Monday 30 November 2009

JB lagi

Besok aku kena turun JB lagi dengan AF1Senora & Aboss. Budak2 lain semua cuti. RonSenora dah dekat LA. Aku sedih juga nanti bila dia dah takder. Dia la tempat aku nak merujuk segala menda dan mengorek segala ilmu2. Dan yang pasti dah takder la orang yang akan panggil nama aku every morning. Sepanjang berjiran, every morning ler nama aku akan berkumandang dengan kuatnya kalau dia sampai ofis. Bukan takat pagi, tengahar sampai ke petang kadang2 tu. Dia ni jenis yang ceria. 


Ada one day tu, dia dengan kuat serta excitednya memanggil nama aku sambil tersengih2 tanpa sedar ABoss ada dekat2. ABoss pandang semacam jek.. hahaha.. Teringat tadi, ABoss tanya pasal dia. ABoss*da lama da ke tahu RonSenora tu dapat transfer LA. Ko mesti tahu kan. Aku*Erk!. Ayat tu semacam jek :P Aku tahu RonSenora tu sayang nak tinggalkan unit kitaorang tapi dia kesian dekat anak dia. Ala.. besok dia naik pangkat, sure akan  balik hq juga, aku yakin amats main branch akan tarik dia sebab dia memang bagus.


Kenapa semua yang baik ngan aku kena kuar dari unit kitaorang. Aku rasa sedih. Tapi tak tahu nak zahirkan macamana. Time kerja la time aku nak bermesra bersama rakyat sebab bila balik keja or ujung2 minggu, aku prefer to spare time for myself doing my thing. 

Tadi aku apply cuti ari rabu ngan khamis ni. Napa aku apply cuti eak? Tah! Aku pun kompius sebab aku takder hal pun. Mmm... mungkin sebab cuti aku tinggal berbelas ari lagi kot. Dulu masa aku dekat LA, cuti tahunan 14 hari tu pun aku tak terhabis setahun. Mesti ada balance tuk bawak g tahun depan so, kalau cuti 24 hari... apakan lagi kan. Ujung taun samada balik ke tak still tak tahu. Aku dah plan elok2, tapi disebabkan kebodohan tuut.. so, aku kena re-plan which aku rasa aku tanak ubah plan aku. Yang pastu,rabu ngan khamis ni aku nak menchotikan diri.


Ari tu da nak beli tiket g Jakarta tuk next year, tetiba aku kena ceramah oleh seswatu. Dia kata, elok ler ko tak yah pegi dalam keadaan sekarang ni. Dia pun kansel tiket dia g Indon. Tak per, bebila pun bule pegi. Tapi memandangkan aku ada plan baru nak sambung master taun depan... mmm... tak yah pk ler. Tunggu happen baru cakap.

Rabu malam aku ada exam mandarin. Walla walla... aku tak abis study lagi. Sah pail! Ari tu aku da pandai tulis, tapi sekejap jek da lupa. Aku ble baca, tapi tak reti nak tulis plak da. Tulisan chena ni bukan macam tulis ABC. Stroke kena betul, pastu complicated giler. Takper... ada lagi 2 ari which is memang tak cukup lerr.

Saturday 28 November 2009

Dad Story

Oh Dear.. I called my lill' sis last night only to be told by her sissy that they were just resting after having a kenduri this morning. I was a bit shocked to hear that since my mom was not around so who organized it? It was dad. I asked, who cooked? Aunties. Yeah.. I have got seven aunties, one mom's sister while the other six were her brother's wives.

I smsed mom  but she did not reply. I missed her. I missed home. Maybe I should add up a few friends to make homesick go away duh..

But.. I hated crowds since forever and soo not a fan of making friends or being in a group of friends. I only need one or two. I opted for quality, not quantity. Friend should live a separate life but having mutual understanding like spouse. I am hard to deal with, I wont start if people did not make a move so that is why I needed someone sincere and never gave up on approaching me. I cared for my friend even though I rarely contacted them. I always remembered them more then they remembered me though I did not say anything. Weird huh?

I celebrated Hari Raya Qurban at home watching movies. I have more than ten crystal clear Blue Ray dvds to watch. My sister is here. She has to do some shopping for her wedding. I remembered the day I was making preparation for my wedding which is not happening. Gifts were all ready. The planned was a simple wedding. Nikah without any majlis bersanding. I loved to wear wedding dress but not the part sitting on the chair ok. Lucky that it has been canceled because if it was on, I might end up hurting my mom's heart by refusing to have majlis bersanding..hehe

To wed on my way, here are what I would do. Call tok kadhi, nikah and then.. ehemmmm ;P A simple kenduri kesyukuran with superb food would be more than enough. Food must be first class of course because I do not enjoy being curse on my wedding day and peoples remember the lousy food being served that day their whole life! Or I can just write a wartikah whatsoever instead of surat jemputan saying that I am now married to all villagers to avoid any fitnah; the main purpose of doing the kenduri khawin, rite! 

Thursday 26 November 2009

Fraiday

Dear...

RonSenora dah dapat transfer pegi LA. Aku boleh jek buat-buat dengki haloba berebut ngan dia tapi aku prefer duduk Hq. Biar macam kuli batak tapi kepuasan tu ada. Kerja gomen ni tak sesuai untuk someone yang suka settle down dekat satu tempat. Tak de maknanya beli umah sebab any time pun bule kena pindah unless nak kasi orang lain sewa. Aku tengah berbelah bagi samada nak tukar kawasan atau tak. Now aku jaga area KL, S'gor, Penang ngan Perak... kalau aku accept aku kena jaga Pahe, Kelate & Ngganu. Aku sekali pun tak pernah jejak dua negeri tu oke! Nak kena travel tu yang aku tak tahan.Tau ler aku ni pemabuk orangnya. Aku suka jaga area skarang, even bos tak ler sanggih tapi ok ler tak mengganggu idup aku. Tapi kalau aku tak buat macam tu,ada plak makhluk yang tak dapat aku nak 'spray'. Aku trasa macam nak 'spray' jugak ;P Bos pun dah tanyaaku tadi tapi aku malas ler nak ngadu domba.

AKu nak balikkkkkkk kampung ujung taun niiii!!! Gerammm aku kalau terfikir pasal benda nih..

Wednesday 25 November 2009

Not wonderful

Diary dearest... Today is not one of my wonderful day.

Yesterday I woke up at 7 and took an hour berendam dalam tab mandi. At 8 something I went down for breakfast. Checked out at 9 am and  went straight to site to continue our job. Gathered at 3 pm to have a short discussion on our finding before our journey home.. I managed to reach home ten minutes before 10 pm. Lepas mandi, kemas2 sikit... tidooo...

Berbelah bagi antara nak turun office lambat or what... tapi pukul 5.30 mata dah buka. Mandi. Siap2. Sampai ofiice terus completekan report, as early as 6.5 2 aku dah keje oke! After lunch head of team & Aboss duk sesama buat report while aku buat bodo. Mesti dorang tak expect aku dah siapkan report siap dengan gambar2 sekali. Aku dah agak awal2... mesti pengarah nak cepat punya.

Report siap... balik aku shopping dvd dan menabur duit dekat chena kat kedai  dvd tu. Malam aku datang kelas. Last week ponteng kann... next week exam. Tak tahu ler bule datang exam ke tidak since AF1 bagitau next week kitaorang akan berkampung lagi dekat JB. Fail aku bertimbun lagi nak diluluskan. Takat lulus jek tak pe, nak kena check pulak telly tak dengan design. Team utara dah dekat dua minggu tunggu surat aku kuar. Puas ler aku berjanji palsu dengan kontraktur.

Pastu ader nak test dekat Kelate pulak... tu baru yang ni.. kalau 2011 nanti aku ditakdirkan masih ada dekat cini, mati ler sebab plojek2 giant schedule to complete tahun tu. Yang kat JB baru 2 sistem, yang 'giant' tu complete system,lebe 10 siste. Time tu gugu ler rambut aku. Time plojek start ngan abis la time yang paling kritikal. Nak buat keluluse ngan tutup akaung susah kalah2 sakit sembelit you!

