Sunday 11 October 2009

I have a case

From inside this room of mine, one could never see the sun brightly shinning, or the sound of the rain pouring on the roof and not even the wave of earthquake. I can sleep 24 hours because it is too dark in here. The only opening was the door and window that facing closed corridor. The other day during the light wave of earthquake, I was here, inside my room but I never realize it until people told me the next day! They said it was normal to feel the wave at this area. The wave occurred around 6 pm and it also can be felt at my office.

Today, my sun day. I spent it watching movies and reading a contract document. What a life! I went shopping yesterday. Guess what I bought? Of course dvds! Dont tell me to count how many collections I have coz you might say I am a movie freak.

My friend told me she is getting married with the boyfriend of hers. Not that I dont like the guy but I think she is making the biggest mistake in her life marrying him. He finally said he wanted to get married after a long dragging and torturing year. She is just about to finally able to accept someone new, who is accepting her the way she is but it is obvious she still loved him. In the case there were no third party involves, I think he deserve a second chance but this romeo must die guy? Hmmmm... His mother was not fond of my friend because she is a single mother, with two sons. So, he decided to be obedient to his mom and keep her at the same time,which the plan... he will marry his mother's choice and my friend.What was that call? Honeying baby!

I am not against that because it is her who will bear all the consequences. If she want it to be that way...then she can go for it. No questions ask. She is a beautiful girl but I think she has lower self confidence, which is good sometimes. Too much of it will make  her end up like me..hoho! No! But this friend of mine, no matter what happened, she kept coming back to this guy and forgave him. If that was what they called true love, then I rest my case and rather be alone than to end up like that.

Saturday 10 October 2009

Old time story. Old!

Remember those kecoh aunties i talked about? They are sitting next to me. They are conversing in mandarin but i can understand a bit. One of them said that maybe they were a bit noisy. Good! You understand better maa.

But, the noisy team inside the train still bising as always. Those two aa.. Haiyaa..

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 I am currently watching my favorite movies... Cheer leading of course! Sports-kids-dance-wars-high school movies are in  my team and I hate horror-heavy love story-American pie type. For this weekend, I was destined to work from home and burn my day of rest. Nothing much I can say.. the more I say or share, it will come back to haunt me. People said, share it so that your burden will disappear.. If I were sad, I will become more sad - If I hated someone- I will hate them even more - If I were depressed - I will be more and more... more of negative auras to develop in my vein. This is what I get when I share it with people. Weird rite?

 So, I'm gonna talk about this romeo must die at my office..ahaha. Remember that lift guy I told ya. We were having jamuan hari raya today. He sat next to this Chinese girl bla bla bla... As of today, we were all approved of him as the real romeo. People even said, when you see this guy alone without chicks around, that sure is weird.. hahaha.. But his approaching skills is good for those typical girl type. He even get her number yar, and he did that in front of bosses and of course not-bosses like us la... It was like watching a sketsa you know and he played his role perfectly. Hahaha... This guy was loud and easy going, colleagues and even bosses kinda liked him. He did not nail the look but his profile was perfect. He got the figure and only a few steps away of being on top level at his job. Talk that to his two wives ok! Well....

Seriously, I think those tricks are cheap. Talk that to me whom fail to appreciate sweet talk and all kind of kindness out of nowhere what so ever. But, who cares rite? Especially guy, not as long as they can get the girl for whatever reason they have on their mind. And those girls were not any good either, that made them suitable for each other. Fair and square. That is why it is hard for me to have a boyfriend. For just-a-guy, maybe I am too 'clever'.  All those silly conversations and sweet talk made me like wanna vomit. Those type who love to show their caring and romantic side while the fact, they were not even my boyfriend yet is really annoying. I love matured and cool guy. But too cool till they become too cold like my previous relationship won't do any good. And I like to be lead, not to lead them. If I ever have to be the leader in a relationship, it would make me the boyfriend or the husband hello!

It's true that guys did not favor girls who overdo them. They have their ego of course. That is good to have an ego because muka tembok tak tahu malu are the worst kind of guy di muka bumi ni, but, please don't have too much of it till it upgrades you to stupidity level guys! You could never imagine how far women can accept bad and dark sides of you. Some women can go lower like accepting the serial killers as a boyfriend, worst case - raper! Take charge and lead, don't ever let the girl overrules because you might lose your 'hotness' and desirable level in their eyes one day. Then, there come the problems....

Friday 9 October 2009

Mumble mumble

I am at the station at the moment. Hearing this two noisy aunties makes me like wanna tell them to saddappp ur mouth! Not that i mind their whatsoever.. Can they just talk at a nice pitch. They talked so loud as if they were the only two human beings here. What a!

Rite. At the next station, they will complete their noisy team. This woman in front of me, hold on to the train pole like she wanna take it home. Hello! Look around mokcik. There were so many people holding on to it, they dont want to touch your big body. Move away!

Why am I like this? Oh no! This is not good.. muhuhaha....

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I am at home now. This morning, I went to a meeting at Cheras. Comparing this project to mine, this one is advancing and ahead of target. You can see the mechanical development and all the documentation is progressing. We were asked in the meeting why were there so many unsettle things for our part. Yah! What do you expect. Submitting all the documents inside a file and compiled altogether almost 100 items..small items.. then queue la and wait for your turn coz we also have many things to look at.

Enjoying my evening with a cup of tea and keropok lekor while waiting for ibu to arrive... I have a class tonight.I missed it last week. Exam will be on the first week of September.

Tuesday 6 October 2009

Alive But Dead

I will be going to Shah Alam today. This project has been started long ago with slowest pace ever. What the! Last nite, i bought new mattress. Not really a mattress actually. It can be folded into three. I am just preparing for my visitor.. well, since my sister is studying here... I went to JUSCO during lunch time. I felt like i didn't wanna leave the place yar..

If yesterday I blogged from inside the train, now I am blogging from its station. All those familiar faces and noisy aunties... what a routine!

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Home finally... what a tiring day. I reached office at 3.40 pm.My meeting ended at 2 pm, went lunch and it  took almost 30++ minutes to reach office depending on the traffic. I was a bit energetic today since I went there with my boss so I can hide behind him... muhuhaha...

And... the guy..with a warmth smile that touch my heart... aww... sat next to me *somewhere*. He smiled at me... oh! No. I felt like...nothing.Whatt???!!! Hahaha.  I think I am gonna call him my idol. What's not to adore about handsome and successful young man? I never bother to know about his status because it doesn't concerned me. He is young, smart, handsome, charming, well-mannered and what do you expect? of course I wanna be like him, except that I am a girl, so? Romantic feeling ah??? oh! Nop. My time has passed already.. I'll pass it to younger generation.. huahauhau.. but... It is unavoidable that he is sooo adorable ;p

I joined this one networking website, kinda like facebook except it was a bit annoying because *strangers* kept  message and add you as their friend out of nowhere. You can even pick who your matches are (konon lar)because the website kept advertising on them. I think I am like one stupid person to involve myself in such silly website. I have no interest at all, but I think it is funny. My house mate kept  promoting me to join it without knowing I've been invited by my friend and already signed up long ago. And, the fact that I only realize it last week after changing Spam setting on my mail.

But, I did not delete my account and make it accessible to everyone just to see how far people can go. I laughed at every message I read.. why did peoples get themselves into this stage? Strange!

I am alone and a loner but I ain't lonely. This is not just me making a big talk here but who to blame coz it is my nature. Talk about love?? I have given so much of my one very small heart to one person who didn't understand the meaning of love and, have no idea about love at all, and I, have nothing left for other. But, as what I always remind myself... fate was written differently. To love and to hate so much is a big No for us as human. Opt to be moderate and flexible in everything because life outcome is not ours to decide..  we are only the planner, to be exact... dreamer. But I, I stopped dreaming and asking but refuse to refuse anything that has been written in my fate.. so, am I alive but already dead actually? .. Hah?? what the!

Here... one funny message from one funny person. This one make me feel like going to toilet & berak.. muhuhaha.

"bla bla bla... you are exactly the kind of girl i need to be my close one. I see something so special in you. Can you be my friend,a close friend? bla bla bla... happy if you accept me to be your close friend and the sky will be our limit..i promise to be sincere,honest,loving and caring to you if you accept me.. bla bla bla"

Monday 5 October 2009

Commuter blogger

It wasn't just me but my dreams also getting weirder now days. I dream about a set-up marriage last sleep. What the!! 

Blogging from inside the commuter as early as 6.42 in the morning? Hmm.. Today is Monday. As usual, station and the train itself congest with people. So many outsiders..that is for sure, and those two kecoh Chinese aunt. Can they just save it for later? So noisy early in the morning!

My plan for today - JUSCO. I am going to buy and buy and buy. I should buy a big trunk to place all my stuffs. I am a mad buyer, it occurred sometimes.

This week is my meeting week, starting from tomorrow. I think I didn't accomplish anything since the first day here. What the! And I lost my motivation. For the second time.

Friday 2 October 2009

Cabut

Today is my not-feeling-so-well day... arrived at office with a dizzy head and felt like I wanna throw up, so I took a nap until 7.55 am. I joined my seniors for breakfast. Today is the beginning of my being-all-alone day. I went to work together with ibu today. Sure it is weird, but it was more weirder to her I guess. Nervous about her first day at work, sleeping at unfamiliar place last night (my house... daaa) while worrying about a plane to catch.. what's more to say.

