it
I hate this part right here
And I just can't take these tears
I hate this part
I visited my koncho.. yay.. we managed to finished 10 nos of DRTB.
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I hate this part - Pussycat dolls
We're driving slow through the snow
On fifth avenue
And right now radio's
All that we can hear
Man we ain't talked since we left
It's so overdue
It's cold outside
But between us
The world slows down but my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here
Everyday seven takes of the same
Seems we're bound by the loss of the same team
Gotta talk to you now before we go to sleep
But well we sleep once I tell you
The world slows down but my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here
I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothings wrong
But there is no more time for lies
Cause I see in your eyes
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
But I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I hate this part
I gotta do it
I hate this part right here
And I just can't take these tears
I hate this part
Monday, 15 December 2008
Sunday Morning
I woke up early this morning, considered 8 am as early la on Sunday morning.
Sappy pathetic little me
That was the girl I used to be
You had me on my knees
I'd trade you places any day
I'd never thought you could be that way
But you looked like me on Sunday
You came in with the breeze
On Sunday Morning
You sure have changed since yesterday
Without any warning
I thought I knew you
I thought I knew you
I thought I knew you well... so well
You're trying my shoes on for a change
They look so good but fit so strange
Out of fashion so I can complain
You came in with the breeze
On Sunday Morning
You sure have changed since yesterday
Without any warning
I thought I knew you
I thought I knew you
I thought I knew you well... so well
I know who I am, but who are you?
You're not looking like you used to
You're on the other side of the mirror
So nothing's looking quite as clear
Thank you, for turning on the light
Thank you, now you're the parasite
I didn't think you had it in you
And now, you're looking like I used to!
You came in with the breeze
On Sunday Morning
You sure have changed since yesterday
Without any warning
And you want me badly
You cannot have me
I thought I knew you
I've got a new view
I thought I knew you well...
No Doubt - Sunday Morning
IKLAN
Oh wellI felt like eating McMuffin la pula. Hah! There you go my calories.
I went to UK but it was still early. All the shops will only be open at 10 a.m but i took my time to observe what were peoples doing on the morning. I find it quite amazing to do that.. i could not explain :) What's that suppose to mean hah?
My crime partner called, she informed that her mother was overjoyed to know that her blood reading downed to 6. Thanks to KH KOPI i guess.. ha ha ha. Steamboat night will be in our next week plan..
Thanks to my stomach and mind that made me eat 2 McMuffin, 2 glasses of coffee, I container of ice cream, 2 pack of tapioca chips, 1 glass of milky carrot juice and nasi pataya... Thank you! Thank you!
Sappy pathetic little me
That was the girl I used to be
You had me on my knees
I'd trade you places any day
I'd never thought you could be that way
But you looked like me on Sunday
You came in with the breeze
On Sunday Morning
You sure have changed since yesterday
Without any warning
I thought I knew you
I thought I knew you
I thought I knew you well... so well
You're trying my shoes on for a change
They look so good but fit so strange
Out of fashion so I can complain
You came in with the breeze
On Sunday Morning
You sure have changed since yesterday
Without any warning
I thought I knew you
I thought I knew you
I thought I knew you well... so well
I know who I am, but who are you?
You're not looking like you used to
You're on the other side of the mirror
So nothing's looking quite as clear
Thank you, for turning on the light
Thank you, now you're the parasite
I didn't think you had it in you
And now, you're looking like I used to!
You came in with the breeze
On Sunday Morning
You sure have changed since yesterday
Without any warning
And you want me badly
You cannot have me
I thought I knew you
I've got a new view
I thought I knew you well...
No Doubt - Sunday Morning
IKLAN
Oh wellI felt like eating McMuffin la pula. Hah! There you go my calories.
I went to UK but it was still early. All the shops will only be open at 10 a.m but i took my time to observe what were peoples doing on the morning. I find it quite amazing to do that.. i could not explain :) What's that suppose to mean hah?
My crime partner called, she informed that her mother was overjoyed to know that her blood reading downed to 6. Thanks to KH KOPI i guess.. ha ha ha. Steamboat night will be in our next week plan..
Thanks to my stomach and mind that made me eat 2 McMuffin, 2 glasses of coffee, I container of ice cream, 2 pack of tapioca chips, 1 glass of milky carrot juice and nasi pataya... Thank you! Thank you!
Saturday, 13 December 2008
Next 5000 km
Saturday.. i loved Saturday as always. I felt so tired but I purak2 not to know why.. Ho ho ho!
I was thinking about going to my car nya' service center since my millage reached its next 5000. I was only 2 km to the center when the rain started pouring.. daaa.. it made me change my mind and imagined me on the bed. Whew!