Malam ni aku tak menjamah makanan padahal kat JB aku asyik makan jek. Tengahari aku tapau nasik. Balik keje plak beli teh ais mamak jek.. tak jamah apa pun. Kepala pening. Adik aku kawen, silap2 aku tak balik. No sayap ayam.. no Labuan.. no majelis kawen gara2 kebodohan sistem pengurusan agihan kewangan kat Mesia ni.  Seriuws, memang bodoh gile!

Aku tak cakap lagi kat parents aku sebab mak aku still kat Mekah. Nasib juga  parents aku ni golongan yang tak kecoh dengan haktiviti mengembar gembur segala hal. Sempoi all the time, esp my dad. Tapi aku dah cakap ler kat adik aku. Kalo aku tak dapat balik time adik aku kawen pun, aku tak ler rasa apa sangat walaupun aku memang ler nak balik untuk memeriahkan majelis kannn.. Dia kawen jek, bukan pas kawen tak jumpe punn. Dia pun aku rasa dia tak ler bother sangat sebab aku ngan dia line of life ni lebih kurang jek. Dari kecik2 sama2 dah berdikari & kurang kebergantungan kepada sesape pun la except pas ni seband dia la kan. Tengokla macamana. Serabut kepala aku ni tak sudah lagi, malas nak fikir.                                                                                                                                                                   

Tuesday 24 November 2009

Kami yang Malaang!

Dear..  I woke up at 5.30 yesterday. I reached office at 6.52 am only to find out my colleague promise is just another guy lie. AF1 and Aboss picked me up at office then we headed to Bangi to get  MrB. The rest of the gang  rode in other car. It took us almost hours before stopping at Ayer Keroh to allow my boss to take his meds. We met with the rest there. We even met other gang from Hq.

I did not sleep even for a second till we reach JB. I sat in front since Aboss worried that i might get mabuk darat. Lucky that  AF1 was such a good driver, smooth ride... We reached JB around 11 am. We started doing testing right after we finished discussing with contractors and consultants about the plan for the whole day.

I teamed up with Dauz doing testing on aircond system while my Aboss and AF1Senora tackled pumps and chillers area. The rest were doing the fire fighting system test. We met after lunch and gather to do room air distribution testing. Things went smoothly except for the part which the consultant was a bit ekseng. Then RonSenora showed him who is the real heroes among non heroes. He did thorough checking on the system and causing little 'turbulence' among the non heroes there.

During lunch time, Aboss popped up an unexpected question which if you heard it correctly, it was an instruction actually.
Aboss *macamana kalau tak dapat habis, siapa volunteer nak stay?*
Us*whattttt??? (hearts did the inside talking).

The actual plan was to finish all works and return to KL on the same day. That is why none of us bring any clothes whatsoever. At 4.30 pm, the decision was final. Some of us must stay there sehelai sepinggang. One of them was me. We called our team as kami yang maalangg!

Macamana tak malang kalau dah ler letih jalan turun naik satu hari. Kena pula tinggal to continue the work while our mind was only thinking about pakaian dan keperluan tuk overnight yang tiada. No berus gigi, no sepentot, no makeup (valid for the one and only girl in the group) whatsoevah! Then, sesat pulak time cari hotel while minyak kereta dah oren and the pump oil station was nowhere to be found. It were only few minutes before I am  going to throw up we finally find our way to hotel. Lucky that the hotel located next to shopping complex so that we could do some shopping for something to wear that night and the next day. We only have less than five minutes to gather at hotel lobby after shopping time finished for arranged dinner at I-dont-remember-where-but-it-was-such-a-nice-place. Butter prawn, ketam, ikan etc awaited us there. Also a brother with a very nice and soothing voice singing beautiful song with acoustic guitar. I felt like sitting there the whole night.

Saturday 21 November 2009

I spent my day sleeping and doing tooth relaxing. I am having a toothache after almost 4 years of never experience those feeling since the day i met my favorite dentist. Thank to someone who has been encouraging me to see her. I am having tomyam while enjoying movie moment at this hour. My gigi is still saket and I hate this!

Monday I will be heading to JB with my koncho, which of course ler i will be the only girl among 8. We will be doing some testing and comm work there. The earlier planning is to head there as early as 6.30 in the morning. Wallah... guess i will be sleeping sleeping on my way there. Next week will be my busy week. Uh! Uh!

Friday 20 November 2009

Oh! Oh! Oh!

Semalam aku tengok citer I Love You Man. A story about lonely guy. Mamat ni kawan dia sumer pompuan, tapi dia bukan pondan ler. Dia da nak kawen tapi tak der best man. One day dia terdengar kawan2 kepada future wife dia ngumpat dia sebab takder kawan lelaki. Dengan kecik ati, dia pun try ler man date. Hahaha... Kelakar gila! Mak mamat nih siap ingat dia gay & set up dengan dengan sorang lelaki. Future wife dia pun supportive gila. So at last dia jumpa sorang. Dorang ni dua2 normal tapi relationship dorang buat aku envy la jugak. Best gila!

Thursday 19 November 2009

Naah..

It was one enjoyable day last night. We kept laughing about this upper leveler that continuously asking the mechanical and electrical team, which were us the ikan bilis level whether on not we have questions to ask. Hmmm.. Blame it to my nature of hating to request or ask question.

I remembered the day i was resigning from my previous company. My boss asked me, do i think my salary was not enough or any people causing me to make such move. I worked there for almost 5 years. Whatever given to me, i just accept with no question ask. Except one time tuh ;P Call me stupid but you cant run from your nature and thanks to that attitude and nature of mine for the life i have. Extra somewhere, lesser on the other but i am without complaint. What type of damage or losses we are talking here, rite?

My free air ticket has not been approved yet. I dont know how they manage money here in gomen, but this one is stupid! The portion shall always be made available. The right is ours to have it.  Are we talking about sincerity or what? What about trying to be fair people!

Tuesday 17 November 2009

Paris Hilton

I am attending a two days green building course at Hilton starting today. The hotel looked O.L.D from the outside! And i should also mention those tasteless lunch being served at their Chinese restaurant. Seriously, I think Mawilla's food at L.A is 2 or 3 or 4 times better than their's. So, my dear sister Paris... you better do something about your Hilton if u have to do anything with the name.. ahah

My course started quite late since the speaker flew all the way from Pittsburgh which I don't really have any idea where in the world was it located. They said the trip took 30 hours. I think I'd better be sleeping rather than traveling. Mmm.. I kinda remembered my UK plan next year. Maybe I have to postpone all my travel-dream since I have a new plan and priority which is to further study. I will have to review the plan. We'll see...

I am single, young and adorable.. yes.. buekkk! Sou? I spent a lot on dvds and books and many things which is not-so-important, and I have no plan to find mr right so, I think I better patch my life a little.

I was thinking about getting a second degree, favorable in civil engineering or quantity surveying for quite sometimes. But, I am thinking about master in environmental engineering or engineering management which is useful for advancing my career path. I loved the place they put me a this moment. It is not for everybody to get a chance to experience the thing I am experiencing here. Even for my other colleague in this department. Just as what the speaker told us today, hospital services are the M.O.S.T of all kind so you will later on realize other building services to be a lot easier to handle. I believe in him.

He showed us how they did the hospital projects at Abu Dhabi. Wallah! Nice simulations.

Sunday 15 November 2009

Sak-nday

My Sunday started with tummy ache. I am stuck in front of television. Instead of watching it, I think it is the tv who is watching me.

I couldn't recall the tittle of the movie playing on the tv. I have watched it before and owned the cd.

What am I gonna do now? Seriously!

Tuesday 10 November 2009

Entry Saket

Aku saket... kacian aku.

Saket kerana 5 perkara :

1. Saket la, apa lagi
2. Terkejut kerana memiliki sikit skill berenang
3. Hujung bulan. Muntah. Pening. Ya. Bukan apa yang anda fikirkan.
4. Terlebih pakai badan dan kepala kebelakangan ni
5. Terlebih beli dvd, buku dan barang-barang mengarut
6. Kerana menyampah terhadap kotoran dan pengotor dan kotor

Aku rasa Megan Fox sangat wow!

Wow!

Wow!

Dan wow! Nothing sexier than her baby. Not even Angie.

Aku

Aku kena kejar orang gila ari tu!
Aku g sopping2 ngan comelnya berseorangan selepas menikmati sarapang. Pegila tengok kasut. Aku da rasa pelik da dengan mamat ni, mana aku pegi dia pegi. Aku pusing 10 kali. Dia pun pusing juga. Nak kata bangla, putih gila. Nak kata orang putih, macam arab. Nak kata arab, mata biru.