I ordered coffee, they gave a black one. My TA said it was not a good idea to have coffee so I ordered hot chocolate which is MILO of course, and nasi lemak. Dont say anything,please! On my way down to our eating place, I met the guy from buka puasa day. My look-alike ex bf I mentioned before. Owh! I think he advanced his cuteness today ;p

My branch held a majlis for Hari Raya celebration today which I did not attend. Yeah... I am not interested in such event,especially when i am without girl-companion. I am not good at making friends, and I dont seems to improvise I guess. My technician, which is around my mother's age once advised me about finding jodoh. She said, how am I going to find my jodoh if I dont go out looking for them and avoid joining the crowd. Ibu and ayah also shared the same conversation with me the other day which I think is annoying to hear.

Why is everybody telling me to find a husband? Hello, spare me! It is really annoying, really really annoying. People really are funny! I think, I am more happier than some of them. "You should find one" or "you should have babies" or "I pity you that you are still alone". Well, I am the one who should pity them actually.

People told me that I am gonna be alone if I don't get married and have children. There will be nobody to take care of me. I don't deny the "alone" thing but I think that just proved how short their thinking skill is. People worried too much about too many things and tend to forget how short this life is. God arranged the best for each of us, the fate is written differently and it is only God who allowed things to happen in one's life.

When comes to love, I did not agree with the thinking of owning a child yourself is different from adopting or whatever. The love you have towards your parents is not just love, it is also your thank to God and both of them for having you in this world but, the love towards a child is a responsibility and a thank to your creator for granting such wonderful things to happen in your life. Love is without boundary , you can give them freely. It doesn't matter if the people will love you back because love is without price. "Hanya doa anak yang soleh yang tinggal pabila seseorang hamba itu meninggalkan dunia ini" but people simply build their own limitation to this. God will hear our sincere prayers, no matter to who we meant it for. What anak yang soleh? The fact that they rarely exist now days. We should be thankful for what we have instead of worrying about meaningless things. As said before, fate was written differently. We can try every best we could to get or have what we want in this short journey we called life but only God owned the power to permit or forbid it from happening. Sic!

Wednesday 30 September 2009

W.E.I.R.D

Last night i dream about being in Paris... what a weird dream. And, what a weird day today. I am not feeling not-well, nor that I am tired.. not a little bit. It just...I dont want to go to my Mandarin class tonight. I dont want to do anything, anything at all.

Tuesday 29 September 2009

30 for 80

For the price of RM80... Blue Ray Edition... I get this

1. Spectacular
2. American High School
3. Keeping it real
4. The confession of a Hollywood starlet
5. Aeon Flux
6. Dead Or Alive
7. Charlie's Angels
8. Charlie's Angels : Full Throttle
9. Resident Evil
10. Resident Evil : Apocalypse
11. Resident Evil : Extinction
12. Kill Bill Vol 1
13. Kill Bill Vol 2
14. Ultraviolet
15. Yes Man
16. Bruce Almighty
17. Eternal Sunshine
18. The Grinch
19. The Mask
20. Ace Ventura JR
21. Ace Ventura : When Nature Calls
22. Ace Ventura : Pet Detective
23. Marley & Me
24. Beverly Hills Chihuahua
25. Underdog
26. Space Buddies
27. Cats & Dogs
28. Garfield
29. Garfield : A tail of two kitties
30. Kung Fu Panda

Yeah! Who cares if they were a little old. That is why they were called collection. Oh! I am draining out my own pocket. Plus, I also bought the first season of Hannah Montana which is out of expectancy ok! What a RM 40 waste on such dvd.. call it original but still a waste!

I never bought pirate one during my days at LA because? No one sell it there la, what else! For four or five vcds (yes! you did not hear it wrong.. it is vcd, not dvd).. I will have to spare 100++ every month. For a low quality picture that is far from better if they were being watched from this 32" tv... oh No! What a waste! a waste! a waste!

But here... oh! Yes! What a heaven. Pirated blue ray ok! No need to mention about the quality because, memang berkualiti. Who needs to go to Cinema when you can gegar your pintu bilik with a boom boom pow sound system. Ok! Not really boom boom pow la.. sorry ;p

Monday 28 September 2009

Mickey Mouse?

What a good day...

Aku sampai office awal macam biasa pagi nih. Malasnya menengok opis aku nih... resign kanggg!

P sarapan ngan ibu & ayah dekat McD. Pasni dah tak bley dah... huhu. Bos panggil meeting.. lama juga meeting kitaorang. Dekat jam 11 setengah kot baru habis. Pastu melantak hamper yang ada dekat opis nih. Tak banyak hamper pun sebab pengarah kitaorang tak beraper gemar haktiviti2 hamper2an nih... cayalah puan!

Tengahari pegi makan magi ngan ibu... past tu p perabih duit dekat MPH. Kitaorang sangat kaya, kannnn!!! Ni kes tak sedar diri lah ni... dekat seratus gak shopping buku jek.

Petang tu, senior aku bising,kater aku kejam sebab dia kena p site yang bapak jauh dekat Kapit tu gara2 aku.. haha... aku tak pernah pon pegi visit site yang tuh. Bukan takat tak pegi visit, malah berjaya menolak kepada inchik bos untuk pegi. Bos aku kater, ble nampak buaya tu time naik bot. Eeee!! Lagi la aku serammm. Nasib juga ada rombakan dalam kabinet... eh! unit ;p kalau tak... merasalah aku berkawan ngan buaya... eeeeeee... Tapi aku sangat suka sebab tak payah jaga projek tu... yeeeayyyy!!!

Petang, aku shopping sungguh2 plak dekat area umah. Tak paham aku... kat mv tu cakap jek kedai apa, tapi kedai kat area umah ni juga tempat sopping pevret aku. Bukan takat tu, siap p beli dvd plak. Ni lagi satu yang aku cukop menyampah... beli! beli! beli! kalau aku cop duit takpe lah.

Makcik aku datang amik kueh kiriman my nenek... dorang ajak p beraya... malas tah ku ingau. Baju nak pakai esok pun tak iron lagi... oh! No... Pakai jek lah baju mickey mouse yang diberi kekasih lama ku ini ke opis, takbley ker? jeans aku belambak dalam almari tuh... sayang kalau mereka menjadi makanan lipas. Oh! No

Sunday 27 September 2009

Sed sad

Sedih. Itulah perasaan dan perkataan yang ada dalam aku. Dah tua2 ni, lebih2 pula. Dalam pukul 7 lebih kitaorang sampai airport. Aku yang drive. As usual la, aku memang menyampah kalau drive malam. Mata dah la rabun, silau lagi. Aku betul2 dah tua rupanya... muhuhaha... tapi aku tetap comel! So what?

Dalam pukul 12 juga kot keluar dari airport. Nasib ader orang amik, kalau tak... tidur la kitaorang dekat airport. Sampai rumah dalam pukul 1 lebih kot.

Pagi ni.. aku bersungguh2 bersarapan sambil meleleh air mata. Sedih... tak tahu lah apa kenanya. Dari semalam lagi aku duk tahan2... aku rasa balik KL mcm balik g neraka plak... hahaha. Belum pun aku sampai KL semalam, aku dah mula rasa letih. Aku betul2 rasa penat.

Thursday 24 September 2009

Mari mengemas

Hari ni tak pegi mana... aku bersungguh2 kemas bilik. This is the only ruang yang aku ada dalam rumah ni yang aku boleh buat ikut suka suki aku. Kalau ruang lain, jenuh la nak berurusan dengan big boss. My sis yang dah nak khawin tu pon, fening nak pk macamana nak buat pelupusan barang2 dalam bilik dia.

Nasib baik bilik aku tak banyak barang. Dan, bilik aku juga adalah satu2nya ruang yang my dad tak kan usik or bagi budak2 ni usik esp yang kecik tu. See... power of the sulung maa.. My sis yang kecik tu, ada ka patut.. my mom tanya.. kamurang x terbau apa2 bau busuk ka dalam bilik tu.. then dia bukak la story. My sis punya ikan peliharaan hari tu melompat keluar dari bekas dia.. si kecik tu duk cari2 tapi tak jumpa sampai busuk ikan tu. Nasib aku tak dek, kalau aku ada... silap2 bukan ikan, si kecik tu yang terkeluar dari bekas.. hahaha...

Yang kecik tu pun dah nak masuk form one next year.. my mom next month nak g naik haji.. tinggallah dia dengan my dad. Luckily juga my 3rd sis masuk poly intake next year.. at least, ada jugalah tukang masak my dad & yang kecik tu.

Wednesday 23 September 2009

KiKi

Hari ni malas nak menyambut hari raya... opppsss... bukan bah! hari ni hari jalan2 cari pasal.. aku nak kena pegi servis keta la pulak. Kalau ikut hati, malas nak pegi tapi kalau x pegi nanti tak valid pulak warranty. Siapalah yang buat rules hampeh ni.

Jalan2 cari pasal sampai rumah my dad. My sis ni nak amik barang2 dia. Lalu depan OneBorneo, tapi tak sempat nak singgah sebab my sis yang lagi sorang nak pegi tengok barang2 khawen dia pulak. My sis dah nak kawen, akaq jugak yang single. Jenuh juga menjawab soklan2 direct tak bertapis berbunyi "kenapa ko putus tunang? dah ada pengganti baru? siapa yang selingkuh? dia dah kawen dah ker sekarang?"