I tried to bring my eyes to sleep, i just couldn't.. cheh.. i finally able to sleep after 6 p.m. Till morning la of course.... Luckily i was on my "vacation". I left my housemate wondering where i was till she sms me asking will i be home tonight. Ha ha.. of course la.. indeed, i was busy snoring maybe.. who knows!
I was thinking about going to my car nya' service center since my millage reached its next 5000. I was only 2 km to the center when the rain started pouring.. daaa.. it made me change my mind and imagined me on the bed. Whew!
I tried to bring my eyes to sleep, i just couldn't.. cheh.. i finally able to sleep after 6 p.m. Till morning la of course.... Luckily i was on my "vacation". I left my housemate wondering where i was till she sms me asking will i be home tonight. Ha ha.. of course la.. indeed, i was busy snoring maybe.. who knows!
Friday, 12 December 2008
POST OFFICE
I went to UK to post my acceptance to SPA offer. Guess i will have to accept the offer, what else can it be.. but.. I will only make my final decision later. On the positive side, this might be my reward in exchange to something that I gave up. Let this be between me and God :)
I was supposed to be marxyzxx and moving will only be in my plan after July 2009. Guess i can only have one.. yet I always believe.. God knows what is best for us..
I went out with my crime partners family.. only the 5 of us.. ladies night out again.. ha ha. This time we went to Tomyam Island. Biasa2 lah..
I was supposed to be marxyzxx and moving will only be in my plan after July 2009. Guess i can only have one.. yet I always believe.. God knows what is best for us..
I went out with my crime partners family.. only the 5 of us.. ladies night out again.. ha ha. This time we went to Tomyam Island. Biasa2 lah..
Wednesday, 10 December 2008
RETURN OF THE ....
I came back from my vacation today. What a bore to drive alone. The ferry arrived at LA 12 pm sharp, without a delay. I went to UJ and did some shopping.. he he. I visited my koncho2 at site before my office. My koncho informed me that we will be able to reach the target to deliver 10 to 15 DB to ASB.
I called our supplier and she informed that the pipes ETA on 15 Dec.. I estimated we will need a week for delivery to here. Luckily we have experts.. of korse lah.. ha ha
I called our supplier and she informed that the pipes ETA on 15 Dec.. I estimated we will need a week for delivery to here. Luckily we have experts.. of korse lah.. ha ha
Tuesday, 9 December 2008
Hari Raya Qurban
What a wonderful day.. Siukk nya di kampung. Today is Hari Raya Qurban. Normally, we celebrate this day like our normal weekend, nothing special except for solat Raya la. We went to town for some shopping while my mother cooked nasi lemak at home.
We visited grannies at noon. Both of them are still well, except for my grandfather yang kena food poisoning pagi ni but he was okey then. Waa.. dapat rezeki daging qurban lagi.
We visited grannies at noon. Both of them are still well, except for my grandfather yang kena food poisoning pagi ni but he was okey then. Waa.. dapat rezeki daging qurban lagi.
Monday, 8 December 2008
KK lagi
I left home at 9 something and it took almost 2 hours to reach KK, nasiblah.. school holiday kan. Consider I have my mother and my friends mother, kalau idak.. 120 - 140 of course! Karang my mother panicked plak.
Our first destination at CP la of course. We went to Sinsuran for some shopping.. my mother la ni. Rain rain go away.. wallla.. hujan lagi tu. I stopped at this shop, waaa.. we have mydin alike shop in KK now ha! I bought 3 4 papan jugakla brooch.Our next station at Segama. I nearly wanted to xxx this kerek driver during parking. This is what happen when kerek meets kerek la.. ha ha. I went to McD while my mother busy with her kain langsir and bla bla bla.. and my two sisters already gone with the wind. I got myself McFlurry + the famous Famous Amos pecan biscuits.. ui naaa. sadappp!
Next station at 1 Borneo. This is a must la since my sister agreed to pay for car oil kan.. so i have to bring her wherever she wanted to go. My mother complained that she cannot walk any more. Ooo... lepas puas uda si kawan to shopping barang dia.. lupa anak2 gadis ni pun pandai shopping. Ho ho ho.. my mother.
We reached home at 8 pm. My father called several times to check on our location.. he he.
Our first destination at CP la of course. We went to Sinsuran for some shopping.. my mother la ni. Rain rain go away.. wallla.. hujan lagi tu. I stopped at this shop, waaa.. we have mydin alike shop in KK now ha! I bought 3 4 papan jugakla brooch.Our next station at Segama. I nearly wanted to xxx this kerek driver during parking. This is what happen when kerek meets kerek la.. ha ha. I went to McD while my mother busy with her kain langsir and bla bla bla.. and my two sisters already gone with the wind. I got myself McFlurry + the famous Famous Amos pecan biscuits.. ui naaa. sadappp!