Dia datang tanya aku, aku Malaysian ker. Aku, yes! Whyyy?? Sambil menunjukkan isyarat ngomong sama tangan sambil berlalu. Cilakus lho. Lho pehalll! Kalau nak tanya tu, tak kan ler aku pusing 10 kali, lho pun ikut kan. Macam tadak orang lain lho bule tanya.

Mungkin ni juga salah satu sebab aku jatuh sakit! Ahah!

Monday 9 November 2009

Fiq dan airmata

Kasih..maafkan diriku
Banyak dosaku padamu
Tidak terhitung jari jemari daku
Tak dapat dibilang bagai bintang beribu
Sukarnya bagiku menebus kekhilafan yang lalu

Kasih...engkau tak bersalah
Hanya hatiku yang buta
Tulus dan ikhlas kau korban jiwa raga
Dan tanpa belas kubuat kau keciwa
Kutahu dirimu sukar melupakan segalanya.....

Lagu yang tidak pernah menyentuh jiwa..
Namun kini mampu membuat air mata ini menitis lagi setelah sekian lama..
Seolah-olah baru semalam hati ini terguris..
Oleh satu luka yang amat dalam...

Untuk ucapan selamat tinggal..

Biarlah air mata ini mengalir..

Untuk saat ini.

Jiwang.

Thursday 5 November 2009

Aku Bangga

Aku bangga bekerja di sebuah jabatan yang sering dihujani pelbagai presepsi negatif kerana adanya seorang ketua seperti bos aku.

Aku bangga masih ada golongan yang berintegriti dalam jabatan aku.

Aku bangga aku rakyat Malaysia

Yehaaaa!!

Wednesday 4 November 2009

Hari aku bakal dicakar bos

Bos aku takder kuku panjang
Bos aku bukan kucing atau binatang berkuku tajam
Bos aku juga buka pontianak

Tapi hari esok aku pasti akan dicakar beliau
1 pompuan nisbah 10 lelaki kat opis
Dan aku takble harap kat mokcik sorang tu tuk tolong aku
Maka akan tercakarlah aku besok
Habislah riwayat budak degil dan tak reti nak bohong sunat

Dulu kecik2 aku suka gak bohong
Tapi aku selalu sangat terkantoi
Sampai aku phobia nak bohong
Bila besar2, aku tak der kemahiran nak berbohong
Takat 1 or 2% jek tinggal
Gertak sikik jek
Aku da gabra 100%
End up, aku ter'terpaksa bercakap benar

Aku rasa orang menyampah gak ngan aku
Tapi aku cuma bagitau apa yang betul
Even dengan orang yang aku tak kenal pun
Or tak nampak muka
Aku tak kan boleh nak tipu
Aku memang meloyakan tapi sebenarnya itulah aku
Poyo dan sincere

Walaupun aku meloyakan
Itulah keistimewaan yang tuhan bagi dekat aku
Tak kenal memang tak cinta
Da kenal, depa bley cinta mati
Muhuhahaha
Rugi owh mereka yang tak nampak betapa bersinarnya aku
Seperti permata you!
Hahahaha... bueekkkk!!

Maka esok, hari kiamart bagi aku
Mungkin hilang lah aku
Sebutir permata
Atau malaplah cahaya ku
Dan tak naik-naik pangkat ler gamaknya
Sampai bila-bila



Tuesday 3 November 2009

Aku berada di luar opis sepanjang ari tuk buat switchboard witness test tuk chiller.

Tapi hari ni best sebab dua perkara.

First sebab dapat makan chinese food yang dihiasi udang galah besar sekor sorang dekat golf club kat bukit jalil. Seken sebab aku terberjumpa sorang lagi fine gentle man selain mr idola. Aku suka mamat yang wise dan at his own class. Pengertian wise tu bukanlah sebab someone tu banyak idea etc. Itu kadang2 over or nak tunjuk pandai jek. Wise is wise! See.

Tak paham? Memang pun aku tak berniat nak bagi orang paham.

Aku still suka dua jenis lelaki.

First yang wise.
Second yang tak lelaki sangat, tak perempuan sangat..
Selesa rasanya berada bersama orang2 macam ni

Aku menyampah golongan yang

Loud & Overconfident.
Bengap dan lembab
Tak tahu aper dorang nak dalam hidup & tak firm
Pemalas dan tak berdaya maju langsung
Sumer nak harap pompuan buat
Kaki cukur tak sedar dirik
Mulut macam p***** manuk (bak kater ustaza aku)
Busuk
Terlalu wangi. Ko pondan ker apa?
Cap ayam
Terhegeh2
Poyo dan perasan
Ngorat takder style
Yang asal pompuan se*, asal se* pompuan.. p la kacau anjing ker, babis ker

Lowest of the class?
Op korse yang lupa nak cermin diri sendirik kat cermin

See. Aku dah kater aku memang tak berapa suka kat orang2 lelaki ni.
Still. Aku straight oke. 100% you!
Hahahaha

Monday 2 November 2009

Lunch time, lepas aku bersopping sambil menambah utang dekat levis. Ok.. citer pasal Levis dulu.. Aku da muat saiz 28.. Ahahha..kunun! Aku beli jenis yang tight plak tu. Owh! Seski jameela aku. Aku peduli aper walaopun kaki aku gemuk ker.. gempal ker.. gebu ker.. montoks ker.. ahakss! Aku nak pakai juge!

Sunday 1 November 2009

Saturday 31 October 2009

Shopturday

Aku g jalan2 cari pasal hari ni...

Owh.. aku soka..

Sarapan sambil menikmati hari sabtu dari Old Town..
Sedapp pulak roti dia nih..
Tapi hanguss lelangit aku makan fries..
Tu lah... lahap sangat!

Tapi kopi ais Toast Box lagi sedap dari Old Town. It's a fact

G kedai pevret... Memang aku ni terrer bab mencari kedai pevrett.. Kedai2 jalanan yang menawarkan barang bagus punya.. and murah

Mahal giler atau murah giler bukan hal kalau hati berkenan..

Aku kadang2 tak suker barang yang branded ni..  Bukan aper, sebab design dia limited. Mana2 kedai dia pun sama jek. Maka keberangkalian nak pakai baju sama tu.. tinggi. Nak mix & match pun kadang2 tak sesuai

Street fashion pula, kalau creative.. we create a fashion
instead of just wearing it..
Aku tak suker pakai aper yang orang lain pakai
Aku suker something yang smart tapi outstanding
Bukan yang seruper ngan sumer orang
Aku tak kira la ko pakai mahal..
Takder maknanya kalau BORIA!

Guess sebab niler aku ter'dihantar belajar textile dulu kot..

Tapi baju Hush Puppies tadi.. owh! chanteknyaaaa

Sekarang aku gila tights.. tights..tights
Selain long dress of course
... dan this one fabric type
... dan this one bra type
... dan this one baju tidoq type

Semua kerana fabrics!

Aku ader 3 favorite fabrics ok!

Aku pon tak taww aper ke namer2s fabrics tuh.. ader modal sket.. ader cotton sket.. ader elastane.. mmmm... spandex sket.. apa lagi ntah

Aku memang menang membeli
Alah memakai
Memang sebab aku membeli banyak..
Juga sebab aku terrer cari sumber tuk beli yang banyak2 tu :P
Alah memakai pula..
Yelah.. da banyak sangat.. Bila nak abis pakai kann

Dari barang2, pakaian, kerja, rumah... sampai la ke boyfren
Kalau aku suka, aku akan stick ke itu jek

Barang2 & pakaian -
Aku akan beli spatern yang aku berkenan tu sampai dua tiga.. Sama kaler or lain2 kale.

Rumah & kerja -
Aku tak suker tukar2 kerja or pindah2 umah. Susah or macamana pun, aku tak percaya aku xble fit in dengan kerja or dalam rumah tu

Boyfren -
Aku tak beraper suker lelaki kann.. yang spesel jek la mampu melekat kat at.. awww.. ahaha

Kawan -
Aku tak suka ramai2, semak! Biar sikit tapi berkualiti okes.