Bila kena tanya siapa yang selingkuh tu aku yang paling aku tak tahan. Dah ler guna ayat selingkuh,macam aper jek.. hehe.. tak dek saper la yang selingkuh, apa jenis soklan daa! Tapi life memang macam ni lah... mula2 pasal study... upsr, pmr, spm, stpm dpt berapa? siapa masuk U mana, amik apa... then.. kerja apa.. pastu plak... khawin. Saper dah kawen, saper plak belum.. next, anak2.. dah berapa orang.. advance lagi, cerai... saper bercerai dulu... saper yang live happily ever after. Semuanya predictable.

Tuesday 22 September 2009

Raya Tiga

Hari ni dah raya ketiga... kejap jek kan.. Pagi2 lagi dah sibuk memasak rendang ayam. My crime partner kata nak datang beraya. Dah ready2 kan kelupis semua... mak bising, apsal tak rendang sekali dua ekor ayam tuh.. gara2 malas nak potong ayam...tu yang masak sekor jek. Boleh plak.. haha... Tak perlah... budak2 ni kata nak masak rendang daging pulak.

Sibuk2 dekat dapur... sedar2 rumah dah penuh dengan family seblah ayah. Hari ni memang turun diorang pula serang umah kitaorang. Kelam kabut juga dibuatnya. Tambah2 pulak ramai budak2. Aku terkenang anak abang sedara aku yang nakal giler ni, raya last 2 year kot. Budak ni memang hyper. Time tu pegi beraya umah nenek dia, which is my dad's brother. Dia gigit my sis & buat macam2 lagi lah... last2 meraung sebab at the end dia plak kena gigit. Yang mengigit tu pulak, bukan calang2... budak besar tu... yaktu, aku... muhuhaha... aku tak pernah jentik pon adik2 aku (except yang 2nd ;p).. kira budak tu memang bertuah ler...

Gembiranya jadi budak2 kan... bila dah tua2 nih baru ler tersedar.

Aku kuarkan keyboard.. last2 yang bersungguh2 main keyboard tu ialah my dad. See... Casio nak lawan ngan Yamaha kannn... terus dia lupa dekat keyboard dia. Syytt... tapi yang pasti bapak aku main sumbang...hahaha... ampunnn pakkk!!

Sibuk amat sampai crime partner datang ponn tak terlayan. Nak stori2, my sedaras kat tepi2 tu terrrer bab pasang telinga. Tu belum part budak2 kecik giler kuaser & tak mo share. Ader yang sampai menjerit2. Aku memang menyampah kalau budak suka menjerit2 nih. Aku pon pernah kecik aper, adik2 aku tu... kitaorang tak meroyan pon & jerit2 tak tentu hala. Kalau anak aku sok, ko jeritlah.... cuba! Yess! Memang betul aku belum ada anak, tapi nak tunduk pada anak, aku rasa bukan stail aku. Parents rules, bukan anak2... tapi bukan ler dengan cara gila kuasa. Cukup lah sekadar guna psikologi. There are so many ways to approach & tackle budak2 nih... kalau tak reti, p kedai buku la beli buku.

Kalau kitaorang dulu, tak payah guna tangan... cukup sekadar pandangan jek dah cukup untuk buat kitaorang paham yang my dad tak suka what we did. Tapi budak2 yang aku jumpa nowdays, makin budak tu mengada2, makin di layan. Pas marah, di pujuk... manalah budak tu tak naik kepala sebab tahu mesti pas kena marah ni, sure akan kena pujuk punya. Budak2 kena ajar bertanggungjawab atas sikap & perbuatan dorang since kecik2 lagi. Tahan2lah sikit hati tu...

Monday 21 September 2009

2nd Day..

Hari ni turn beraya dekat rumah family sebelah ayah pula. Semalam dah serang 3 rumah... tu pun dah letih gila... tah aper2 tah... dah tua2 ni kan.

Tadi pegi rumah abang my dad yang 2nd then baru pegi rumah abg dia yang first. Rasanya pegi rumah dorang ni memang every year... tu pun boleh sesat... this year drive separately. My dad & mom ... anak2 plak 1 keta lain. Teringat zaman kecil2... bersesak2 lah dalam van my dad my sardin. Last year, my dad still manage to paksa kitaorang naik satu van sampai one of my sis kena duduk dekat kerusi plastik dekat bonet. Teringat lagi muka masam budak2 nih.. hahaha... Tahun ni, since keta aku pon ader dekat kampung & my dad plak dengan kereta barunya kannn... so... tak lah kitaorang naik van lagi... hehehe

My dad ni bolehlah dikategorikan jenis yang suka ikut kepala dia jek. Sometimes dia terlupa yang dia ader 5 orang anak gadis yang dah besar2.. & ada seorang gadis lagi yang dah mememani dia selama 30 tahun ni. Kadang2 dia buat ikut suka dia jek. Tak dinafikan, ada juga masanya hati tersentuh namun sebagai anak, baik @ buruk ibu bapa kita... janganlah sekali2 menyakiti hati mereka. Dua orang ni tak akan dapat kita tukar ganti macam berganti suami mahu pun isteri. Terimalah mereka seadanya...

Sambung cerita raya... before balik rumah, budak2 ni ajak g jalan2 cari pasal dekat pekan. Time nak balik dah, mom call bagitau dekat rumah dah penuh dah. Sampai2 rumah, gitar2 ngan keyboard semua dah ready dekat tangan abang2 sedara aku. Penyanyi pun dah dilantik... haha... sungguh2 dorang berkonsert... sumbang mambang tak payah cerita lah. Kalau anak2 abang sulung my dad ni, memang jenis tak de segan punya.. semua yang mulut bising. Lain pula ngan anak2 abang my dad yang 2nd, semua lemah lembut macam their dad.

My dad 4 beradik, & ada sorang jek pompuan. Semua adik beradik dia yang lain each ada sorang jek anak pompuan, except for my dad yang anak beliau (;p) semua pompuan. Same goes to my mother, 8 beradik cuma dia as yang sulung & yang bongsu tu jek pompuan.. yang lain lelaki.. tapi yang peliknya, my mom + my dad = anak pompuan semuanya.

Sunday 20 September 2009

Raya 2009

Selamat Hari Raya 2009 buat semua...

Sedar tak sedar, hari raya pun tiba. Raya pertama tahun ni seperti biasalah, berkunjung ke rumah nenek yang jauhnya hanya sekadar beberapa langkah je dari rumah. Semua adik2 beradik mak pun macam tu, hari raya pertama pasti di rumah nenek. Mak punya 6 adik lelaki, para wife kenalah ikut mana suami nak beraya kann... tahun ni cuma makcik jek yang tak de. Tapi yang pastinya, hari raya tetap meriah..

Sampai rumah dah maghrib.. hari ni tak masak apa2. Besoklah baru aku fikirkan apa menu nak di masak. My mom adik beradik dah bagi2 tugasan memasak. My mom masak nasik minyak ngan sambal telur, yang lain2 prepare lauk pauk & sayur2 ler. Since rumah kitaorang kalah tongkang pechah, kitaorang kemas lah apa yang patut. Aku malas nak jadik decorator berjaya tahun ni, biarkan saja rumah ku sebegini. 

Thursday 17 September 2009

Mari mengenang...

Hari ni aku dah start cuti... Besok balik kampung... yeayyy... seronottnyerrr!!! Tapi sebelum berseronot balik kampung.. aku nak mengenang dulu sesi makan2 dekat The Garden .. upload sikit2 jek lah..










Wednesday 16 September 2009

Beg naik haji

PART 1

Since before kol lapan lagi budak2 ni dah bertengek kat meja aku... mentang2 mood holiday dah on... lebih setengah jam juga kitaorang melepak... hahaha... bos pon join sekali, itu yang paling tak tahan tu. Member yang ganti ibu ngan ayah dah start lapor diri hari ni...

Dekat kol 9, aku ngan bos bertolak pegi Ampang.. aku berjayalah pasang testing equipment yang busuk tuh... busuk gila. Aku ngan bos duk mengusik konsultant yang bawak kitaorang sebab dia yang kena usung beg tu dari opis. Gelak dia bila dengar citer pasal beg tuh. Beg tu besar mengalahkan beg aku balik kampung. Yang tak tahan time testing tadi... bukan aku yang amik reading, tapi bos aku.. berani aku! Aku tak bersalah bah... aku g amik reading2 lain ok. Balik, bos suruh konsultant tu turunkan depan opis jek... dia kater tak per la, biar dia jek bawak naik beg tu. Petang tadi aku story la ngan senior aku pasal tu... gelak dia... aperlah ko ni kater dia.. hahaha... Aku pompuan.. aderla excuse ;p

Sampai mv dah tengahari.. aku g la bejalan2 cari pasal dekat carrefour.. besok macam malas plak nak kuar... so, aku shopping hari ni la.. beli kueh2 sket. Time nak balik tadi... aku g la jumpa budak2 ni g minta ampun & maaf kot2 aku berdosa banyak kat dorang.. aku taww ok! Bos aku mengusik aku suh bawak beg naik haji tu balik kampung sebab mcm banyak sangat jek barang2 aku katernya... hahahaha...