Next station at 1 Borneo. This is a must la since my sister agreed to pay for car oil kan.. so i have to bring her wherever she wanted to go. My mother complained that she cannot walk any more. Ooo... lepas puas uda si kawan to shopping barang dia.. lupa anak2 gadis ni pun pandai shopping. Ho ho ho.. my mother.
We reached home at 8 pm. My father called several times to check on our location.. he he.
Sunday, 7 December 2008
My Third Trip
My mother arrived today with my 'lil sis to accompany me during my trip home. Ha ha.. Jangan ba.. Malam ba itu.. my ticket scheduled at 7.00 p.m but we left LA around 8 something. School holiday maa..
I parked my car at the terminal and we went to this mamak stall to eat roti canai la of course. It was sooo cold inside the ferry that night.. gigil2 kaimurang ni. Luckily I managed to get myself a strategic place on the ferry so that i can turun2 ambil barang at anytime i like without worries that i might bang onto someone car.. ha ha.
I parked my car at the terminal and we went to this mamak stall to eat roti canai la of course. It was sooo cold inside the ferry that night.. gigil2 kaimurang ni. Luckily I managed to get myself a strategic place on the ferry so that i can turun2 ambil barang at anytime i like without worries that i might bang onto someone car.. ha ha.
Saturday, 6 December 2008
Whatt??
I tried to bring my eyes to sleep during my lunch hour, but my mind couldn't rest la pulak. I reached my phone a started googling for SPA website. My heart started beating faster when i saw the link to my interview result. I clicked on it but.. well.. error in communication daa. I sat at my table and entered the website through my laptop.
I typed my ic number and it said,
Tahniah ! Anda telah berjaya dan surat tawaran akan dikeluarkan oleh Kementerian/Jabatan berkenaan.
Kementerian/Jabatan : KEMENTERIAN KERJA RAYA MALAYSIA, BHG PENGURUSAN SUMBER MANUSIA, TKT 13 BLOK B, KOMPLEKS KERJA RAYA, JALAN SULTAN SALAHUDDIN,
Kementerian/Jabatan : KEMENTERIAN KERJA RAYA MALAYSIA, BHG PENGURUSAN SUMBER MANUSIA, TKT 13 BLOK B, KOMPLEKS KERJA RAYA, JALAN SULTAN SALAHUDDIN,
Really? What should i feel nih? Waaaaaa?
Sunday, 30 November 2008
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Thursday, 20 November 2008
Ferry rosak sudaaa
We left hotel after breakfast. I tried to look for my yellow card inside my car but it was nowhere to be found. Oh.. maybe i left it at our house.. Terpaksa pusing balik pg my house that caused me to lost one-hour jugak la. We searched within the house but, still.... I tried hard to remember where I put it. Tadaaa... Oh.. I left it at our hotel room, under the sofa. We called one of our office mates that are still in the room at that time to check under the sofa... Yarrr.. C.O.N.F.I.R.M.E.D!
Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!! What a waste of energy today! We arrived at BF around 12 and office mate gue ni sempat jugakla memborong tikar dari pasar. We left my parent's house at 2.30 p.m. Drive slow2 jak.. 80 to 100.. ha ha ha.. Slowww
At 3.00 pm, vehicles started to occupy all the available spaces at the ferry terminal and left me to queue far at the back. Cheh.. My office mates who came with me in this trip, yang sampai lagi lewat ni queued their car in front of my car. Ini ngak bule jadik ni! I tried to find a spot in front of their car pulaq.. Haaa.. ada satu behind my bos.
Baru jak hati gumbira, tiba2 one of this uncle suruh park dibelakang balik sebab jalan sempit, nanti ada trailer besar mo lalu. Ini tidak adil!! Dalam blur2 (konon la), I saw my boss tried to park his car nicely then he asked this car at the back, which is in front of me to move forward a little bit so that I can have a space to park my car nicely jugak la kunun. Sudah tu, I yang cemas still ndak berjaya mo kasi lurus kereta. My boss kecian kali tengok I yang terkial-kial asked me to turun dari kereta and he took over my car.. He he he.. Thank you boss! Nasib boss I prihatin.
Suda kamiurang kepanasan dalam hujan, baru dapat tau ferry rosak di laut. Cheh! We arrive at LA dekat2 jam 9 setengah jugak la. Penat? Naa ahh..;D
Wednesday, 19 November 2008
TUESDAY
We planned to go to CP and pasar kraftangan but again, i took the wrong road which caused us to end up at the TDP hotel which is quite a shock la jugak.. wa ha ha. How come aa?