Friday 30 October 2009

Pagi ni aku turun sarapan dengan BBos, AF1, Ron ngan RSenora. Bila sebut pasal trip semalam, semua tergelak. Abos pula takder hari ni... Dan aku akan sebok menyiapkan approval serta surat2 khianat ;p

Thursday 29 October 2009

Trip to Riverside

Entrepreneur :
BBos

Destination :
Riverside

Members :
1. RSenora
2. Adik
3. Me
4. Dauz
5. ZA
6. AF2

Trip Chronology :
BBos : Saper nak ikut pegi makan dekat Riverside?
AF2 : (Sengih)
BBos : AdikA.. nak pegi?
Adik : (Pon sengih)
BBos : Ha.. nak pegi? (Point dekat aku)
Aku : Riverside tu kat ner ncik?
BBos : Sebla MV jek
Aku: Buleh jek  kalo beramai2

Aku : Jum, gi riverside
Dauz : Kat ner?
Aku : Ntah. BBos nyer plan

Aku : Jum, g riverside
ZA  : Buleh. Saper belanja?
Aku : (Sengih)

Aku : Jum, makan di Riverside
RSenora: Buleh sajaaa

(APSAL AKU YANG SUNGUH2?)

Setelah tiba di destinasi yang dituju.

ZA: Aku ingat ader orang belanja sebab yang mengajak tu ko
Dauz --> (Senyap sebab kepanasan dan keletihan berjalan jauh)
Adik : Haha. Saya tak pernah pula sampai sini (Dlm loghat utara pekhat)
RSenora : Mari kita tinggal sini (sebok carik rumah)
AF2 : Pas ni kita g melawat2 kat dalam area perumahan (Sebok gak cari rumah)
BBos --> Orang yang kena kutuk sepanjang jalan.. hahaha. Tapi kerana beliau poyo, beliau jua tergelak sama
Aku : Hahahaha... panas ncik!

Ramai-ramai --> Ngintai ke opis dari riverside yang sebenarnya hanya longkang side sambil berjenaka tentang ABos. Teruk tol, harap BBos tengok2kan kitaorang, tapi BBos plak jadi kepala geng ular.. haha

Sepanjang dari opis, sampai balik opis kitaorang still gelakkan BBos dan BBos pon gelakkan kitaorang jugak.

Macam nilah nasib aku pompuan sorang2. Kadang2 seronok juga. Kalau time sarapan, RonSenora la orang yang paling sebok ajak sumer orang turun. Kalau aku kater dah minum, dia akan paksa gak aku turun sarapan skali. Mungkin kecian la tu sebab aku sorang lepas ketiadaan ibu. Ada one day tu, dia g site dekat Sarawak. TA aku pun cuti. Dauz pun cuti. Besoknya aku ingat dorang takder lagi. Time aku balik dari tapau, terserempak plak ngan RonSenora. Besoknya tu dia ajak aku sarapan & kater "hari ni kita minum di bawah aa, teda lagi minum di atas". Prihatin sungguh! Budak2 technician kitaorang yang kena transfer g cawangan lain tu pun, everyday dia akan call ajak minum.

Wednesday 28 October 2009

Statement : Issue : Probability : Cause

Statement 1 : Mom is going to Hajj.
Issue : She did not know that her flight is transited at KLIA
Probability : Daughters could apply for leave and see her there
Cause : Her daughter has missed her

Statement 2 : Bbos divided me and AF2 into two teams
Issue : Big smile
Probability : Less projects, less harm
Cause : Work load decreased, skill decreased

Statement 3 : Tonight I have class
Issue : Laziness
Probability : Ponteng kelas
Cause : Pass the exam with no flying colors?

Tuesday 27 October 2009

I LOVE YOU MOM

Doter : Mom, I Love You
Mom : I love You too. Pray for me.
Doter : Pray for me too.
Mom: I pray you would get married soon
Doter : Haha..You pray at Makkah la, but I think you better pray that my dad will never be fierce anymore!
Mom : Haha..

Mom I love You so much.
I knew I told U many times but telling you that wont be enough till forever and I still want to tell you how I love you so much.
I know I am the hardest yet the funniest daughter but I love You is not just a words for me.
I love you so much.
Sorry for all those wrong I did.
Sorry for all those words I misused.
Sorry if I ever made you eyes fill with tears

I will miss u for one month..
May you be back from Hajj safe and happier than ever

Monday 26 October 2009

Life Without Boyfriend

Q : Do you have a boyfriend?
A : Nop
Q : What is your current age
A : 28
Q : Are you gay
A : Daaa.. No!!
Q : How many of your good friends were a girl?
A : Less than 10
Q : How many of your good friends were a boy?
A : Almost every friends
Q : How do you rate your good boy friends?
A : They suck as boyfriend, best at friend.
Q : Do you believe in love?
A : Yes
Q : Do you believe in marriage?
A : Yes
Q : Do you think your dream guy will appear someday?
A : Yes
Q : Do you have anyone you admire secretly at the moment?
A : No. But I fancy one. 
Q : Do you have secret admirer?
A : Maybe
Q:  How do you react towards your secret admirer?
A : Cold
Q : What do you find in a guy?
A : Qualified as man and kissable
Q : How do you rate your taste of boyfriend?
A : I don't. My heart did.

Sunday 25 October 2009

Damages

List of damages I did today? A lot!

I dont want to talk about this coz this might cause me headache.
Enough to say that I am not proud of what I did today.
Sorry my pocket!

I miss my mom.
Her flight will be on this 28th.

I think I should stop, for real.
I dont know what is the point of my doing.

PAST
I never thought I'd.. be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
And you came in.. and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm in a race
But I already won first place  
I never thought I'd.. fall for you as hard as I did
You got me thinkin' about our life a house and kids
Every mornin' I look at you and smile
Cause boy you came around and
you knocked me down.. knocked me down  

 PAST_FUTURE = PRESENT
 Sometimes love comes around   (love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down   (knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down   (knocks you down)

FUTURE
So I gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
Oh will you bring a better future than I had in the past
Oh Cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again
 I'll admit it, I was scared to answer love's call
 And if it hits better make it worth the fall ...

I love tis song.. I love Ne-Yo!

Saturday 24 October 2009

There is Nothing... I can Say!


Cherry cherry
Boom boom
Gaga
Boy we've had a real good time
And i wish you the best
On your way, eh eh
I didn't mean to hurt you
I never thought we'd fall
Out of place, eh eh
I have something that i love long long
But my friends keepa' tellin' me
That something's wrong
Then i met someone
And eh, there's nothing else i can say
Eh eh, eh eh
There's nothing else i can say
Eh eh, eh eh
I wish he never looked at me that way
Eh eh, eh eh
There's nothing else i can say
Eh eh, eh eh
Not that i don't care about you
Just that things got so compliqa’
Eh eh
I met somebody cute and funny
Got each other and that's funny
Eh eh
I have something that i love long long
But my friends keepa' tellin' me
That something's wrong
Then i met someone
And eh, there's nothing else i can say
Eh eh, eh eh
There's nothing else i can say
Eh eh, eh eh
I wish he never looked at me that way
Eh eh, eh eh
There's nothing else i can say
Eh eh, eh eh

Friday 23 October 2009

Idola ku

I had my breakfast with BBos, Dauz and mr W. I was a bit hangen this morning. My negative feelings towards tuuut was undeniably effecting me severely. Ayat power! But, tu pasal ler aku tak bley marah. Asal aku marah, aku sendiri yang sakit hati padahal orang yang aku menyampah tu rilek jer. So, tak adil kan!

Aku jumpa teman2 lama zaman berskolah tadi... wah! rindunyer zaman skolah. Nasib member aku tu nak amik aku kat MV. G makan dekat restoran ayam golek pantai dalam. Balik member lain plak hantar. Aku kalau ikut ati suker gak nak g berjumpa2... tapi da keta pun tadak. Bukan g menyenangkan orang, takut nanti aku g menyusahkan orang plak. So, tunggulah besok keta aku sampai.

AKU RINDU MAK AKU! RINDU GILA!!

Thursday 22 October 2009

How do U sleep?

Lama dah tak dengar that HOW DO YOU SLEEP song.
Since my fren kept repeating the same annoying song,
i paid back and repeat my song over and over again. Hahaha..
Her fevret song kinda annoying ok..
Dahle high pitch, speaker tak sedap..
Pastu song tu pula xsedap, langsung! ;p

MMmmm... How do I Sleep ye?