...inilah beg naik haji kitaorang...


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PART 2

Baru jek balik kelas.. letih amat hari nih padahal yang sungguh2 buat testing tadi bos aku.. ampunnn bos! Bos aku tu dalam pada suka buat lawak, garang jugak orangnya... lagi plak anak dia sumer lelaki. Siaplah ko kalao dia hangen... aku pun gerun.

Sampai2 umah.. takder mood nak buat apa2. Aku time dah nak sampai kitar nih, mulalah sakit. Selesma lah.. pening la.. badan over heating la.. macam-macam. Besok aku dah start cuti... nak packing & kemas umah sket. Aku pelik kat umah ni... kat ruang tamu jek cantik, kat dapur bersepah. Ada sekali tu, ada plak yang tampal notis suh susun kasut elok2.. macam budak2. Dia tampal note tu, aku pun balas gak ngan silent treatment.. aku simpan sumer kasut aku yang takat berapa pasang tu jek. Tak kira lah saper yang buat sepah, aku malas nak terlibat.

Yang pelik tu, tang tu nak kira sangat... dapur bersepah tak pula jadik hal. Bukan takat sepah, comots, momots, berulat pun ader. Sampah dalam plastik jer, ngeri aku nak kater. Since tu aku asing sampah aku... tak tahan la kiter jek jadi barua tukang buang sampah... sampah kering tak per lagi. Tu belum lagi aku dengar ura2 nak tampal duty rooster ari tu... kelakar plak. Kalo ikhlas nak buat keje tu, buat jek lah... tak yah kalut orang lain tak buat.

Dulu dekat LA, since aku keje hari Sabtu & housmate aku plak tak keje... boleh kater every Saturday tu dia yang akan sapu & kemas umah.. tak komplen langsung pun. Kalau aku tengok dia tak buat, aku cover la pulak. Tapi yang pasti, kitaorang nyer dapur sentiasa bersih sebab lepas masak jek, sure kitaorang kemas punya. Since aku pindah, ex hosmate aku tu pun dah tak cari hosemate baru... susah nak cari yang sekepala katanya... tapi memang betullah. 4 tahun kitaorang serumah... sedih gak time nak pindah hari tu. Dia yang lebih2 excited time aku dapat offer gomen.. panjang berjela gak nasihat dia.. hahaha.. ops! aku baru perasan yang aku terlupa nak balas sms dia last week... tengok! punya teruklah aku ni sekarang. SMS orang berzaman nak jawab... call tak yah cakap lah... mmg tak berangkat, apa lagi nak tengok list miscall yang berderet. Nasib lahhh...

Tuesday 15 September 2009

Ari yang penuh

Hari ni macam2 yang berlaku... ish ish ish...

Pagi tadi before nak pegi meeting... bos serahkan borang pink dekat aku. Kalau saper2 pernah tengok Meteor Garden ker, Boys over Flower ker... Hana Yori Dango ker... sure taw pasal kad merah yang geng F4 akan issue kalau dorang menyampah dekat someone tu.. Tapi aktuali, kalau dalam gomen memang wujud la benda tuh. Tapi kad tu kaler pink & dalam bentuk surat yang salah satu daripada isinya memberitahu yang si anu nih kena transfer..

Saspen juga... kot2 aku kena transfer juga macam ibu ngan ayah. Tapi surat aku tu bukan dalam sampul plak. Time bos bagi tuh, kitaorang ramai2 tengah meeting @ borak2 sebab masing2 dah on holiday mood. Jeng! Jeng! Jeng! la... rupanya surat tu bagitaw yang butiran gaji aku dah dibetulkan dari sandaran. Chet! Bos aku pun saspen, kot2 la ader lagi budak dia yang nak kena transfer...

Kol 9 lebih, g meeting dekat Sg Buloh.. since aku yang kena amik alih projek ni dari team senior aku pas nih. Bila sampai part Mechanical... nak ketawa kitaorang dengar pasal servis mekanikal yang ada. Acon split unit sebijik jer, fire fighting pakai portable type 14 bijik... hahahahahha... buang karan jek datang sikitlah punya jauh. Kelakar giler...

Balik dari meeting tuh... dah tengahari.. aku pegilah merayau2 kat bawah opis before naik. Petang, senior aku kater nak minta tolong. Besok dia nak suruh aku tolong dia g buat testing and comm. Dahlah dia nak suruh aku g sorang & minta consultant dia g amik aku.. saspen i nak g berdua... kang aku pengsan sebab...ehem! hahahah... nasib bos aku nak pegi sekali. Kalau tak... hehehe...

Petang tu aku bertungkus lumus belajar macamana nak pasang testing equipment. Kalau kat opis ni, saper yang guna alat tu kononnya nak pegi naik haji. Apa taknya... beg dia sikit punya besar. Sebijik macam beg orang pegi haji... dah lah bau dia busuk... nak muntah aku dibuatnya.

Malam plak g berbuka dekat The Garden Hotel... wallahhh...memang marveles. Makanan pelbagai type... sebut jer nak aper. Lobster... ketam... fresh pulak tu... belum japanese food... dan banyak lagi lah. Aku sampai tak tahu nak makan yang mana dah sebab banyak sangat... sok2 lah baru aku upload gambar.

Kat table aku tuh... still ader la tempat yang kosong selepas di isik oleh kitaorang berlima. Ader la 4 orang mamat ni datang & duduk kat situ. One of this guy duduk selang sekerusi dari aku remind me of someone... my ex. Sebijik amat... cuma mamat ni tinggi sket, putih & kurus... alamak... memang samalah.. cuma mungkin dia comel sikit lah.. hahaha... nama pun dah dekat2... ish! ish! ish! tapi memang sebijik... aku ader la amik gambar... tapi bukan gambar dia okek... gambar makanan yang dia amik jek... hahahaha... nasib aku tak tenung lamer2... yelah...nak pastikan kesamaan dorang... karang mamat tu ingat aku giler ker aper... kekekekek

Sampai2 rumah, housemate aku bagitau... sorang lagi hosmate aku disyaki H1N1 pas balik dari Hong Kong hari tuh... laaaa... kitaorang dekat umah ni mmg kalau tak berjumpa beberapa hari tu.. tak lah rasa pelik sangat sebab memang selalu. Tak sangka la pulak dia kena kuarantin..

Monday 14 September 2009

DoUble Up

Bos panggil meeting pagi ni...nak buat rombakan unit.. aku ingat dah ramai yang pangkat atas aku,kuranglah kerja aku...mana tahu la pulak beban kerja aku bertambah.. double dari sebelum ni.. masaklah aku lepas nih... .. gugur juga rambut aku sorang2 bertungkus lumus. Nak harapkan yang atas aku tuh... baik tak yah!

Orang tengok memang la macam best, sure punya terfikir macam2... plojek besar, mesti ontong besar... hotok demo! .. kitaorang ni lah golongan yang bersih, cekap dan amanah tu oke! that is why la rasa sayang juga kalau kena pindahkan. Kat unit aku ni takder la orang2 yang belagak, tunjuk terrer... sumer pun low profile.. yang paling best, bos memang baik. Kena bos jahat, jadi kambing hitam ler... kat sini, keje sumer black & white, tak der yang under the table ker... aper ker.. aku taww la sebab aku memang taw! Yang aku tak taw, buat apa aku citer sebab aku memanglah tataw. Nak under the table, p main jauh2.. p nyorok2 bawah pokok lagi baik sebab memang tak dek pekdahnyer kalau dekat sini.. political power dinafi ler memang wujud, tapi keje tetap kena ikut laluan betul.

Pasni kalau aku berjaya follow sampai habis projek2 yang aku kena monitor tuh...sure rasa macam best... raser macam ader la achievement.. padahal time constuction tuh... tah haper benda dah yang happen dekat aku kot... nak buat macamana...halal jek lah sementara belum kena pindah ni.

Saturday 12 September 2009

Malas lagi

Ari ni ari tidooo... letih giler...

Tadi berbuka dengan nasi tomato, amat kenyang. Ni tengah layan Rookies plak. Nak study, rasa malas. Mata pun dah mengantuk... alala... budak malas! Maaaalaaaasssss....

Next week nak balik kampung dah.. kerepek..muruku... sumer dah ready. Tapi tang nak mengangkut tu yang malas.

Friday 11 September 2009

Aku dan mata

..dari kol 2.30 tadi aku dah terjaga... eishh... rugi! rugi!

Orang yang nak pindah, aku yang susah hati... time aku putus chenta & impian anganku musnah(muhuhaha).. tak la pulak aku sampai tak ble tido. Tido tu kan mmg sinonim dengan aku, asal gelap jek nak tido.. hahah... dari time skolah dah macam ni.. orang stay up & bertungkus lumus study... aku plak tido...

Tapi time aku nak cakap dekat bos aku yang aku nak resign dulu... tak lena juga tidor aku dibuatnya...nasib makan masih kenyang.. haha.. pernah tak jumpa someone yang xder aper2 hubungan dgn kita tapi person ni totally bagi impact besar dalam hidup kita? Aku pernah...