The receptionist said that we can only check-in after 2 pm. Cheh. She siap asked us, were you the Urusetia.. kinda la bah!
Sent my housemate to terminal and headed to hotel.. waahh.. siukk.. but the parking.. who is the architect hah?? aiyyyaaaak.. engineer? who? aiiiiiyaaarkk.. teruqq woo! But one of my koncho bawa this ford van, quite long la.. tapi he entered with no problem ponnn.. wallah!
We went to Karamunsing to tapau for my little sis.. i was.. i suddenly felt ssssoo sickk when we reached the hotel. I took a panadol and sleep for about 30 minutes.. huarrrghhh.. nasib okek.
I leave my sis alone in the hotel room. I knew that she will be fine lah tuh! I followed my koncho2 to SH.. malas mo drive.
The receptionist said that we can only check-in after 2 pm. Cheh. She siap asked us, were you the Urusetia.. kinda la bah!
Sent my housemate to terminal and headed to hotel.. waahh.. siukk.. but the parking.. who is the architect hah?? aiyyyaaaak.. engineer? who? aiiiiiyaaarkk.. teruqq woo! But one of my koncho bawa this ford van, quite long la.. tapi he entered with no problem ponnn.. wallah!
We went to Karamunsing to tapau for my little sis.. i was.. i suddenly felt ssssoo sickk when we reached the hotel. I took a panadol and sleep for about 30 minutes.. huarrrghhh.. nasib okek.
I leave my sis alone in the hotel room. I knew that she will be fine lah tuh! I followed my koncho2 to SH.. malas mo drive.
Tuesday, 18 November 2008
MONDAY
Wahh.. last night.. what a terrible sleep i had.. haaaaaarkkkkk..
I cooked nasi goreng for breakfast then sent my sis to her school. Our next destination.. ferry terminal to buy ticket for my housemate, she is to return to LA tomorrow.
We stopped at Karamunsing centre because i was having trouble to find the road to CP. Cheh.. what aa.. so easy pun sasat!! Not just that.. This is our second attempt to 'ambush pasar kraftangan and also our second failure due to rain.. Poor housemate of mine..She is the one who is beria2 to visit the pasar.. wa wa wa..
Main plan hari ni, op kos la wedding anak big bos dekat Sutera Harbour makanya perjalanan kitaorang kali ni di taja oke. Thanks big bos! Tapi hotel nda la duk dekat Sutera Harbour, duk dekat Tang Dynasty Hotel... nda jauh pun dari SH. Aku belanja menu je la ya..
I cooked nasi goreng for breakfast then sent my sis to her school. Our next destination.. ferry terminal to buy ticket for my housemate, she is to return to LA tomorrow.
We stopped at Karamunsing centre because i was having trouble to find the road to CP. Cheh.. what aa.. so easy pun sasat!! Not just that.. This is our second attempt to 'ambush pasar kraftangan and also our second failure due to rain.. Poor housemate of mine..She is the one who is beria2 to visit the pasar.. wa wa wa..
Main plan hari ni, op kos la wedding anak big bos dekat Sutera Harbour makanya perjalanan kitaorang kali ni di taja oke. Thanks big bos! Tapi hotel nda la duk dekat Sutera Harbour, duk dekat Tang Dynasty Hotel... nda jauh pun dari SH. Aku belanja menu je la ya..
Monday, 17 November 2008
SUNDAY
I woke up early to prepare for my trip to KK. I already loaded my things inside the car yesterday.. waa ha haa.. full okek.. It was already 7 when i left house.. i drove almost like F1 driver because i was worried the ferry might leave without us.. wa ha ha
I picked my office mate at her house.. bla bla.. we reached the ferry around 7.30 but left LA around 8 sumething.. cheh! Wasting my oil racing2 on the road saja!
We arrived at my parents house around 10.45.. waaa.. my mother handed me the red durian.. hear that!!! Red durian.. Correct ka?
We left the house and headed to town to pick up my sisters.. aiyakkk.. this two aa wanted to follow lagi..
I picked my office mate at her house.. bla bla.. we reached the ferry around 7.30 but left LA around 8 sumething.. cheh! Wasting my oil racing2 on the road saja!
We arrived at my parents house around 10.45.. waaa.. my mother handed me the red durian.. hear that!!! Red durian.. Correct ka?
We left the house and headed to town to pick up my sisters.. aiyakkk.. this two aa wanted to follow lagi..
Sunday, 16 November 2008
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