It's been about a year now
ain't seen or heard from you
I've been missing you crazy
how do you, how do you sleep

I found the letter you wrote me
it still smells just like you
damn those sweet memories
How do you, how do you sleep, how do you sleep.

I tried my best at moving on 
... have yet to find a girl like you
I see things that I didn't before.. 
... and I'm wishing I had more time with you,
How do you stay awake 
... knowing all I do is think of you
All the things we thought about that never will happen again
... if I could just see you

If I had my way I'll come and get you girl
In your favorite car with the missing top
man around my way where we used to park
and did all those things to steal your heart

Baby all that I hear from my friends
again and again and again
(they come and ask about you)
(they say)
we saw your girl at the game and
damn we gotta say a big mistake by you.
Not only does your body bang
but I miss the conversation too
Tell me that you couldn't sleep
can't think can't eat till I come see you

If I had my way I'll come and get you girl
In your favorite car with the missing top
man around my way where we used to park
and did all those things to steal your heart

It's been about a year now
ain't seen or heard from you
I've been missing you crazy
how do you, how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
it still smells just like you
damn those sweet memories
How do you, how do you sleep, how do you sleep 

I sleep soundly baby...

Wednesday 21 October 2009

Nak cuti!

Tengah train ni menuju ke Bandar Tun Razak, tetiba mamat announcer tu cakap

'NEXT STATION - PWTC'

Mokcik yang duduk depan aku tu tegelak & kater 'mabuk kowt!.. ahahaha. Kelakau. Dalam pada mode aku cerio, tetiba mode bertukaz kepada hangen gara2 Touch & Go x function. Aku nak bagitaw la dekat management dorang ni, Sistem touch & go kalau tak function subuh2 ni, elok la sistem ni ditukar sajork namanya kepada I TOUCH BUT I CANNOT GO!

Bukan pasai tujek pon, sebenaknya aku terasa2 macam malas jek nak pegi kerja tadi. Macam nak EL jek. Smlam bukan tido lewat pun. Dalam kol 8.45 da tido sebab aku xdek mood gara2 apa ntah. Aku siap ber s-esemes ngan mr previous oke.

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Aku telah mencabar tiga bos lelaki hari ni. Disuruh pegi miting, aku engkar. Bukan takat ingkar, kerek pulak tu. Apalah nak jadi dekat aku ni. Berikut adalah perbualan dengan A bos.

Beliau*saper pegi miting pagi ni?
Aku*tak de ncik.
Beliau*B Bos ko mana. Dia tak suruh pegi?
Aku*tak tau dia pegi mana ntah (sementelaah mengkaver my B bos yang pegi servis keta). Dia ada la suruh pegi.
Beliau*dah tu?
Aku*tak pegi la kot ncik (bernada slow lagi tak bermaya)
Beliau*ha?..

Lalu tertawa tapi sebenarnya ku tahu jua beliau hangen.

Berikut pula perbualan dengan AF2.

AF2*awak tak pergi miting?
Aku*senyappp
AF2*Awak je lah pegi miting.
Aku*ncik, tak pegi kee?
AF2*sy banyak kerja.
Aku*saya laagi banyak kerja!* (hangenn kus kus kuar).

Hahaha.. Suka suki tak? Incik tu saper suh cari pashell. Time orang suh check, dia tido. Dah le aku dah siap2 ulas each item & state macamana aku bule came up with the result. Gla lah, org gomeng tak ramai seskema aku rasanya. Aku siket punya baik la provide dia guide, tapi dibalasnya toba. Keciann deh loe!

Ibu datang jenguk kitaorang... Dia da tak jompa kontraktur mahupun kunsaltan, tapi jompa Datuk2 dah.. Kasut pun da tinggi, mekap pung kaler2..hahaha. Alala Abos aku ni, dia pun gumbira nak borak ngan ibu sampai teramik time poya2 aku ngan ibu. G makan dekat noodle station, depan reject shop. Pastu melancong ke MPH.. huhu... tempat berlibur lagi dikenang.

Petang tu, Bbos plak bertanya

Bbos*pegi tak miting
Aku*tak pegi ncik
Bbos*haha

Sempoi tak sempoi Bbos aku ni. Dia ni jenis worang yang kita nak marah pon tak sampai ati.. kadang2 lurus, kekadang 2 plak.. Ops! hahaha...

Tuesday 20 October 2009

Pelattt


"Perhatiannn kepada seamua penumpangg"..

Inilah suara minah pelat yang aku dok dengar hari-hari. Orang biasanya kalau dalam train bersms ker, rilek ker or kalling2 kengkawan ker tapi aku plak tulis diari. Walaupon pon aku ni bukan i-phone, but it's my-phone ok! Tulis diary ni banyak membuang masa sebenarnya. Untuk tidak membazirkan masa, so aku pun menulis diari ni sambil2 tunggu train. Wise choice!

Selain diari, aku memang selalu habiskan masa dengan my-phone aku ni melayari wiki, tak pun map dan mengunjungi facebook. Aku boleh komen status member2 tanpa terpapar di skrin mengatakan aku menggunakan tepon.. Tapi nak update status sendiri tak buleh & mesti guna mobile mode. Yelah.. Kalau facebook tak restrict, buat apa lah ada facebook mobile kannn. Kira ok la my-phone ni sebab memberi kepuasan skrin dan kamera yang maksima.

Aku rasa macam makcik ari ni sebab pakai tudung mokcik.. Hahaha. Aku pegi kerja pakai sandal jek. Kalao orang tengok, sure tak caya aku keje gomen dan tittle atas cop aku adalah pen. Pengarah. Geli i! Hahaha.. Kitaorang selalu persenda tittle 2. Apsal le tak guna inginiur jek. Aku pung pelik, dan malu. Ahahaha..

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Apsal ada ramai budak2 tak cukop umor ni a? Cuti skola ka apa ka?

Orang2 yang tunggu train ni ntah apa2 ntah. Time orang buat pengumuman, dorang memekak..dah tu time train datang baru kelam kabut nak tanya train ni berhenti dekat mana. Ada yang sampai keluar balik dari train pun ada..padanla muka. Rasanya pengumuman tu dibuat dalam BM dan BI. Kalo Chinese ker, India ker, mak 'arab ker yang tak paham tak pe la. Bukan nak dengar, tapi ada pula spesis yang siap komplen bising jek orang yang nak buat announcement ni. Train ni train shuttle Ipoh-Kajang dan berhenti dekat limited station jek. Ramai la juga yang salah naik train esp. yang tak biasa. Aku dapat balik awal pun sebab ader train ni lah.. ari2 buleh duduk.. tak la aku nipis jadik sardin.

Ari tu aku tengok berita kat tv 3 kot, last week kalau tak silap. Baby dalam stroller terlepas dari tangan mak dia then meluncur and jatuh ke landasan train. Train plak tak sempat brek. Terkejutnya aku. Tapi kuasa tuhan, sapa yang sangka baby tu selamat. Stroller tu memang hancur lah, maybe baby tu jatuh betul2 dekat tengah landasan sebab tu dia selamat.

Tadi aku borak2 dengan my Boss. Hari ini dalam sejarah aku membantu beliau mempunch kad. Muhuha.. Terkezut i menerima rekwest meminta bantuan dari beliau. Dia nak pegi melawat orang naik haji malam ni, so aku pun terbukalah cerita pasal mak aku pon nak pegi haji juga. Belihau tanya la, parents aku pegi berdua ke. Aku kater tak, mak aku jek. Tiba2 terbukak cerita pasal suami isteri ni. Belihau pon citer la, dulu dia tak bagi wife dia pegi haji sekali sebab parents dorang tak der orang nak jaga, lagi pun parents dia uzur. Pastu wife dia masam muka la..haha.. adalah sorang ustazah ni nasihatkan wife dia. Ustazah tu kater la, si asben tu kan larang atas sebab yang baik. Apa nak risau, c wife pun dapat pahala besar aper sebab tak ingkar. Tu yang boss aku kater, susah jadi wife nih sebab asben veto. Dia agree la bila aku kater, itu kalau c asben tu baik..bak nya yang tak elok... mudah nor ler dapat dosa.