Someone yang bukan sedara... bukan juga nak kata kawan rapat... tapi he totally change my life. Before ni i used to be someone yang quite baran... mudah melatah... rebellious.. tapi after i met this person few years back, i totally changed. Dah lebih lima tahun.. sedar2 aku dah tak sama macam aku yang dulu.. aku perasan lah baran aku pun dah boleh dikatakan ilang, even dekat things yang aku sepatutnya rasa marah pun, aku dah bule buat bodo jek.. apa yang ada dalam kepala aku cuma thought yang .. apa nak jadi pun, jadi lah...i just follow the flow & enjoy my life macam biasa.. tak payah fikir banyak2.. life pun teratur & berdisiplin.. orang tu bukan someone special pun.. tapi impact dia dalam life aku besar sampai macam tu sekali.. i am thankful...

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Dekat kol 10 juga aku sampai umah lepas berbuka tadi... nasib ler senior aku willing nak teman. Dia ni non-muslim, tapi ader nama melayu, kononnya peminat dia bagi nama... hahaha... so, since tadi tu majlis buka puasa.. malam ni aku perkenalkan dia guna nama Malay dia... giliran aku plak menyakat dia... selalu aku yang kena.

Penuh juga lah 2 table tadi... adalah dalam 20 orang kot & aku sorang jek pompuan. Nak buat macamana...saper suruh aku pilih bidang mekanikal.. dah taw bidang tu mostly lelaki.. Tapi kan, even aku keje mostly ngan jantan2... lagi distance pula hati aku nih nak berkenan kat orang... biasalah kan, as kawan orang akan jadi diri sendiri, so... nampak ler perangai sekor2... u know what i mean...

Best joint makan2 ngan orang2 yang experienced dalam kerja nih... memanglah pegi makan, tapi dalam pada tu dapat share good conversations on technical part and their experience. Betul ke tidak, tak kesah lah.. itu hal lain... otak kan ader, tapis ler elok2. Pegi berbuka dekat Boulevard Hotel...nak kata best sangat..biasa jek la... tapi banyak gak la jenis binatang yang ader ... kambing, ayam, beef, ikan, udang, sotong, lala, ketam... ntah ape lagi ntah..

Ibu dah kemas barang2 dia... dia tanak buat penangguhan dah...merajuk betul dia. Ayah plak nak minta tangguh kot.. nak pas kerja2 dia dekat orang baru. Aku sedih.. tapi nak buat macamana... everybody pun akan kena transfer bila2 masa.. cuma tunggu masa jek. Kira aku ni still ada peluang lah nak belajar banyak benda pasal mekanikal ni.. ibu ngan ayah pula, mungkin terlewat sikitlah tapi still akan ada peluang juga.

Borak2 dengan senior aku tadi... aku kater la, one day kalau2 aku naik pangkat... aku harap aku taklah jadi bos kayu yang tak reti apa2 pasal mekanikal nih. Dulu masa before aku masuk unit aku... aku pun tak dapat imagine sistem mekanikal yang enginer2 gomen meki kena jaga dekat mesia ni melainkan aircond, ventilation, piping system, heavy vehicle, machineries... Tapi now baru ler aku taww yang ader banyak sebenornye.. tengok jer la antara 2 yang ada dalam list pendaftaran PKK untuk kerja2 mekanikal..

1) Sistem penyaman udara dan pengalih udara
2) Bilik sejuk
3) Lift & escalator
4) Cold water & sanitary)
5) Pump
6) Pemasangan loji & kumbahan
7) Pemasangan loji & pembersih air
8) Kitchen
9) Dobi
10) Boiler and unfired vessel
11) Fire fighting
12) Pemasangan sistem penyampai
13) Pemasangan kren bagan/ kren work/ unit pengangkat & penyelenggara bangunan
14) Fire fighting
15) Compressor
16) Hot water
17) LPG
18) Sterilizer & autoclave
19) Medical gas
20) Automatic system for building
21) Lab equipment
22) Hydrotherapy pool

...ader lagi kot yang aku tak tules... unit aku jaga banyak jugak le services... so, banyak yang boleh aku belajar sementara aku masih dekat unit nih. Bos pula baik & tak lokek nak share ilmu. Kalau dia ada masa, dia akan panggil kitaorang & ajar... mana nak dapat bos macam tuh.. Even pas ni aku sorang2, aku think positive jek la... aper nak jadik pon jadiklah.. live my life to the fullest.. huuuuuuu

Thursday 10 September 2009

TANPA IBU DAN AYAH....

Wahai donia... aku sanghattt sedih!!!!!

Tadi dapat berita yang paling aku tanak dengar since the first day aku masuk dekat unit aku... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!

Hari aku bermula macam biasa. Time aku nak pegi minta boss sain report baru aku perasan boss aku cuti hari ni. 2nd boss pula dah pegi melaka... Tengah aku bersenang lenang time lunch, datang sorang mamat nih. Consultant ibu... borak sikitlah punya panjang dengan aku... lebih kot sejam.. letih i!

Petang plak... aku berusahalah mengupdate report aku agar mantepp! Tiba2 aku terdengar abang2 kat opis ni bergossip.. kononnya ader 2 orang baru nak masuk unit kitaorang.. kira pangkat tinggi sikitlah dari kitaorang nih. So.. dua orang dari unit kitaorang pula kena keluar.. aku taklah pegi menyebok dengar... aku g cari ibu dekat cubicle lama aku dulu.. dia tengah tolong member ni check dokumen tender. Borak punya borak, senior2 aku datang & bagitau ada cerita best nak share.. citer pasal gosip tulahhh... Aku taklah bother sangat sebab aku ingat apa2 pun sure lepas raya baru tahu.

Tak lah lama pun aku borak2 ngan ibu...AF1 datang ngan 3 pucuk surat. Hampir gak aku ngan ibu geletek dia sebab dia tanak bagi surat tuh.. hahaha... poser oi! poser! dia duk main teka-teki saperkah yang bakal menerima pink form tuh. Last2 dia unjuk dekat ibu... sah! ibu yang kena transfer... ayah pun kena transfer juga... berkuat kuasa 16 September 2009.. apehall la benghong arrange transfer time raya.. tunggu lepas raya tak boleh!

MAKA TINGGALLAH AKU TANPA IBU & AYAH!!!!!

MAKA AKU SANGAT SEDIHHHH!!!!!!!

Aku ngan ibu takyah cakap lah... ayah pula comes after ibu... kitaorang bertiga nilah yang sama2 tercongok kat opis before kol 7.30.. selalu turun sarapan sama.. kalau bab makan, cakap jer... mesti tak bantah punya... tak berkira pun nak makan dekat mana. Mungkin sebab kitaorang sebaya... so aura tu senada jek.. cheeewahhh...

Ibu mungkin sedih... ayah pula aku tak pasti sebab dia lelaki.. tapi aku memang sedih! sedih sebab aku sorang jek pompuan dekat unit nih lepas ni.. dorang berdua akan melalui hari2 yang baru dan berbeza tapi aku sedih sebab aku akan sorang2 melalui hari2 yang sama, hari2 yang amat bosan dan meletihkan... cuma bezanya kali ni aku sorang2. Lepas nih dah takder teman dah nak pegi menyerang MPH.. bershopping, berkaruke.... berjalan2 cari pasal... melawat Speedy... sedihnyaaa akuuu.....

Kejamnya orang yang arrange dorang pindah... kalau ayah ader, at least taklah aku sedih amat bila ibu tak der... masih gak ader tempat aku nak mengadu domba.. ni amik dua2... apsal tak amik yang lainn! amik aku ker.. pon takperrr as long still dekat KL nih.. tak pun hantar balik Sabah, lagi okek. Aku tak tahu lah besok macamana... ni pun dah nak meleleh air mata aku. Benchi nyerr!

Wednesday 9 September 2009

今天很懒惰 eh! 。。。。

..malaaaaaaaaaaaaasssssnyerrr nak pegi kelassss...

Letih giler kebelakangan nih.. tak taw la kenapa. Tadi aku turun nak g MPH, aku terserempak ngan sorang inchink nih time dalam lift. Dia ni memang suka mengusik aku... kadang2 malas nak layan. Kalau dia naik melawat kitaorang dekat atas, mesti dia tak lupa nak menyakat aku. Dia masuk2 lift terus p berdiri depan muker aku mcm dalam lift tu xder ruang kosong jer.. hampeh. Dekat giler, then bila aku move, dia gelak2.. ader kerr... nasib ader orang sorang dalam tu... kalau x, saspenn i... aku ready2 nak jerits dah.. hahaha.. 2 besok kalau jadik bos aku, naya!

Ngantuknya aku.. macamana nak pegi kelas malam nih... tuluuungggg... nasib kelas ni dah nak habesss..

Patutnya aku ada majlis buka puasa dekat Boulevard hotel malam nih... tapi malas nak attend. Aku suh ayah jek ganti.. makan jek ponnn... bukan apa sangat.. shedapp lagi nasi kerabu mokcik kat pasar Ramadhan... haha.. nak bagi sedap hati jek.

Pagi semalam time dalam komuter, aderla sorang mamat ni. Aku ingat Shirota Yuu yang datang Mesia.. emsemm gila mamat tuh.. dahlah tinggi.. aku raser dia ngan pintu komuter, tinggi lagi dia. Sekali imbas, memang mcm Shirota.. chinese mix omputeh rasanya. Tapi nimangg emsemmm! Untung aku dapat cuci mata pagi2.. ngeh ngeh ngeh

Tuesday 8 September 2009

Awwww...

Hari ni ada meeting... petang pun ader meeting tapi sebab aku taichi dekat bos, dia lah yang attend.. Aku plak kena siapkan menda alah yang tak siap2 tu.. tertekann ii... besok aku kena g mengadap pengarah sorang2.. kalau ikut hati.. aku nak pass jek dekat PA dia sok..

Tadi aderla someone tu panggil nama aku.. for the first time aku dengar.. aww... luruh jantungg ii.. ngan senyuman manis dia.. waduhhh! hahaha... kalau nak cari seband... aku kena carik lerr yang mcm tuh... sejuk mata i memandang... ngeh ngeh

Sedih la plak bila ingat vostro aku tu.. selama aku guna, laptop tu tak pernah lerr mengalami masalah kepanasan melampau.. biarler on seharian ponn... steady jeks.. tapi kawan baru aku ni... saspen nak tinggal lamer2 sebab heating... itulerrr.. bila dah rosak baru ler nak sayang.. Macam tu ler manusia nih kannn... benda yang dah takder..orang yang dah takder.. barulerr nak hargai & kenang... kan dah rugi kalau yang ilang tu barang bagusss punya... muhuhahaha

Monday 7 September 2009

Menu baru

Alhamdulillah...

Dah kenyang.. baru lepas makan nasi tomato. Hari ni hari ketiga tukar menu.. semalam buka dengan roti jer sebab malas nak menapak pegi pasar yang dekat tuh. Nasiblah apartment depan umah aku tu bukak parking area dia tuk pasar ramadhan... tak ler aku pening nak carik makanan jauh2.

Pagi tadi patutnya janji ngan ibu nak teman dia buat site evaluation.. dah lawa2 sarung safety boot,bos panggil. Kater dia pengarah dah nak report.. alalaaaaa.... benchi i! So, terpaksalah cancel janji ngan ibu tuk bersungguh2 menyiapkan report yang tak siap2 tuh. Letih oi! Time aku tunjuk report tu dekat bos aku.. bos aku*silap2 pengarah nak yang lagi simple*.. pause.. *kalau macam tu suruh pengarah buat sendiri lah...* aku*hahahahah..

Housemate aku before subuh lagi dah keluar rumah.. hari ni dia nak pegi Hong Kong.. oh! Seronotnyerr la dia dapat pegi Disney land..

Perut dah kenyang nih.. mater sangatlah mengantuk.. keypad netbook ni plak keras semacamm.. degill nih! Blog sambil layan cerita kantonis.. lama sangat dah tak tengok cerita kantonis rupanya.. masih ader la juga tinggal sket2 skill mendengar cakap kantonis nih.. dari kecik memang minat sangat tengok cerita cina.. hari2 menghadap lah katakan.. tu yang my dad hangen ngan kitaorang.. hahahaha..

Oh.. nak setop lah semayang maghrib.. pastu nak tengok rookies before tidur.. lullaby okek! ops.. luper nak citer seswatu.. nantilah..

Sunday 6 September 2009

Pengganti...

Yah.. pengganti...

I went to MidValley to find the replacement.. I was sad but the parting was unavoidable since he cannot perform anymore. All that left for me only memories.. at least he left me with something. Farewell my Vostro 1310.. I am not going to fix you.. rest in peace.



Yeah.. I went to Acer, Leonovo, Dell and Asus.. finally.. I bought this maroon buddy from Acer. I hope that he can accompany me as loyal as my previous Vostro. Lucky that the hard disc is still functioning.. at least this reduce my sadness since I have to say goodbye to two buddies.. Vostro and external hard disc buddy. Both died at the same time and left me alone. But my ext left me with functioning casing so that I can put my Vostro hard disc into it.

I lost my almost 3 years hard work which i kept inside that died hard disc. The saddest part, I lost all the newly downloaded movie. I was lucky not to transfer my Boys over flower and Meteor Garden into it. Hu hu...

If only I took care of you both to the max.. then you would never die and left....

Saturday 29 August 2009

Plan

Sorang-sorang melepak dekat ruang tamu subuh-subuh ni... rasa damai je. Pukul 5.30 tadi aku bangun, baru kelam kabut nak isyak.. oh! teruknya aku. Lepas tu sahur, then sampai sekarang aku masih tercongok dekat meja makan ni.. orang dekat masjid tu dah siap habis dah sembahyang jemaah.. aku juga yang belum menyubuh lagi.

Alamak... panggilan maut. Aku stop lah dulu sekejap...

Sambung balik...

Apa plan aku untuk hari ni... mmm... lepas ni... aku nak bermesra dengan keyboard aku.. dah lama tak main. Semalam main gitar.. sakit jari jemari i... dah lama tak main kan. Walau di mana aku berada, dua benda ni tak boleh tak der dalam rumah.. kena standby 24 hours.. haha...

Ada lagi dua, tv dengan dvd player.. so, kalau 4 benda ni tak der... tak sempurna hidup.. hawhawhaw. Dulu before pindah KL.. memang dah ada pun tapi bila dah pindah sini... aku terpaksa lah beli baru sebab malas nak angkut dari kampung. See.. betapa membazirnya aku.

Lepas tu.. nak tengok Rookies. Ini wajib... aku tak pernah la suka cerita sampai mampu nak tengok hari-hari. Yer.. aku memang tengok hari-hari.. kalau miss pun, dua or tiga hari paling lama. Dalam banyak-banyak cerita, aku paling suka cerita ni. Tiap kali tengok, tiap kali juga dapat goose bum padahal aku dah hafal pun jalan cerita dia. Even without subtittle pon aku dah boleh hafal kot dialog diorang.. haha. Aku tak sabar dah nak tunggu Rookies Sotsugyou ni release dvd.. Sah2 memang berkurun baru sampai Malaysia.. tapi aku tahu, mesti ada yang murah hati bagi link download kannn.. ;P

Mula-mula, aku tak mahu beli cerita ni sebab budak-budak dia semua tak comel. Tapi bukan salah diorang pon, dah mangga yang dorang adaptasi tu lukis watak2 yang memang tak comel. Aku terbeli hari tu pun sebab murah.. RM 36 ringgit ok! hehe.. At first, meluat tengok hero dia.. dah lah pendek dari yang lain, macam hampeh pula.. poyolah cerita nih.. cast pula tak comel... tapi lepas episode 1, semua yang negative tu ilang sama skali.. gone with the wind.

Barulah aku tahu betapa comelnya si hero inchik Aniya nih.. esp bila dia bercakap. There is something about his voice.. Dalam ramai-ramai jipun, "Baka" dia paling best sekali didengar. Baka ni means bodoh dalam jipun. Walaupon adalah juga part2 yang buat muka, tapi dorang tetap comelll.. hahaha... esp watak Wakana.. & Shinjo yang emsem.. & Mikoshiba yang suka sangat menangis.. belum tang cikgu dia yang poyo.. memang perfect lah cerita nih. Haihh... aku memang peminat tegarr lah!

Wednesday 26 August 2009

Nasi kerabu is the best

Tadi lepas buka puasa, pakailah baju siap-siap nak pegi kelas konon..dah angkat beg & kunci bilik, terjenguk dekat luar tingkap, hujan la pulak.. last2 cabut tudung ngan jaket. Rasa malas sangat nak pegi kelas malam ni.. tak tahu lah penyakit apa. End up, aku tengok Rookies.

Perut dah kenyang minum air. Semalam buka puasa ngan nasi kerabu, hari ni pun sama. Tak selera nak makan yang lain. Nasi kerabu ni cukup rasa, masin..manis..pedas.. masam sumer ader.. lengkap. Kalau time dekat LA dulu pun sama.. seminggu, kurang2 4 hari tu menu buka puasa mesti nasi kerabu. Sahur pula, mesti makan kurma 4 5 ulas.. ngan air kosong secawan dua. Sahur dengan tu jek.. nak makan benda lain memang tak masuk. Kalau makan kurma, memang energy last sampai ke petang. Dekat KL ni pun sama.. pukul 5.40 aku bangun sahur.. 5.50 mandi... pas subuh... dalam kol 6.10 minit tu aku dah start menapak keluar rumah. Betapa hebatnya aku... hahaa.. nak hidup.. terpaksalah.. baju, beg ngan barang2 nak pegi ofis semua dah aku ready kan before tidur.. kalau tak, sah kelam kabut besoknya.

Train dalam 6.23 train sampai.. tukar komuter plak... komuter biasa sampai dalam pukul 6.37.. kol 7 juga baru sampai ofis. Rumah aku bukannya jauh sangat pun dari ofis, tapi dah nama naik kenderaan awam kann... masa tu dah hilang untuk menunggu & berjalan kaki jek. Time balik kerja.. kalau nasib baik, sebelum 5 suku dah boleh sampai rumah.

Monday 24 August 2009

LA bukan lLos An Jeles

Hari ini masih tak boleh dijadikan hari pertama aku berpuasa di bulan posa tahun ni, mungkin besok agaknya. Aku pun sama macam orang puasa, tak menjamah sedikit makanan hatta seteguk air pun sampailah pukul enam tadi.. hahaha... ok lah tu... awal bukak puasa sejam dari orang puasa. Kalau dekat LA dulu.. kol 6 lebih aku dah berbuka.