Aku paling takut tu jek. Kalo ex aku dulu, dia tak paham. Dia kater, kalo aku buat something atas dasar takut berdosa, susah lah macam tu. Mmmm.. aku no komen la. Sebenarnya bukan dosa direct dengan Allah tu yang aku takut, tapi aku takut aku as isteri menyinggung ati asben. Dosa isteri dengan asben sebenarnya bukan direct dengan Allah, tapi berdosa pada asben tu membuatkan kita berdosa pada Allah. Aku sendiri pun tak sempurna, jadi kalau aku merintih serta merungut dalam hati... tak ker hati aku tu kotor dan membayangkan bahawa aku tu sebenarnya tak ikhlas?

Masing2 ada ego, ada kemahuan sendiri. Aku takut kemahuan aku melebihi batas penerimaan si suami sehingga aku melukakan hatinya. Kegagalan dalam berkomunikasi dan membuatkan si suami paham akan apa yang aku lakukan, tidakkah bermakna aku sudah mengguris hatinya? Bukanlah neraka yang aku tak takutkan, tapi aku lebih takut incik seband terluka hatinya. 

Ya! Aku adalah org yang bfikiran mcm nih. Orang kata kalau tak cuba, kita tak tahu. Hello! Kahwin bukan sesuatu untuk dicuba. Korang rasa korang ble khawin tu sebab apa? Sbb tuhan izinkan ok! Same goes to ilmu2 hitam. Ingat benda-benda tu berkesan atas si anu yang hendak disakiti sebab ilmu tu power ker? Janganlah cetek fikiran, semua tu berlaku atas keizinan tuhan. Mana ada perkara dalam dunia ni samada baik atau buruk berlaku tanpa keizinan tuhan. Kenapa tuhan izinkan perkara tak elok tu berlaku adalah atas ketetapan dan kudratnya, ujian pada kita para hambanya. Uishh...cukuplah ceramah agama mokcik nih.

Meeting tak yah pegi tapi kena menghadap B boss sepagi untuk buat kelulusan. Tak ker sama jek macam pegi miting?  AF2 yang pegi miting ni plak buat state-style... tak reti nak balik2 opis. Macamler kitaorang ni tak biasa pegi miting tu sampai tak tahu miting start and abis kol berapa.. ish! ish!

Tengahari pegi shopping baju tuk kat rumah jek. Seratus gak abis. Tapi memang puas ati.. Muhuhaha.. Baju pertama yang aku beli sejak 3 or 4 bulan kot. Aku ingat nak pegi melancong. Pas adik aku kawen, pas aku buat kelulusan sumer equipment yang related.. aku da ble pegi melancong. Tak kira la kalau pegi sorang pon, kenapa lah? Aku haruss pegi ke Bandung.. Londong... China.. Mmm...Tengoklah. DSLR dah ader, pasport dah ader...duit jek lagi. Aku da ada ilmu sikit bab2 teknikal nih, tak lah susah dah pasni nak buat kelulusan, nak buat approval & check the system. So, tak ler beban sangat kapla aku macam sekarang nih. Ospital or ospital!!

Monday 19 October 2009

Train girl

I am inside the train.. And so dangg sleepy. I overheard this couples talking about language. The girl complained that she could not understand her friend dialects and it was very difficult. Mm.. Languages are unique. For Malaysian who said they cannot understand dialect like Kelantanese, Terangganu, Negeri Sembilan etc were like 2000 late! Hello, dont just simply say you could not understand them at all. Just say, it was hard or difficult to understand. Where is your one Malaysia spirit people?

Hmm.. I am so dang dang dang sleepy. Can i not go to work, please? I slept with the door open because i worried about ventilation thing.. Haha. I am a bit paranoid now days. I questioned almost like, everything! When i entered a building, i started to think about where is the fire safety route, did i sit under return or supply duct, what were all those equipments, what type of each mechanical system they were using for the building etc. See? I never bother about all that before.

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A tiring day it is. This uncle in front of me aa.. Veli old but still eat2 m&m and make me jeles. Aiyaaa. I should get one after i reach home. I went no where today but i spent half day in a meeting. Tomorrow i also have to attend meeting at Shah Alam, and the day after at Cheras. Thursday not yet included in my program. My B Bos gave me green light to excuse myself tomorrow. Yeay! I have lots to do yar.. Let AF2Senora go alone rather than sleeping2 at the office. Ops. Iklan. Ada budak comey tumpang bertanya kat aku. Alolo.. Comey botu budak nih. Buleh aku bubuh dalam akuarium buat anak ikan. Haa.. yang pak arab ni duk jeling2 aku, pehalll! Aku taw la aku kuit.. Hahaha

Citer pasal AF2. Ada ke patut ari 2 dia tido dalam bilik meeting. Lama plak tu. Poyo incik tu. Dia ada kata hari tu, duduk dekat opis kitaorang ni terasa cepat jek masa berlalu. Haa.. Taw xpe. Takde nyer la perasan time tu berlalu... esp aku.. dah kater balik kol 4.30 kannn

Aku nak citer pasal senior aku plak. Dia ni boleh kata la hari2, every morning dia akan panggil nama aku or nama yang dinamakan beliau kepada aku yaktu Matahari. Aku pegi beli dvd cetak ompak dulu. Nantilah aku sambung.

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Sambung citer senior aku, RonSenora. Ari ni dia tiba2 berangin ala2 AF1Senora dan incik Romeo-must-die. Ok, kat opis selain ada  bos A, B. Aku ada signiur AF1, Ron, AF2, B dan R... Dauz dan ZA, kakak I dan adik S. Kenapa aku guna nama samarang? Ahahah.. suker ati aku la kann.

Sumer ader 12 worang. Datang keje or balik keje... RonSenora ni sure akan tegur punyalah sebab aku duduk seblah cubicle dia. Tapi tadi dia kata aku lawa ari ni. Cerita aku ni bukanlah berkaitan dengan betapa comel dan lawanya aku..Buekk!! Bukan juga seperti apa2 yang anda pikirkan.. hahaha. Kalo dia yang ngusik cenggitu, aku raser cam pelek la. Lainlah cam AF1... yang tu memang dasssarrr.

Bos A aku ari tu, tak der angin, tak der ribut, ader ker dia suh aku cepat2 lah khawin. Dan, aku juga pernah memperanjatkan (Amaran : Kesalahan Tatabahasa ok!) orang-orang tuha pasal debat bab kawen ni. Tak lah berdebat ponn, budak degill macam aku memang tak kalah punya, tambah2 ngan pokcik2.. haha.. Kalo mokcik2 aku surrender.. dorang lagi terror dari aku. Amikk korang. Aku dahlah sorang pompuan.. Janki (jantang+laki  orang) ni kadang2 bergurau lebih2. Aku adu gangguan seksuali pendengarann karangg...haaa... yang duk suruh aku kawen tuh,korang nak kawen ngan aku ker aper ker? 

Kalau terkeluar lawak2 yang menyakitkan pendengaran aku yang sememangnya sensitif dengan perbualan berunsur biru nih, apa yang aku boleh buat cuma pekakkan telinga jek la. Buat macam tak dengar cerita dorang. Kalau aku bagi reaksi, even sikit pon... lama2 jadi bukit pla. Dulu pon masa kat LA, kalau ada geng2 kepala kuning & biru nih.. aku tak respond langsung. Jangan kan nak bertegur sapa, tengok muka pon aku malass. Aku anggap dorang macam kuman yang aku tak nampak jek.. eww! penyakit.

Sunday 18 October 2009

Cerita Rumah Tumpangan

SunDay...
Xing Qi Ri or Xing Qi Tian kalau dalam mandarin. Aku tak study lagi untuk exam awal bulan depan. Abis lah.

Hari ni kepala sakit dari pagi. Nak kuar amik fresh air pun rasa malas. Kalaulah bilik aku ni besar, dah lama aku dance ala2 ballerina. Sapa kata aku tak reti?! Memangla aku tak reti pungg.. Haha. Menari adalah antara aktivi kegemaran aku.. Gemar menonton je ok ;p Aku kan idup dua alam. Chop! Bukan dua alam yang menyentuh aspek seksualiti ok. Hahaha...

Rumah adalah tempat aku berkarya... melepaskan tekanan yang dulu2 tak der
tapi sekarang kadang2 pandai datang. Definisi rumah bagi aku?