Macam best pulak adress Labuan as LA... hahaha.. yo yo oh jek orang ingat Los an jeles...

Kepala aku macam nak pecah petang tadi. Turun LRT terus singgah dekat kedai mamak tapau mee goreng udang fevret aku. Sampai-sampai rumah, pakwe member aku tengah ada dalam rumah. Ops! dia sorang2 je ok.. Dia tengah betulkan komputer kat ruang tamu nih. Nasib la juga aku dapat housemate yang tak le suka-suki jek biar jantan masuk dalam rumah. Tau lah dekat KL nih.. KL KL juga... aku tetap aku juga.. so what!

Aku masuk bilik.. kunci ok!! hahaha... dia pon buka pintu depan.. dalam pada aku melayan boypren2 Rookies aku dekat tv sambil pasang kuat-kuat hengga bergegar pintu bilik dibuatnya.. sempat pula aku terfikir yang bukan-buakn.. bak nya orang datang tangkap kitaorang macamana... tak rela aku! hahahaha... Tangkaplah kalau beranik.. Nasib tadi aku tak fikir kalau dia ketuk bilik aku.. hahaha..

Hari ni entah apa yang aku buat dekat ofis.. eh! ada.. aku settle claim. Bengang aku dekat orang yang claim ni.. aku dah berapa kali cakap hantar claim tu biar proper, tak lah aku potong sana, potong sini.. haaa... korang juga yang rugi. Aku senang jer, ambil pen dan potong mana angka yang aku tak berkenan tapi yang rugi sheapa? bukan aku! hahaha.. bukan salah aku.. aku dah cakap TOLONG.. tolong tu manader makna lain selain daripada tolong kann!

Bos aku selalu pesan, kalau orang claim.. tengok betul-betul. Jangan sebab sikit jer dah potong claim dia.. kesian dorang kerja penat-penat, kita senang-senang jer potong.. insaf aku sekejap. Tapi bos aku ni dalam pada baik hati.. nak approve claim orang yang dia pesan suruh aku jangan suka suki potong tu bukannya senang. Kena query bukan calang-calang, soalan-soalan dia pula kategori soalan maut.. haa! Letih la aku nak menjawab time tu.. teringat hari tu aku kena tanya.. awak dah check ke sendiri berapa banyak manhole ada dalam drawing.. itu baru manhole.. baknya dia suruh aku kira berapa panjang ducting or paip yang ada, tak ke aku menganga.. boleh tu boleh lah kalau aku sekadar jaga satu projek ni je. Kitaorang dekat sini masing-masing pun faham... kata berkhidmat untuk rakyat kann.. dah nasib kitaorang..

Bila aku nak gaji? Oh!!!!!

Saturday 22 August 2009

Hari pertama puasa

Internet connection dekat rumah ni yang gila atau laptop aku yang dah gila... aku pun tak tahu. Tak dapat ler aku nak menjalankan aktiviti donlod hujung minggu. Rugi aku bayar megaupload premium bulan ni! Haihhh

Hari ni hari pertama puasa bagi semua umat islam.. tapi malangnya hari ni bukan hari pertama aku... mungkin besok ataupun lusa. Tak sangka dah puasa... terasa macam baru sangat lagi sambut hari raya yang lepas. Kalau dikira, lagi sebulan genap setahun dah aku putus ngan inchik ex.. wah! macam baru semalam jek.. hahah.. orang bergembira di hari raya, aku plak menyambut ngan putus "tunang".. sedih & kelakar at the same time. Aku ni tak normal ker atau terlebih sangat aura positif? aku sendirik pon kompius... hahah

Aku tengah tengok rancangan masakan chinese dekat tv 7 nih. Malaysian chinese.. kelakar gila minah yang host rancangan nih. Aku suka tengok rancangan2 yang dia host tapi tak tahu nama dia until now. Memang bersepah lah minah ni.. bising gila tapi kelakar. Suka hati dia je nak marah makcik jual sayur dekat pasar sebab makcik tuh jual harga mahal kata dia. Ada one time tuh, chief tu nak beli sayur yang imported pastu dia paksa chief tu beli yang local. Tapi bila tahu yang imported tu lebih murah, dia suruh chief tu beli yang import punya plak.. hahaha..

Thursday 20 August 2009

Sakit

Walaupun memang badan aku tak berapa sihat kebelakangan ini, tapi yang lebih sakit sebenarnya adalah minda aku. Sebab tu badan aku terasa lemah sangat.

Orang kata kerja gomen senang & relax tapi aku rasa aku pula sebaliknya. Letih! Sinonim dengan "Saya yang menurut perintah"... Dah nama pun berkhidmat untuk rakyat.. Perkara pertama yang orang nampak pasal gomen ni senang, rilex, rasuah dan seangkatan dengannya. Semualah negatif... yang diorang tak tahu... sengsaranya.. Gaji pon bukan lah besar sangat kalau nak dibanding dengan tanggungjawab. Orangnya yang cuma beberapa jer, tapi benda alah yang nak di tengoknyer berkerat2. Aku ni sekadar orang bawahan, bayangkan berapa banyak yang bos aku kena monitor.

Dalam kes lain pula, sebagai orang bawahan macam kitaorang ni, kalau dapat bos kayu memang sengsara. Semua kena decide sendiri dan bos sekadar postman tukang pas surat. Oh! Tolong lah

Tapi aku tak salahkan orang2 yang kater pegawai kerajaan ni malas.. or makan gaji buta... or yang seangkatan dengannya. Sebab, buat macamana pun... semua tu bergantung pada individu. Tahap pendidikan juga ada kesan terhadap cara pemikiran & mentaliti individu... kadang2, belajar tinggi pun... tak de beza dengan yang tahap pendidikannya lebih rendah.. so, semuanya atas individu itu sendiri. Kalau yang aku tengok dekat tempat aku nih, geng2 teknikal ni kebanyakkannya memang eager nak majukan diri..

Tuesday 18 August 2009

I watched them again

I watched Rookies last night, yes dear... again and again! I just couldn't help it. I saw on the net this review wrote that Rookies has many good looking actor in the drama/ movie. I could not agree with it. But I myself is unable to resist from mumbling that this Shirota Yuu is so damn good looking. Sorry that I don't like him from Hanazakari No kimitachi e days, yea.. blame me. After watching Rookies several times, and watching him sing the Haruka song and played guitar in you tube.. and his funny dance also on you tube.. and.. and.. and.. I have to admit, he is so damn handsome! Sorry ears!

Speaking about Hanazakari No Kimitachi e drama, I still could not believe how that drama made me say that I don't like the lead actor which is my boyfriend Mr Oguri. I blamed the drama!

I watched the making of Rookies Sotsugyo.. Even without subtitles, I still want to watch everything that related to Rookies. Then only I found out that Aniya @ Ichihara Hayato similarity to Mikoshiba are their ability to cry.. hahahaa.. tears baby! But he is still cute.. See.. this one is real tears at the end of filming..


Here are the other cast during their press conference or what.. I am not sure.. Where is Wakana????!!!! I want him with is blonde hair look


New faces on the movie.. But this Yusuke Yamamoto guy, I envied his sexy mouth for so long.. I think I knew some of these Rookies guys from Water Boys day..

Monday 17 August 2009

Sampah, perempuan dan bahasa


Kenapa ada perempuan yang tak bersihkan dapur lepas masak? Aku cukup hairan kalau jumpa orang yang macam ni. Aku takla masuk kategori pembersih kelas A.. apa lagi kategori rajin. Tapi setahu aku, lepas masak aku pasti akan make sure yang dapur dan peralatan memasak aku dah dibersihkan, barulah aku rasa selesa nak menikmati makanan.
Sama macam sampah... aku cukup alergik sampah basah ni. Sebab tu aku selalu separate sampah aku. Kalau ada sampah basah, aku akan make sure sampah tu akan berada di tong sampah secepat yang boleh sebab aku geli nak bersihkan ulat-ulat. Ewwwweeee!! Macamana la orang boleh tunggu sampai sampah tu berbau dan berulat baru nak pegi buang.
Citer pasal pompuan ni, aku ni plak mmg alergik ngan pompuan yg konon2 very the pompuan ni. Golongan ni leceh dan kadang2 mengarut je lebih. Nampak je lembut tapi mulut macam apa, belum kira mengumpat dan bertermpayan. Biar tak lemah lembut, yang penting tahu hormat orang. Ya, aku amat ambil kesah dengan pengunaan bahasa. Aku memang jenis yang pantang dengar orang cakap kasar-kasar dan guna bahasa yang ntah haper haper macam budak sekarang nih. Lagi satu yang buat lawak kuning.. tolonglah simpan cerita atas katil dan imaginasi korang tu untuk diri sendiri. Orang bagitau aku, ko belum kawin sebab tu kau tak tahu. Nak jer aku jawab, ko apa tahu! tak pernah belajar agama ke sampai tak tahu batas-batas perbualan? Aku tak lah baik macam malaikat subuh, tapi sekurang-kurangnya gunalah kepala otak tu dalam setiap perbuatan dan perkataan.

Sunday 16 August 2009

Jay Chou, Lee Hom or Show Lo

I am loving Jay Chou. He is a great musician. I didn't consider his voice as superb but his music sure is. I love how he is synonim with producing-great-songs. It is not just the singing,but the song itself. Even though i am unable to understand what he is singing, i felt in love with his music. I sometimes tried to sing it without knowing the meaning and whether or not i sang it correctly. All i know is.. I loved how the song sound especially those traditional Chinese instruments and modern music fusion. I admired this guy so much! Nothing else to say...

I tried to listen to Wang Lee Hom, not just his song but his voice also causing my ear to ache.. sorry brother, I know you have a long list of awards. As for non-Chinese listener like me, all my ears need is a beautiful music like Chou's style which I don't get from you. But, among these three he is the hao kan one.. vely the emsemm!

I considered Show Lo/ Alan Luo as the one who has a nice soothing voice but I am not fond of his songs and music style which is worse than brother Hom.. haiyaaa... Please sing more song like Ai Zhuan Jiao bro.. I love your voice.. The best chinese male voice I have ever heard so far. But as an actor, I give him all thumbs up... said if i got 100, i will give them all. I think his most recognized feature was his smile, his tears... aaahhh! everthing about him lah, no need to say much.

Saturday 15 August 2009

They Came

I went to see my crime partner and her family today. They arrived yesterday.. actually I planned to see them last night but I left her daughter's Tom&Jerry cd at home (pirate okeee!!) .. but due to rain, I promised to see them today.

I got many gifts from them. No wonder my heart still attached to LA.. It is not just the people there, but also the place itself. I just like to be there... Here in KL.. i don't feel like home.. The people are different in so many ways.. zhende qi guai!

I pass through Sogo on my way to meet them.. I think i have mention this so many time.. but wo zhende bu xihuan Sogo! I have no idea why I don't like Sogo.. Mafan ni le! Hahaha..Now I am at home.. watching Rookies.. oh!! I still love them..

Friday 14 August 2009

Phone and I

Lately my phone and i seems to be 'not-very-fond' of each other that it became my-not-so-important stuff. Dont bother to ask me why i did not pick up the phone or forgot to reply smses. For those who doesnt have boyfriend like me will understand how i guess.. Haha.. Actually I only use my phone to access required info on-the-go and rarely us it on call or sms.. Since i did not combine my dgdata with postpaid,i will have to carry two different phones which is very inconvenient to do all the time.

Speaking about my phone.. my sister called me and preached.. she is younger than me but she is like an old auntie... hahaha... full with advices and opinion which i dont need... hahaha.. I am the type of people who took slow paces.. but I always know which path to take and there are no regret words existed in my life-dictionary. I am not being so cocky and full with myself.. it is just nothing is wrong if one is confident.

People said so many thing for so many reasons. Some did it because there were lot of things that they were unsatisfied with in their own life and use preaching to others as a reverse psychology.. some just full of themselves... While some,is because they felt responsible as an adult.. as for me.. no matter how old i will be getting.. I hope i will never change and become one annoying old woman.

Tuesday 11 August 2009

SE and Nokia

Comparing Sony Ericsson to Nokia... I prefer SE.. I previously used K300, W300i, K550i, W580 and W760i and,yes dear..i am none other than 'pengguna tegar' SE.. but this year, I bought Nokia 5800.. the thing i liked most about SE is their user friendly phone and fresh design..

For Nokia 5800... i like its large screen and matured design.. songs downloading are easier... the camera is really good that it is able to sharp-capture fast movement on its video function.. I also able to watch all type of compressed movie on my phone... as a touch screen phone, Nokia 5800 didn't have keypad.. kinda annoying. Browsing the internet sometimes can be annoying but is considered ok... using SE Java phone and Bolt browser, i can update my face book without having to do it on facebook mobile mode.. I can easily play face book games during my commuter and LRT trip.. which my main pointing is at their face book friendly features.. Yes dear, i can do none with my Nokia phone without getting annoyed.

Both SE walkman series and Nokia music express series are music-enhanced mobile phone.. for loud speaker, i prefer Nokia but for earphone, comparing SE to Nokia is no use because SE walkman & earphone ergonomic design is still the best! Go Sony Ericsson Go!

Monday 10 August 2009

How many manhole?

I came to see my boss about monthly project report that i need to submit to construction manager this month.. my boss asked me, *are you confident the report given by consultant is accurate? .. causing me to think twice.. huahuahua..

After almost 30 minutes spending my time inside his room.. I rushed out and asked ayah to go with me to site.. luckily he have some free time and offer to drive me to site.. I rushed back to my boss office to ask for permission.. he just laugh and asked me why did not i bring Daus along and use his big body to scare the consultant and contractor... hahaha..

I asked my contractor to count how many manholes they have at each block and laugh at them at the end of my visist.. i jokingly told them, this is what happen when you only have one service to look at. I am just me.. funny and not so serious. Dealing with people's emotion is zhen de bu rong yi!.. not easy.. I dont have to pretend to be someone else to gain respect. I am not a straight person, I easily consider people difficulties if they consider mine :)

Thursday 6 August 2009

Period memang menyakitkan

Tahukah lelaki betapa sakitnya seorang perempuan itu di kala period datang. Masa sebelum dan tengah period adalah masa yang kritikal. Selain sakit perut yang sememangnya sangat sakit, pelbagai lagi sakit lain yang mengiringi kedatangan period seperti sakit kepala yang amat sangat, pening, muntah-muntah, suhu badan yang tinggi dan emosi yang terganggu disebabkan hormon serta perasaan tidak selesa. Malah, seluruh badan terasa sakit sekiranya disentuh.

Setiap bulan mengalami situasi sebegini, sememangnya para wanita sangat tabah. Belum lagi sakit ketika melahirkan. Apakah hak seorang lelaki mengatakan bahawa mereka dan perempuan seri? Seorang perempuan yang bekerja, memikul tanggungjawab di tempat kerja sama seperti lelaki malahan kadang-kadang lebih hebat lagi serta perlu mengurus rumah tangga. Menjaga kebajikan anak-anak dan si suami, memastikan makan dan pakaian terjaga serta kebersihan dan keselesaan tempat sekeluarga berlindung setiap hari. Perlu juga menyara dan melindungi keluarga. Di manakah hak lelaki mengatakan bahawa mereka dan kaum perempuan perlu memikul tanggungjawab yang sama padahal hakikatnya kehidupan adalah berat sebelah?

Tidak dinafikan masih ada lelaki yang benar-benar jantan tetapi untuk mencari golongan ini pada zaman kita aku umpamakan seperti mencari butir padi di dalam beras. Kasihan sungguh kaum hawa namun yang paling kasihan adalah mereka yang tidak mampu mengasihani dan menghormati diri sendiri. Masih bertahan di belakang seorang lelaki yang tidak layak di panggil lelaki kerana takut menghadapi kehidupan sendirian. Takut menjadi bahan bualan dan mulut orang.

Wednesday 5 August 2009

Wo wang le..

I attended two meeting this evening.. first meeting started at 3 and the second started at 4.45 pm and ended 10 minutes to 6 pm.. I arrived at home at 6.30 pm.. I took bath, pray Asar and did my laundry. What a long tiring day... I sat in front of television while having a cup of coffee around 7.20 pm.. then my housemate came back.. we have a chat.. it is during azan that she suddenly asked me.. eh! dont u have a class tonight?

Aiyaaaaa.. wo wang le! I almost miss my class tonight. Thanks to my housemate that remind me about it... Laoshi asked us to download Jacky Cheung Hao Jiu Bu Jian song last week.. in english it means Long Time No See... the song is kinda ok.. why she did not ask me to find Jay Chou song... that would be easy for a fan like me.. ehemm ehemm.. but his song sure are difficult to translate of course!

Tuesday 4 August 2009

Pro ject hea d ac he

Ibu and I attended technical meeting at site office. I dragged her along because my boss was unable to attend it... owh! what a headache this project. The building construction has reached level 5 but mechanical services not anywhere to be seen except sanitary. No cold water, no air-cond duct and no fire fighting installations which are suppose to start at this stage. Not to mention they have 16 services all together for mechanical only..

Luckily they did not submit any progress claim this month. I have not yet do site evaluation and currently thinking about skipping this month report.. huahuahua

Monday 3 August 2009

Check

I am fasting today.. If i were at LA.. break fasting time will be around 6.30 and can sometimes be at 6.05 during fasting month.. Huhuhu...

I finished my evaluation work this morning.. meeting minutes checked already.. tomorrow and the next day will be "my day of meeting"... driver booking - check.. but i still have few things to do...

Sunday 2 August 2009

Qi Guai...

I am not feeling well since Friday.. 奇怪 neh.. owh.. this words pronounced qi guai which means weird in English.. see.. these word are combination of tree+can and heart+ also+earth.. so damn complicated rite? they laugh like this in chinese 呵呵.. which means hehe.. i saw this in a book neh!

I am staying at home.. as usual, as usual I don't enjoy going out during weekend because it is my only day of rest. Who to blame that my office located inside a shopping mall.. not just one, but two shopping malls!.. enjoying weekend environment? nope! panass adalah.. then.. sesaks lagi.. H1N1 lagi.. aihh.. this what makes me miss LA even more.

I think i am unable to live with people neh.. muhuhaha..