- Hotel/ Rumah Tumpangan
- Tempat melepaskan aura negatif.
- Pusat karaoke
- Tempat jadik model
- Tempat jamming
- Gym
- Panggung wayang
- Disko
- Dance studio
- Tempat jadik interior designer
- Tempat jadi tukang masak.
  Tapi aku bersara sebab aku tak suka dapur rumah aku yang kotor.  Ewe!
- Tempat jadik janitor dan cleaner

Rules duduk rumah yang paling penting adalah "Dalam rumah mesti pakai lebih cantik dari baju kuar rumah"  Itu mesti! Kat luar biar bersepah & compang camping takper, tapi dalam rumah mesti pakai baju chantek!

Saturday 17 October 2009

10 of TOP BAD

Aku? Yang bad? Ada banyakk kot...

1. Aku tak penyabar orangnya. Bagi aku yg ada dalam hidup cuma Ya atau Tidak, leave or take it. Lain2 hal, aku fail nak consider. Orang lembab- yang tak ble buat decision penting (yang tak penting tak per.. buekkk!) - yang ragu2 dan tak tahu apa yang dia mahu dalam hidup - tak tahu nak hormat masa & hormat orang - yang malas nak manfus adalah golongan yang bule buat darah aku tinggi, tapi bukan darah tinggi.
2. Walaupun aku bukan pemburu, aku jenis yang agak terburu-buru orangnya. Tapi nak menyesal atas apa yang dah jadi, tak terjadilah dekat aku. Ego or telampau "pandaiii" sangat,aku dah tak dapat nak beza.
3. Aku nampak gagah you, tapi aku sangat shenshitif. Tahap fragile aku tahap gaban esp dengan orang yang aku sayang. Takper, sekarang dah takder. Tapi between Gaban ngan superman,aku tak taww saper yang lagi gagah.
4. Aku sangat macho kononnya, tapi kehidupan dibelakang tabir menyembunyikan hakikat bahawasanya aku sangat manja. Itu mengada2! Tapi dah tak boleh nak buat apa. Bukan salah aku rasanya? Daaa?
5. Aku sangat boros. Keborosan terhadap handbag, kasut or baju or kosmetik or makanan bukan dalam list berproblem tapi kalau kater pasal cd, dvd, buku nota kecik yang kuit2, buku language, atlas, ensiklopedia... aku akun kalah awal2. Gadget problem pun aku ada.
6. Aku kurang bereaksi terhadap persekitaran. Aku lembab. Kena sindir pun aku akan ambil masa range dari beberapa minit ke beberapa hari or boleh mencapai lebih lagi dari sekadar hari or bulan or tahun sehinggalah ke tahap tak perasannn langsungg!
7. Aku kurang mampu menghadapi teguran. Aku akan rasa down tapi malangnya tahap recovery aku sangat memberangsangkan.. macam watak Claire dalam citer heroes tu, tak reti2 nak mati. In case on the spot aku tak ble digest.. besok tu lah baru aku insaf. Yang harunya tuh, time kena tegur aku tetap rasa aku betul...besok aku insaf la pula. Aku pun tak paham lah!
8. Aku rasa tuhan dah bagi aku kelebihan, tapi aku pemalasss tahap dewa. Aku tak berusaha dalam hidup. Aku cuba, tapi tak berusaha which aku pun tak paham apa maksud kata2 aku nih.
9. Aku paling tak tahan rejection dari spesis yang mulut tak berkata tapi dari perbuatan dah dapat dibaca. Kalau tanak aku fikir bukan2 or terbalik dari maksud sebenar, bagitau je. Kalau time diberitahu aku tak dapat digest on the spot, paling2 maxium beberapa ari aku sure neutral balik. As long aku diberitahu. Even pahit ker, aku komplen ker, aku sedih ker hatta merembeskan air mata darah ker...still tak jadi hal. Life goes on.
10. Aku tak reti nak bagitau aku marah or kecewa dengan cara yang lebih efisien. Daaa?? Kalau orang yang aku tak rapat.. aku buat bodo je. Kalau yang aku rapat, aku buat bodo juga. Lepas di digest, aku ok dah. Kalau dengan cinta hatiku, aku tak boleh nak buat bodo pula tapi nak tengok aku luah cara berdepan, aku memang tak pandai tahap gaban. Nasib ada sms, kalau tak, jenuh la tangan aku menulis surat. Cuma yang aku pasti, marah tahap gaban or dewa whatevah, aku tak pula guna ayat2 yang rude mencarut. Selamat lah ngkorang sebab aku bukan golongan sesumpah.

Extra bad?

mmm... aku banyak cakap kott! kalau aku senyap & kurang bereaksi, orang ingat aku marah @ tak suka. I keliru you! Kasi lah aku rest kejap.

Lagi?

Aku fail bab menipu, tolong jangan minta tolong aku. Sah-sah akan kantoi. Aku kena berguru lagi.

Ada lagi...

Mmm.. aku tak suka bertanya, apa lagi nak meminta yakni membuat request. Biasanya aku mudah nak paham or imagine, so tak payah tanya. Aku suka berusaha sendiri, kalau tak der jalan lain sesangat baru aku tanya or minta orang tolong.

Kesimpulan?

Aku agak pelik. Fragile. Logik. Bendul. Serius. Dan apa2 lah. Whatevah!

Friday 16 October 2009

Tukar tajuk

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Ok, enough! I am currently thinking about my B Boss. Is he still in a meeting at this time? Oh!No..  i loved my B Boss so much dowh.. hahaha.. Here goes the story. I went to see my B Boss and purposely ask him so many questions. First, i tell you about my office hierarchy. I am the junior and lowest of my grade, in between my A Boss and I.. I have B Boss and C Boss. So, I have three bosses in my team. Doomed, rite?

Ok, I went to see B Boss regarding design matter. Bla bla bla... B Boss "Kena call Mr P ni" He dialed someone. B Boss"Mr P, where r u? Bla bla bla.. We need to discuss this.. bla bla.. After 3 lah..bla bla" Btw, Mr P was our consultant.Then, this is what happened -

4.15 pm : Me"Alaaa... incik dah datangggg!!!! Incik Datang"saya baru dapat report awak last month nih, awak prepare dulu la apa yang patut, nanti saya datang balik. Me"aahh... yelah... Incik Datang is one of my future B boss candidate from our main branch.
4.20 pm : Copied. Everything ready.
4.23 pm : Waiting. Encik datang tak datang2
4.25 pm : I saw Mr P koncho..oh! No
4.28 pm : Shutdown komputer. Angkat bag. Pusing ikut pintu lain ke tempat punch kad..
4.30 pm : Tappp... dah punch, terus blahh..haha

I am also thinking about my DSLR dekat dalam gobok tu.. I couldn't even remember when was the last time i used it. I went to MPH.. spent RM 120 for books. Just books...Last week over hundreds, week before..over hundreds.. week before.. before..before.. tu belum cd.. RM60 each week.. oh No! No new shirt, no new handbag, no new shoes for 4 months but still pokaiii'ed! I cant believe it!

Wednesday 14 October 2009

WED NES DAY

The rain is pouring. The sound of it definitely soothing this heart of mine. If only there were beds inside the train.. Through the rain, the sound of those noisy aunties still can be heard clearly. Wind is blowing. My eyes feels like closing.

I am gonna go to a meeting at cheras this morning but the transportation thing..haiya..
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Kelas malam nih... malasnya nak mandi. Tadi aku ngan ibu calling2... dia sedey tadak kawan pegi sarapan...lunch & jalang2 cari pasal... huuuuuu... aku pun sama aper! Sekarang ni aku main redah jek ngan orang.. Tadi budak-budak ni kenakan aku... mentang-mentang aku pompuan sorang.. jahat dorang nih!

Meeting habis awal. Aku ngan senor sesat plak tuh... hahaha... balik aku tumpang keta projek plak... redah jek.. Dahlah budak2 tu kenakan aku depan incik yang chair the meeting... memanglah muka aku ni melekat kat kotak ingatan dia.. hampeh! hampeh! Daus lah ni kejamm... Besok dorang sumer takde.. Tinggal team aku je dalam opis. Oh! Bosannya. Kot2 idola aku join miting esok, ok jg. Senang gak hati aku tengok senyuman dia. Dia ni memang calon suami pilihan para wanita ni. Apa? Ingat pompuan je ke ada contoh calon wife misali!

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Dah balik kelas. Apa yang aku dah buat ni? Oh! No. Something yang out dari kebiasaan. Well, aku ni kan jenis statik & x welcome changes. Payah aku ni! Hahaha.. Ada mamat dekat kelas aku ni, sebok nak kenen aku ngan member dia. Nasib je baru kenal, kalau kawan lama..dah lama aku bgtau suruh dia jangan buang karan menyibuk. Ye! Sebab aku taw niat dia baik le aku diam je. Walaupon aku tak lemah lembut orangnya, aku bukan jenis yang rude ok! Ye lah, kannn.. Aku xcakap kasar2 ngan orang aper, apa lagi mencarut2 nih.. Membebel marah2 pun aku tak, paling2 kalau telampau sakit hati sangat, mulalah banjir mata aku nih. Itu tahap sakit hati lah tu. Kalau tak puas ati pon,aku xde la buat2 muka tapi aku tunjuk muka tak bereaksi yang pastinya. Mari buat bodo,pekak dan bisu! Nak kata aku jenis yg wild ker, miang2 keledek ker.. Aku rasa tak.. Tapi nak kata aku baik lagi alim gituew memang aku tak kata lah..kannn.. Muhuhaha..

Tuesday 13 October 2009

Mmm...

I walked as fast as i could to reach the lrt station. When a seconds can cause you great delay, then only you learn why you should respect time and punctuality. I took 40 minutes to get myself ready for work and 20 minutes to spend on the road at LA. Now, it turned the other way around even though my house is less than 10 km from office.

My brother asked me to go with him to Klang this morning. Since last week, I only have chances to spent 2 or 3 hours at office every day. Looking at my current condition, it seems this could be permanent for as long as i am here! You know in gomen, they have this unit which coordinate and arrange meetings. Meeting meeting and more meetings for the sake of project coordination. They were called construction management team. It might sound easy, but talk to the empunya body especially when they were required to travel a lot.

As for us, besides attending meetings, we have to deal with technical parts. The drawings, approval of site materials and work methods, site inspection, supervision, claim evaluation, installation quality etc. Headache came without invitation when the contractor start submitting documentations for approval. Is the brand ok? what about the technical specification? will it be enough to cater daily usage and telly with the design? are the installation method they were proposing is ok? bla bla bla

We are no doctors but we provided them places to work and equipment to use. Not many of mechanical engineers or students out there are familiar with some of the services there. The requirements are quite strict. Well! Talk to those life savers.. Dr House? But I loved McDreamy from Grey's Anatomy... ah! so handsome.
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I am home. Ok! My interesting conversation for today.

AF2 : "***!"
Aku : saiya (dengan nada poyo+ muka kerek ngan orang tua) muhuhaha.
AF2 : nampak cerah hari ni, pakai apa eak
Aku : (poyos) mungkin terlebih pakai krim muka kot!(nada lembut tanpa reaksi)
AF2 : haha.. (terus berlalu).

Aku menghabiskan petang di Bandar Botanic hari ni.. what a nice place. Tengahari tak turun lunch pun. Unbelievable! Apa tidaknya, pagi aku dah curi tulang melepak bekfas. Tapi kitaorang lepak2 sambil discuss (sikit ok!) hahaha.. So, aku cover waktu yang aku curi tu time lunch la. Pukul 2 dah kena bertolak ke Klang tadi. Dalam kol 5 sampai ofis balik& terus amik teksi balik rumah.

Plan malam ni? Mmm... nak study sikit sambil-sambil layan movie. Tadi jumpa mamat yang serupa my ex tu lagi. Hari ni dekat tempat makan..hahaha... Dan incik lift tu pun hari ni jumpa dekat tempat makan juga. So, aku ada story bertajuk incik lift, pelanduk ndan idola. Semua jantan story je,kan? bukanlah aku miang2 keladi tapi dah aku sorang jek pompuan, nak buat macamana. Pegi kiri ,jantan... kanan jantan, atas jantan... bawah pun jantan... Mana-mana angle pun dorang! Satu-satu kawan pompuan yang aku ada dah kena transfer.  Jantan pun jantan lah, dah nasib. Tapi, tulah... lagi ramai kawan lelaki, bukan lagi senang nak dapat jodoh tapi lagi senang nak rasa.. ei! elok la aku sorang-sorang dari ada bf cam si tuutt..

Dah maghrib, nak p solat.. tutup komputer & jalan-jalan cari pasal dekat dalam bilik

Monday 12 October 2009

Sleepy monday

I am so sleepy. Feel like i wanna go home and sleep. I slept at 10 but still feel this way? Mmm.. I made new friend last night.. It happened to be my friendly night maybe. Huhuhu..

The sound of woman high heels kinda annoying yah early in the morning ni. So loud till one could hear it from the other train station back there. There are so many empty spaces in the train but this indon couples in front of me aa awal-awal pagi buat-buat aksi  macam train ni bapak dorang punya. 

Stop! maybe i am the only person wearing a mask here. Well.. To avoid bad and iyuckk smell from those tak mandi pagi people, those yang dah mandi but still smelly, those yang bawak penyakit, those.. those.. Those.. Wallah! So many ah? Wait.. I saw a friend, the mask friend.. Hahaha

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I went to cheras for site evaluation. There goes my day. Tomorrow,Klang.. Wednesday Cheras.. Thursday Sungai Buloh.. What a! While rushing to punch card machine, my boss who was already there with our lady technician said..wah! rajin bebenor bawak balik kerja? Well.. Both ni together with i akan bergather2 balik jam 4.30. What to say.. I am so selamba. Wait till i hear my personal year end evaluation result.. confirm potong markah la! Hope my boss will give me extra mercy marks for allowing him to punch his card first.. Haha

On their way out.. They laughed and said something, but i could not hear clearly. I heard my technician said .."her thinking might not reach there" and laughed. My technician asked, my boss wondered why I did not keep those stuff inside my bag.. dengan tulus dan ikhlas i answered him "tak sempat ncik" then they laughed again, louder! I asked my technician why.. She said my boss kater i did not keep those things inside my bag sebab nak menunjuk dekat dia lah tuh! Whatttt!! Gosh! My boss ni memang! memang lahhh!! Aku ni dahlah jenis bendul kadang-kadang. Dulu bos lama aku pun sama, aku tak dapat nak beza antara betul atau yang perli... hahaha... punya bendul lah! Dah aku tak buat macam tu, manalah aku perasan kalau orang buat dekat aku.

Hampeh! Tapi my boss ni memang macam ni.. sumer orang pun kena. Jahat dia nih! hahaha... ada ker patut. Telampauuu! Tu belum kes terjumpa encik romeo must die tuh dalam lift. Asyik-asyik jumpa dia dalam lift. And...pagi tadi pula terjumpa mamat cute yang resembled my ex tuh dekat tangga.Mamat ni pula, balik-balik jumpa dekat tangga. Koman-koman dalam meeting ker... kedai makan ker..kannn...hahah

Speaking about that romeo. Masuk-masuk lift dengan muka cuak sebab handphone plus duit sket + kredit card aku dah tercicir entah dekat mana,so tak perasan yang encik tu dekat depan aku sebab hati sakit, jiwa plak kacau... dia suitt! tanya aku balik dari site mana. Bla bla bla soal jawab... dia tiba-tiba bagi nasihat pasal safety shoe. Romeo*...lain kali, pakai kasut biasa jer,sampai site baru tukar. Minta kontraktor provide satu untuk ko. Aku*tak nak lah, kasut dorang tak lawa. Romeo*macam kasut ko tu lawa sangat lah*  Kitaorang*hahahahaha! Aku*terukkk lah incik nih, suka-suki je. Aku*(dalam hati) ko memang hampeh incik! hahaha

Aku telah meng"cross boss aku hari ni. Nasib ko lah!

I am watching save the last dance 2, for the second time. The mixing of ballet and hip hop really turn me on! Movies like step up 1 and save the last dance 2 are the best of their kind. I also loved stomp the yard. You got served and make it happen kinda ok. I dont like save the last dance 1 coz i dont get it. I am also not fond of step up 2 and turn to the centre of the earth coz i dont like the girls.. Hahaha.. Channing Tatum and his lovely heroin still the best dancer besides mr Columbus Short and Izabella miko.